Fatin Hanani Adnan

Entri Tak Bertajuk

2012-02-11T22:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :D

Saya happy. Saya happy. Saya happy.

Hahaha, serious tak boleh blah gila opening. Mengapakah saya gembira? Tidakkah anda tertanya-tanya sebabnya? Well, it's because I got my laptop fixed just now! Maybe some of you will be like, 'Eleh, kecoh gila minah ni. Betul laptop pun nak update blog segala bagai.' but tak kira, nak update jugak. Tahu tak berapa lama aku biar laptop ni terbiar terbengkalai kat rumah? Dah almost one year laptop ni rosak, and ibu dah banyak kali nak offer pergi betul tapi aku tak bagi. Why? Sebab tahun lepas saya SPM. I know myself well and I know that I spend my time mostly on computer (selain iPod, of course). Kalau guna desktop pun aku boleh duduk 16 hours straight from 11am to 4am, boleh imagine tak kalau ada laptop macam mana? I am veerryyyy positive yang laptop tu takkan shut down 7 hari 7 malam. I'm just happy bila dapat pegang and guna this laptop balik. Dah lama gila tak update blog guna laptop. I don't know if it's just me ke apa but setiap kali update blog guna laptop and desktop, rasa lain oh. I'm soooo peelliikkk, I know.

Ramai orang tanya, 'Fatin, kau buat apa sekarang?'. Basically memang semua orang tanya lah kan? Untuk semua yang bertanya, jawapan saya ialah, saya menganggur dekat rumah. Auntie kalau call mesti dia tanya, "Anggur dah masak ke belum? Orang lain punya anggur semua dah masak, anggur yang Along tanam tak masak-masak lagi ke?" and I'll be just like =________________=' Dussshhhhh, serious sarcastic gila. Kan dah kena muka panjang sebijik.

Oh and yes, saya sedang ambik lesen kereta sekarang. Bawak kereta tu takdelah pro mana but I can drive lah. Setakat kena hon panjang-panjang tu dah biasa dengar dah. Setakat mati enjin tengah jalan untuk kereta manual pun dah biasa kena dah. My JPJ test was supposed to be on last Feb 8 tapi atas sebab-sebab yang tak dapat nak dielakkan, instructor memandu saya lewatkan tarikh sampai 22nd of Feb nanti. Cisssss, kalau tak, mesti aku dah ada lesen sekarang ni. Hehehehe, sebenarnya aku yang mintak instructor tu tangguh exam. I suck at parking sangat-sangat, daripada dulu sampai sekarang. At least sekarang aku dah confident sikit lah bila buat parking. Alhamdulillah, besides parking, yang lain semua okay rasanya. Mari sama-sama kita doa saya pass JPJ exam nanti, Amin :)

Haaaaa, lagi satu. Sekarang ni saya busy dengan Japanese and Korean course serentak. Weh, pening gilaaaaaaaaaaa kepala nak hafal alphabets untuk 2 bahasa sekali gus. Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan Japanese, bahasa Korea lagi senang rasanya. Alphabets untuk Korea tak banyak. Pusing-pusing, kita akan jumpa huruf yang sama jugak. Things are totally different for Japanese pulak. Banyaaaaakkkk gilaaaaaaa alphabets yang nak kena hafal! Otak saya penat nak hafal satu-satu. Serious tak tipu. Banyak, macam BANYAK GILA! Nasib kau lah, Fatin. Nasib baik aku ni jenis yang minat dalam bidang language, so setakat ni takdelah susah mana sebenarnya. Everything is still fine at this point. Alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan jalan untuk saya setakat ni.

First time masuk kelas Korea, I was like, 'WHOOAAAA! I can't believe that I'm actually going to learn this language.'. Dahlah masuk kelas lambat masa tu (because I can't find the classroom) and the students were all looking at me. Memang jadi centre of attention masa tu. The situation was kinda awkward so aku terus bow 90 degrees dekat the teacher and said, "Annyeonghaseyo, sesangnim!". He smiled before he replied my greetings. Lepas tu the cikgu asked for my name and he asked me, "Are you Fatin Hanani?" and I said yes. Dia tanya nak panggil aku apa since huruf F takde dalam kamus bahasa Korea. See, the same thing again. I was like, "You can just call me, Hany." and the sesangnim terus macam, "Hany-ssi, alright so you're Hany. We have Hany-ssi over here and we have Hana-ssi over there.". Hany and Hana dalam satu kelas yang sama. Great, hehehe :P Sekarang dah almost sebulan aku pergi Korean class dan aku dah boleh baca Hangul. Dah boleh baca tapi still merangkak lagi and for some complicated words, aku still kena eja lagi but overall, memang dah boleh baca walaupun tak faham apa yang aku baca. InsyaAllah, I will improve in another few months. I'll make my Park Seung Ho sesangnim proud. Fighting! ^^

Lain pulak cerita dalam Japanese class. I missed the first class because of some complicated reasons. Maknanya, orang lain dah ada basic but aku tak ada apa-apa lagi. Orang lain dah buat wall climbing sampai atas, aku baru nak cari equipment nak wall climbing. Orang lain dah reti baca sampai nombor 1000, aku baru nak mengeja nombor satu. Exaggerate gila tapi do you get what I mean? Faham kan kan kan? Masuk je class pagi tu, semua mata pandang saya lagi sekali. Why? Sebab saya lambat lagi! Ya Allah, blame the LRT yang lambat gilaaaaaaaaa sampai! I waited for the LRT selama 15 minit tahu taaaakkk? Kalau tak, memang dah awal dah :'( Sobsssss. Back to the story, masuk-masuk kelas je, the sensé terus macam, "Ohaiyo gozaimasu!" dan saya terus blank. I almost said "Annyeonghaseyo.". Hambik kau, terus berselirat otak masa tu. LOL. I told her that I missed the first class and bla bla bla, and dia macam, "Hai, hai, hai." and dia cakap, "Dozo yoroshiku." and she said something like, "Suwatte kudasai." :D Nasib baik I know basic Japanese and I know that she asked me to sit. Lepas tu the sense terus mulakan class macam biasa dan Alhamdulillah, saya boleh catch up. Serious bangga! *applause untuk diri sendiri*. Oh yeah, the sensé tak benarkan kitaorang guna even satu perkataan pun in English. She can speak English but dia tak nak guna English dalam kelas. Memang Japanese habis lah. Plus, Hara sensé ni jenis yang suka tanya soalan. Kita kena selalu alert dalam kelas dia but she's so baik and pretty too :D

I was in the middle of writing this entry bila Nabihah Wan Nordin call saya. Now, I can't continue writing dah sebab semua benda yang nak ditulis dah terbang ke awan, entah ke mana. InsyaAllah, bila idea tu datang balik, aku tulis lagi. Aku ada terfikir nak kongsi apa yang aku dah belajar setakat ni dekat blog. Tak salah kan nak kongsi ilmu? Tengoklah nanti, kalau ada masa dan tenaga, InsyaAllah aku kongsi.

Till then, sayonara and annyeong higaseyo :)

PS; Tiba-tiba teringat dekat Katou, Japenese buddy saya. I've his email address and I feel like sending him an email bila saya dah fluent bahasa Jepun nanti. I have to thank him sebab he's the reason why aku mula belajar basic Japanese phrases.

Katou-san, domo arigatou gozaimasu! :)

5 Fakta Anda Perlu Tahu Tentang Pemandu Malaysia

2012-01-20T21:05:00.004+08:00

This is my very first 2012 entry. Woohooooooo *haha, serious gelabah gila*. Setelah lebih 10 jam memandu di atas jalan raya, saya dapat buat conclusion sendiri tentang sikap SEGELINTIR pemandu Malaysia.

1. Segelintir pemandu Malaysia merupakan pemandu yang kurang sabar dan kurang peka.

Waaaahhhhhh, tak nampak ke orang bawak kereta dengan pelekat L? Ni masa ambik lesen dulu dapat lesen terbang melayang ke apa? Tak baca buku? Masa test undang dapat berapa? Sesungguhnya saya sangat geram. Dekat kereta tu jelas-jelas ada pelekat L, takkan tak nampak kot? Nak aku sponsor magnifying glass baru nak nampak ke? They should understand lah, orang tengah belajar bawak kereta. Don't tell me they expect us, budak-budak baru belajar ni pecut kereta macam Michael Schumacher? Memang tak lah kan. Tolonglah faham, please.

2. Segelintir pemandu Malaysia suka sangat bunyikan hon.

Waaaaaahhhh, tak nampak ke orang bawak kereta dengan pelekat L? Sabar sikit boleh tak? Sikit-sikit nak hon, sikit-sikit nak hon! Tahukah anda bahawa dengan menekan hon, anda membuatkan kami (pemandu yang baru belajar) gelabah tak tentu hala? Bila kami gelabah, kami akan buat lagi banyak kesilapan. Hari tu aku drive dekat area Bandar Tun Hussein Onn yang merupakan salah satu busy area dekat rumah aku. I was in the middle of the road masa lampu merah. So aku berhenti lah dekat tengah-tengah jalan. There was a truck in front of me, so I can't really see the traffic light. Tiba-tiba je truck tu dah jalan and lampu dah jadi lampu hijau. Aku panik gila. Handbrake tak turun, gear tak tukar lagi. Semua benda nak buat dalam masa yang sama. Selalunya aku mesti dah prepare awal-awal since aku boleh agak bila lampu hijau but not this time. Weh, THERE WAS A FREAKING HUGE TRUCK IN FRONT OF MY CAR! Tak sampai berapa saat, kereta dekat belakang hon. Kalau hon sekali takpelah jugak, ni hon macam ada orang mati kena lenyek trailer sampai jadi lempeng kimchi dekat depan. Can you imagine how panic I was? Last-last enjin mati dekat tengah-tengah tu. What a good timing! Bagus gila! And lepas tu orang dekat belakang hon macam ada kereta meletup sebab tangki minyak bocor sampai penumpang kereta tu hangus. Okay, itu exaggerate tapi try to put yourself in my situation. Kau cuak tak? Cuak punya kan?

3. Segelintir pemandu Malaysia tak faham kegunaan lorong kiri.

Waaaahhhhhh, tak nampak ke orang bawak kereta dekat lorong kiri? Bukak mata luas-luas sikit eh! I was on the right lane to drive beberapa laju pun aku suka which is dekat lorong kiri. Dekat lorong kiri, suka hati akulah aku nak bawak 40km/h ke, 20km/h ke even 10km/h sekali pun. Kau nak bawak laju-laju, bawak dekat lorong kanan. Potong lah kereta. Nak expect aku bawak laju? Oh please! Saya pemandu berhemah dan saya tak langgar peraturan okay? Memandu dengan perlahan di lorong kiri bukan menjadi satu kesalahan. Oh well, dalam buku yang saya belajar cakap macam tu and I guess the drivers should know it better than me, kan?

4. Segelintir pemandu Malaysia guna emergency lane sesuka hati.

Waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh, lebih nampak? Orang stuck dekat dalam traffic jam, dia boleh selamba je guna emergency lane. Lepas tu nak himpit-himpit pulak nak masuk lane orang. Banyaaakkkk cantik? Serious bengang oh. Tak pasal-pasal aku kena lalui pengalaman yang amat mencabar. Dah lah kereta banyak dekat belakang. Awak kena faham, saya cuak gila kalau ada banyak kereta dekat belakang kereta yang saya bawak. Lagi-lagi kalau yang ikut rapat gila-gila tu. 150% laaaagggi cuak. I don't know if pemandu-pemandu baru macam saya pun rasa macam ni tapi kalau ada kereta ikut belakang rapat, saya akan pecut kereta. Tekan minyak macam pedal tu nak tercabut. I feel like saya menyusahkan orang dekat belakang kereta tu sebab memandu dengan perlahan. Weird, but true.

5. Lampu kuning merupakan lampu untuk memecut kenderaan, bukannya bersedia untuk berhenti.

You can't deny this, kan? Even ayah buat benda ni. Kalau daripada jauh dah nampak lampu kuning, memang pecut kereta gila-gila sebab nak lepas traffic light punya pasal. Aku pun rasa yang aku akan jadi macam tu jugak nanti. Tak payah cakap banyak, aku malas nak berhenti sebenarnya. Susah kot bila nak start jalan balik. Lagi-lagi kalau bawak kereta manual, memang banyak gila kerja nak kena buat. Kalau mati enjin lagi sekali, memang tak tau apa nak buat dah kat situ. Things might be different bila saya bawak kereta auto nanti.

Berdasarkan entri ni, adakah saya nampak macam saya tengah pissed off? Kalau tak, sebenarnya aku memang sakit hati (plus malu) masa kena hon semua benda tu tapi sekarang dah tak dah. Yelah, benda dah lepas kan? I just hope that I'll be a better driver in the future, InsyaAllah.

Oh yes, my JPJ exam will be on the 8th of February. Pray for me, please? Saya harap saya lulus. Amin. Hari tu saya drive sampai Putrajaya, jauh tak? Hahaha. First time bawak laju-laju dekat highway. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. Sekarang saya tengah menunggu masa untuk memegang lesen P sahaja. Hehehe :)

2011

2011-12-30T15:27:00.003+08:00

This will be my final entry for 2011.

Adik-adik perempuan saya sedang sibuk balut buku teks masing-masing, while here I am, writing this entry on my precious blogspot. Setelah hampir sebulan duduk menganggur, I have to admit that I miss school so much. I miss everything about school. Daripada masuk roll call sampailah ke sesi bergossip dalam kelas. On top of that all, I miss my 'Gang Tiang' the most.

Dammit lah. I've no idea why mata aku berair tiba-tiba. Tiba-tiba je nak emo. Tah apa-apa tah, tulis entry dekat blog pun nak emo segala bagai. Tak perlu sebenarnya. =______=' The main reason why I decided to write this entry adalah untuk mengimbas kembali (sumpah tak boleh blah gila ayat) kenangan-kenangan saya semasa bergelar pelajar senior di Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seri Bintang Utara.

1. Picnic tengah padang sekolah.

Haaaaa, kau pernah buat? Tak pernah-pernah orang picnic tengah padang sekolah, tapi kitaorang buat. Bila aku cakap picnic, what I meant was a REAL picnic. Bentang tikar getah, bancuh yogurt dengan Skittles, buat air, makan ice-cream 'Potong' as the dessert, masak maggie with telur mata in the middle of the padang. It was the members of Gang Tiang's idea. Aku ingat main-main je tapi tengok-tengok jadi nak picnic betul-betul. We were like a big happy family during the picnic! Tiba-tiba pulak Arif jadi Ayah, Bihah jadi Umi, Wan jadi adik bongsu etc etc. Dah adat duduk ramai-ramai, tiba-tiba je ada orang kata dia lapar. Aku pulak alang-alang masa tu ada bawak periuk untuk the school carnival and ada yang bawak maggie & eggs, apa lagi, kitaorang masak lah tengah padang. Matahari terik atas kepala but who cares kan? Macam main pondok-pondok betul. Hahaha, best apa budak Form 5 main pondok-pondok. Orang yang lalu pandang semua pandang semacam je :P

2. Study group dekat terminal bas.

Haaaa, kau pernah buat? Maybe ada yang cakap 'yes' and maybe jugak ada yang cakap 'no'. Tahu tak Terminal Bersepadu Selatan? That's our second home. Hahahaha. Serious oh, kalau nak buat study group ke apa, mesti buat dekat situ. Maybe because of the persekitaran kot. Ada KFC, ada Restoran Nasi Kandar, and dekat situ lengkap lah. We can study and at the same time, gossip. Kalau dekat KL Library tak best, sebab tak boleh cakap banyak sangat. And kalau nak gelak pulak, kena control, takut orang marah. Dekat TBS laaaaaaagi best. LOL.

3. Pergi KL Library bawak beg baju macam nak lari daripada rumah.

Haaaa, kau pernah buat? My girls and I actually went to the KL Library dengan beg baju! Haha, sebijik macam nak lari daripada rumah kan? LOL. Actually lepas that study group, we planned to sleepover at Bihah's. Malas nak patah balik rumah, so bawak jelah sekali baju segala. Nasib baik dekat KL Library kena letak beg dalam locker, kalau tak orang lain mesti dah bagi the awkward silent stare. Hahahaha.

4. Redah hujan lebat dekat tengah-tengah Dataran Merdeka.

Haaaa, kau pernah buat? Cerita ni sebenarnya jadi masa hari yang sama kitaorang pergi KL Library tu. Kebetulan masa nak balik rumah Bihah, hujan turun lebat selebat-lebatnya. Boleh imagine tak, kitaorang jalan lenggang kangkung TENGAH-TENGAH padang dekat Dataran Merdeka dengan beg penuh dengan baju, buku and personal stuffs, bila hujan tiba-tiba turun, tak ada angin, tak ada ribut! Memang tak ada sign langsung! Dah nama pun tengah padang, memang tak ada bangunan yang boleh tumpang berteduh. Last-last kitaorang lari jugak pergi tepi padang balik untuk berteduh kejap. Dah alang-alang basah sikit, baik mandi hujan terus, kan? So kitaorang lari redah hujan, redah the padang and berteduh dekat bawah bumbung Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad. Lepas dah berteduh sekejap, we ran to the Masjid Jamek LRT station. It was both crazy and fun!

5. We have our very own spot at the school canteen.

Haaaa, kau ada? LOLOLOLOL. Serious tak boleh blah. This one whole year, memang meja tu kitaorang punya. Sometimes memang ada jugak juniors yang duduk, tapi bila kitaorang datang je, tunggu a few minutes, the juniors akan automatic bangun. Hahaha, we sound like a bunch of gangsters huh? Meja tu banyak sejarah oh. Kebanyakan sesi gossip berlangsung during recess. Why? Recess is the only masa untuk kitaorang duduk sama-sama during the school hours since kitaorang semua tak sama kelas. Masa ni lah nak catch up semua gossip-gossip yang ada dekat sekolah :P

6. Tiang SBU

Weh this is the best part! Inilah asas kepada penubuhan nama Gang Tiang. We have this one tiang in SBU yang memang jadi tempat lepak kitaorang after school setiap hari. Tiang tu lah yang dok jadi saksi semua benda. After school hours, macam mana rush sekali pun nak balik, we would actually gather dekat tiang tu dulu. Tunggu semua orang sekejap, lepas tu balik sama-sama. Haaaiiihhh, good times :') Masa the very last day of SPM, kitaorang conteng the tiang with our names. Saya yang selama ini bertanggungjawab terhadap harta benda sekolah dan tak pernah terfikir nak buat vandalisme pun *coughs* conteng jugak tiang tu. Kenangan tu! I went to school the other day untuk ambik slip CGPA Kokurikulum and of course aku pergi tengok tiang tu. I told ibu, "Ibu, this is the tiang where kitaorang lepak after school setiap hari. Look, our names are still there!". Lepas tu aku dah dok sengih-sengih kat situ sampai ibu pun geleng kepala.

I can't continue this entry since mata aku dah tak nampak screen dah. Iya-iya je dok tahan nangis masa tulis entry ni, last-last menangis jugak.

I just miss high school so much.

364th Note; Alexander's 1st Showcase in MY

2011-12-22T17:49:00.002+08:00

HYPER MODE; ON

BACKGROUND SONG; I Just (Alexander Lee Eusebio)

I seriously won't forget this date for my entire life. When I woke up this morning, I still can't believe that I got to meet him for two days in a row. Wow, really. WOW. I've to admit that I was not a big fan of Alexander before this. Yes, I do like U-Kiss but he's definitely not my bias. My first bias in U-Kiss was Eli and then Kevin and now it's AJ. Xander is actually Mimi's ultimate bias. She likes him since he was still a member of U-Kiss. So, bila Mimi dah start minat Alexander, she asked me to help her with Xander's 2011 Birthday Project. I blogged about this project once, so feel free to read the entry HERE, kalau tak baca lagi :) To make the project successful, I have to dig about Alexander. I started to Google him, and stuffs. Lepas dah lama-lama tu (project tak siap lagi), I started to fall in love with this guy. I like the way he talks, I like the way he goes gaga over small things, I like his friendly-charming personality. The most important thing is, I like his accent! His accent is definitely different from anyone else! I find his accent cute ;)

When Soya Beanz announced that they will be bringing Xander over, aku dah tahu dah yang I will never ever miss this chance. Yelah, bila lagi nak jumpa Alexander LIVE depan mata kan? This is the only chance! Plus, I'm such a big fan of U-Kiss, dah tentu-tentulah aku nak jumpa Xander, walaupun he's not a part of U-Kiss anymore.

Look at the crowds! Xander was really touched when he saw this. He expected half of this je.

Xander, you have a proud Xanderette here! :')

Xander performed 5 songs in total. He sang Bad Girl, I Just and Oh! Baby from his new single. Xander pilih Malaysia as the first country ever yang dia nyanyi lagu-lagu tu LIVE. Xander tak pernah nyanyi lagu tu live dekat mana-mana tu sebelum ni, including Korea. Besides, the official music video for 'I Just' was released on that night too! We were the first batch yang tengok the music video! Xander was really happy and he said, "You guys are really lucky coz I keep giving my first times to Malaysia.". I was really really touched when he said that. Plus, Xander sang 'That Man' from Secret Garden and another famous mandarin song from the drama Meteor Garden 'Qing Fei De Yi'. I swear I almost cried when Xander sang Qing Fei De Yi! I watched Meteor Garden when I was 11! That song brings me back to my childhood memories. I remember being obsessed with that drama. Sigh, good times :')

First lunch gathering with fans - Malaysia
First time singing the songs from his new mini album live - Malaysia
First time singing Mandarin song - Malaysia
First batch who watched the 'I Just' music video - Malaysia

His smile was really sincere that night. From his face expression, you can tell that he's really happy.

HERE COMES THE BEST PART!!!

Since I won both contests organized by the Soya Beanz Productions, I got to spend an hour with Alexander Lee Eusebio. Remember the 'Like' contest on FB? Alaaaaah, I blogged about it too before, HERE. Masa Xander tengah nyanyi lagu 'That Man', I got a signal from Abby (Soya Beanz crew). I was standing with Carmen, another winner and Abby asked us to come in front to get ready to be on stage! TRUST ME, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FELT! Nervous gila, tak payah nak cakap! I was shivering satu badan. I can't even feel the ground. Serious tak tipu. Carmen was like, "Fatin, I don't know what to say! What should I say on stage?" and I gave her that o.O look. After a while, I started to calm myself sikit and lepas beberapa seconds, saya start menggigil balik. Carmen was really really nervous and dia tak boleh lepas pegang lengan aku. I asked Carmen to cool down a bit but it did not help at all. Shevon joined us later. I was the first winner, Shevon was second and Carmen was third.

Yes, it's true that I've been on stage with U-Kiss before, but this is totally DIFFERENT! LAIN GILA! Dulu, I've no idea at all yang aku akan naik stage sebab AJ pilih aku. But now? Sebelum showcase lagi Abby dah suruh get ready semua benda. Memang nervous gila lah kan?

Carmen naik dulu.since she's the third winner. I can tell that she was anxious. Tiba-tiba je, Shevon pulak naik. I was like WRYINCVJSPDNDFGFCTAAZZOPLNGF IT'S REALLY GOING TO BE MY TURN AFTER THIS?! SSHHHHHOOOOOOTTTT!!!! MAN, I AM NOT READY AT ALL!!!!

And suddenly, Shevon turun daripada stage and the MC was like, "Lets move on to the first winner!". Masa naik tangga stage tu, I was like, "WHAT AM I GOING TO SAY? MY MIND IS BLANK! I CAN'T THINK!" and physically, aku sengih je. LOL. The crowds were crazy, man! They shouted, "Fatin! Fatin! Fatin!!!". Hahaha, I know exactly siapa yang start dulu. It was Wani and Mimi! Diorang yang start jerit nama aku and the rest ikut. Hahahahaha.

The moment bila Xander pandang je aku, he pointed at me and he was like, "EHHHHHHHHHHHH!". He was shocked, I think! He gave me that I-know-you look and smile and said "Hi!" to me excitedly! WOAAAAAAAAAAH, THIS GUY KNOW THAT I EXIST! HE KNEW THAT I WAS THE GIRL FROM THE LUNCH GATHERING! I WAS SO TOUCHED! XANDER, NOW TELL ME HOW DO YOU WANT ME NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN?! Woots, maaf maaf. Saya hyper sekejap tadi. Siapa tak hyper kalau celebrity ingat kita, kan? ;)

He was describing the lunch session. Lawak gila! I burst into laughter on the spot jugak.

MC : Okay, what's your name?
THE-HYPER-FATIN : My name is Hany and actually I met Xander yesterday during the lunch session. *the crowds went totally craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy with jealousy, I guess. Hehehe* :D
MC : Wow!
THE-HYPER-FATIN : We ate together! *I was smiling from ear to ear* :D
ALEXANDER : Yesterday during the lunch session, lunch with fans, all of the girls were like sitting down, they were so nervous that they did not talk and they did not eat. I was the only one *did the eating sign*. [HIS EXPRESSION WAS PRICELESS!] What did we eat yesterday? Was it 'nasi lemak'? *He turned and looked at me.*
THE-HYPER-FATIN : We ate nasi goreng.
ALEXANDER : Yeah. And I was like, "Lets eat!" and they were all like *he blinked his eyes a few times to imitate our reaction when we first saw him during the lunch. LMAO!* It was good! *pat my shoulder, twice.* :D
THE-HYPER-FATIN : *blank*
MC : So, what are you going to say?

I turned to face Xander and at the same time, he turned to face me. The words in my head were all mixing together.

FATIN : Xander,
ALEXANDER : Yup!
FATIN : The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to overcome, to create and to be greater than our sufferings. So whenever you feel down or something, think of us and we will be always here to support you during thick and thin. *The crowds were screaming like crazy after I said my lines.*
ALEXANDER : *He was speechless! Really! I think he was touched and he tried really hard to control his expression. LOL Xander, don't try to hide it from me, I know your expression well. After a while, he smiled :)

MC : So you guys will be the judge!

The moment when the MC said that, the crowds were like, "HANY! HANY! HANY! HANY!". Weh, malu gila!!! I feel like running down the stage oh sebab malu sangat sangat!!! Lol, tiba-tiba rasa macam celebrity pulak :P

Carmen - Fatin - Xander - Shevon.

He was touched :')

Bila turun stage je, Carmen, Shevon and I terus pegang tangan and we redah the crowds together to get back to our original place. All the eyes were on us. It was a good experience. Lepas dah main second game, it was time for Xander to change his outfit. Masa break tu, ada video yang diorang pasang. Guess video apa?! They played the video that we made! Ingat tak dalam entry lunch aku, aku ada cakap pasal menang contest? Mimi and I won the contest yang menawarkan hadiah untuk spend an hour with Alexander. Ingat tak? We have to record a video for Xander, tak kiralah macam mana bentuk video tu, ikut creativity masing-masing, in order to win the passes to meet him during lunch! Yes, they played the video that Angeline, the twins (Jolene & Colene) and Mimi & I made! I was touched and proud at the same time since Xander himself chose the winner! Here come the videos that they played during the showcase.

The video that Mimi & I made for Xander. Tell me what do you think about the video, yeah? :D

Video by: Jolene & Colene (The Twins)

Angeline's video :)

I was speechless when I saw my own face at the screen! I was like WTHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Jolene and Colene stood near me when they played the video. When my video was played, Colene pat my shoulder and the moment she did that, I burst into tears. Well, I'm too touched. Imagine lah, semua kerja keras saya dan Mimi membuahkan hasil. Mana tak bangga? Lebih 2 ribu orang tengok video yang kitaorang buat malam tu.

Colene tweeted me this after the showcase. HAHAHAHA.

Lets move on to the autograph session pulak! I was looking forward for the autograph session sebenarnya. Tak sabar nak cakap dengan Xander lagi!

FATIN : *I passed my album to Xander* Xander, I'm HANY!
XANDER : *He nodded a few times sambil sign the album.* :D
FATIN : Don't forget your promise to us, yeah?
XANDER : *He looked kinda blur*
FATIN : The promise that you made during the lunch session!
XANDER : Aaaaaah! Okay! *He smiled again.*

After the autograph session. He said that we were the best crowds ever :')
Come again Xander, I miss you badly!

After the showcase with Wani. We were super exhausted but it was worth it!

Oh by the way, Wani was on stage with Xander too! Tak percaya? Here's the proof ;)

PS;
1. Mimi slept at my house malam Ahad tu. We were spazzing like crazy! Serious tak boleh tidur. Lepas dah penat, around 2 baru tidur. LOL :P
2. Jolene, Colene, Mimi & I spammed the Twitter timeline with our tweets. It was really annoying but I love it! :D
3. Yes, I do have a fancam of me on stage but I'm too lazy to upload it on Youtube. Malas lah, sorry XD

361th Note; A Lunch Date with Alexander Lee Eusebio (2)

2011-12-19T12:10:00.006+08:00

Lawa tak gambar ni? Lawa kan kan kan kan kan? Hihihi, saja nak mengada sebenarnya. Maaf maaf ;)

Xander and *coughs* the-hyper-me ;)

Lepas dah chitchat and everything, Xander tanya siapa punya birthday hari tu. Angeline (one of the winners) and sorang lagi this Chinese girl punya birthday on the 18th and 16th of December. Guess what? Xander prepared a birthday cake for them! LUCKY THEM GILA-GILA! Kalau aku tahu Xander prepare birthday cake for the birthday girls, aku pun nak mengaku yang birthday aku bulan December. Serious oh. So we sang the birthday song in Hangul for Angeline and the Chinese girl.

After singing and cutting the cake and stuffs, we sat back and Xander asked us to eat. Dia tak habis-habis suruh kitaorang makan since the foods were left untouchable. Hahaha. He was really frustrated when we didn't eat so dia yang makan sorang-sorang in the end. Hahahaha. Well, Xander likes food!

Oh, lupa pulak! This one is the best part ever! I said to Xander, "Xander, I can teach you some Bahasa Malaysia words.". He was kinda terkejut and he smiled and said, "Wait, let me think!". I was like okaaaaaaay. After a few seconds, he looked at me and asked, "What is 'pabo' in Malay?". Lepas tu Xander gelak gila-gila. LOL! Naughty boy! I looked at Mimi straight away and asked her in BM, "Mimi, macam mana ni?". I was kinda hesitate jugak lah nak bagitahu dia in the first place tapi Mimi dah whisper the word dah. Hahahahaha, lawak gila! And then I was like, "Xander, 'pabo' is bodoh.". Xander was like, WHAAATTT?? He tried to pronounce it but failed and he asked me to spell out the word for him, so I did. "It's 'bodoh'. B-O-D-O-H.". Xander terus macam 'Aaaah' and he pointed cutely and said, "Pabo" and "Bodoh" right after that. I SWEAR HIS PRONUNCIATION IS THE CUTEST THING EVER!

Since Mimi and I prepared some gifts for Xander, kitaorang pass the gifts masa the lunch session. I know that he will be busy masa the showcase and the possibilities untuk dia bawak balik fangifts balik Korea adalah amat kurang since diorang ada limit berat luggage. At least, if kitaorang bagi gifts tu face to face dengan dia, dia boleh tengok directly, kan?

The homemade book for Alexander Lee Eusebio. Mimi and I spent days and nights working on this book!

Fatin : Errm, we prepared a very small gift for you. *took out the book* This book contains the messages from the Xanderettes from all around the world. *I flipped the book and Xander saw everything inside!*. Xander, read it yeah? :D

Alexander : Awwwwhhhhh, thank you so much! :') I will, I will read it. Don't worry. *He was so freaking touched!*

Fatin : Mimi & I bought this 2012 diary for you too. Hope you will use it in 2012 :D

Alexander : Ohhh, I have one which look exactly like that *pointed at the diary* but it's 2011. *laughs* Thank you very much, girls! *He took the book & diary from us and passed it to his manager*

Oh right! Remember in my previous entry, I told you guys that I recorded a video from the lunch? Hehehe, scroll down and watch the video yeah? I uploaded it on Youtube yesterday morning. Btw, Uncle A (Alexander's Dad) tweeted about that video and HE ASKED OUR NAMES!!! KCSBJCBFSDGHVFNPQWMGD. Tak percaya?

I WAS SLEEPING WHEN MIMI CALLED ME AND TELL ME ABOUT THIS! A FANGIRL TOLD US THAT UNCLE A ASKED FOR OUR NAMES. PMNWOQUCTRNPLMQWE.

I RECORDED THIS! SEE, I WAS SO FREAKING NEAR TO HIM!!! DEKAT GILA-GILA!

Then lepas dah semua chitchat and stuffs, tiba-tiba Soya Beanz cakap yang the 5 winners dapat ambik polaroid picture dengan Xander. I WAS SO FREAKING HAPPY AND EXCITED! SOYA BEANZ, I SWEAR THAT YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST ORGANIZER EVER! EVER! EVER! Masa nak ambik gambar tu, semua orang malu gila! The MC was like, "Who is the brave one?" but then no one buat apa-apa. Xander was like, "Yaah, you guys don't want to take picture with me? TT.TT" Since I stood next to the MC, the MC tarik my hand and she was like, "Come honey. You go first." and I was like ???????. Serious, blurr gila. I went next to Xander and stood beside him. Masa nak ambik gambar tu, he put his hand on my shoulder. I CAN'T THINK AND I WAS LIKE WHOA-DID-HE-JUST-PUT-HIS-HAND-ON-MY-SHOULDER? I planned to do the thumbs up sign just like what he did at first tapi lepas tu aku dah kaku kat situ, tak tahu nak buat apa. LOL. Silly me. Masa ambik gambar polaroid tu, banyak gila camera lain yang ambik our picture together at the same time. *Rasa macam glamour sekejap. HAHAHAHA.*

I swear the MC was being so freaking nice to me! Right after the polaroid, she stood next to me and she put her hand around my shoulder. The conversation was just between us. She's really baik! Serious oh! Btw, she is the one with the mic who sat next to Xander in the video above.

MC : Honey, how do you feel right now?

Me : I don't know.

MC : I know how you feel, dear.

Me : This is like a dream come true. Wow, I can't believe this.

MC : Good for you, good for you dear. *she pat my shoulder*

After the 5 of us dah ambik polaroid picture dengan Xander, we took another group picture. I stood next to Xander too masa ni, *coughs*. And then, Xander mintak our polaroid picture to sign. Again, I was the first one yang pass my polaroid picture to Xander since I sat next to him =_='

Xander : Hany, how do you spell your name?
Me : H-A-N-Y
Xander : H-A-N-Y?
Me : Yup!
Xander : *signed the polaroid picture etc.* What is the date?
Me : It's 17th.
Xander : Here you go! *passed the polaroid picture to me and dia senyum lagi*

Xander signing the polaroid :')

ALEXANDER LEE EUSEBIO, I FELL FOR YOU RIGHT AFTER YOU SMILED AT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME AT THE BEGINNING OF THE LUNCH SESSION.

Lepas Xander dah signed saya punya polaroid, Mimi punya turn pulak.

Xander : How to spell your name?

Mimi : Mimi, M-I-M-I.

Xander : *He looked at the picture and went like oooooohhhhh. And then he signed the picture* Mimi, shy girl, Mimi! *dia gelak sorang-sorang*

Mimi : *speechless*

Mimi senyap gila during the lunch. I mean gila senyap! She was really really shy! (Dulu masa atas stage dengan AJ pun Mimi malu jugak) I was the only one yang cakap dengan Xander the whole time. Weh, I never ever going to let this golden opportunity ter-miss macam tu je. Masa the autograph session during the lunch, ada orang suruh Xander sign on her phone. Xander was like, "Are you sure? Are you really really sure?" and the girl said "Yes, I'm sure!'. The twin (tak ingat Jolene or Colene) asked Xander to sign on her iPhone. Xander did. Dengar je tu, I took out my iPod and asked him to sign on the cover. He did! My iPod cover brand is Rilakkuma, which is a brand from Japan. It's kinda famous among the K-pop celebrities. When Xander saw the word Rilakkuma, he was like "Ri-lak-ku-ma" cutely. Hahahaha. Man, I love him so much!

JOLENE HUGGED XANDER! I WAS LIKE PMNBXQRIPOOXSGSVSDOCSDF!!!

The pictures speak a thousand words :')

JOLENE-COLENE-FATIN-MIMI

XANDER WAS SMILING AT ME! AWWH, HE'S A SMILE PRINCE!

The goodbye part was the hardest. Xander didn't want to go, just like us. The MC said "So, we call it a day.". Xander was sad and he was like, "Awwwww :( ". He said, "Let me give everyone a goodbye hug." and he walked to us one by one. We (Mimi & I) were the last person yang Xander approach. Lepas dah settle semua benda, masa dah nak dekat balik, he stood exactly in front of us! Mimi & I asked Xander about the "88 Words for Xander" video that we made for him for his birthday last July.

Fatin : Xander, did you watch the '88 Words for Xander' video?
Xander : *He was kinda speechless and dia macam tengah fikir*
Mimi : *speechless*
Fatin : KITKAT!
Xander : *The moment when I said KITKAT, he was like 'aaaahhhhhhhhh',* Thank you! *smile*
Fatin : *smile smile smile smile smile, lesung pipit, lesung batu semua keluar. LOL.*
Xander : I like your questions! Good! *He smiled at me lagi sekali and pat my shoulder.*

AND THEN, EVERYTHING STOPPED.

SERIOUSLY,

I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED NEXT.

MIMI PUN SAMA.

MACAM ADA SOMETHING YANG BLOCK KITAORANG DARIPADA INGAT APA YANG JADI.

(Eh, perlu sebenarnya nak guna caps lock. LOL.)

Colene, Mimi & I after Alexander left the restaurant. Can you see the happy smile? ;)

After Xander dah balik, the Soya Beanz manager datang kat kitaorang. She's so baik and friendly and cool gila! She asked me, "How was it?". I answered, "It was crazy! Can't believe that I actually talked to Alexander! Thank you very much, Soya Beanz! You guys are the best, seriously.". Dia sengih je and she said, "Glad that you had fun. Come, give me a hug." and she hugged me. I'm really satisfied with their work. Serious oh. Thanks for everything :')

Oh, the showcase was FUN!!! I'll blog about it later, okay? Lets have a look dekat sneak peak ni, teeheeee;

Xander was talking about the lunch dengan expression semua benda. Hahaha, lawak gila.

Eh jap, who is that girl eh? ;)

PS; Xander promised us 'something'. We are still waiting for him untuk menunaikan janji dia. Once dia dah tunaikan, then I'll let you know, okay? :D

360th Note; A Lunch Date with Alexander Lee Eusebio (1)

2011-12-18T04:56:00.016+08:00

[WARNING: I MIGHT GO CRAZY FROM TIME TO TIME & I HOPE YOU GUYS DON'T MIND. TEEHEE ;)]

So, I won the second contest organized by Soya Beanz Productions and the prize was to have a lunch date with Xander. Yes, Alexander Lee Eusebio.

Mimi came to my house that morning, around 11. Bila Mimi sampai je, kitaorang terus rush pack our hadiah untuk Xander and everything. We gave him a 2012 diary and a book that contains the messages from the Xanderettes from all around the world. Kitaorang keluar rumah at 12pm sharp. We have to be there (Station One, Kota Damansara) at 1.30pm actually but since ayah tak tahu tempat tu dekat mana, we decided to come early. Yelah, karang kalau sesat, tak ke naya?

When we entered the restaurant, the very first person we saw was Angeline and Serinnah. Angeline was one of the 5 people (including Mimi & I) who won the video contest for Xander. We chatted and Angeline showed us Xander's pictures from the press conference. Yes, SHE ACTUALLY WON THE PASS FOR THE PRESS CONFERENCE TOO! How lucky!

*We waited for Soya Beanz's crew, bla bla bla. I'm going to skip the boring part.*

Alright. At 2pm sharp, the MC said, "Okay girls, I just want to let you know that Xander is here already.". The moment when she said that, Xander terus keluar daripada satu Alphard putih. I swear I was shivering like crazy. Dalam hati, Allah je yang tahu perasaan aku macam mana. The twins (Jolene & Colene who won the video contest as well) screamed like crazy when Xander entered the restaurant. Xander was so friendly and nice! He kept looking at us while waving and he can't stop smiling. Trololololol.

Mimi and I was really speechless. Gila apa tak speechless? I sat soooooooooo freaking near to him! LIKE BAPAK GILA DEKAT! I can't take my eyes off Xander. Mata macam dah kena glue pandang muka dia je. Hahaha. I looked at Mimi and just like I expected, Mimi dah tak boleh bergerak dah dekat situ. She was really shy bila jumpa Xander depan-depan. If you guys know me personally, you guys will know that I'm actually a very happy go lucky person and kadang-kadang aku boleh jadi terlebih friendly. Hahaha. I was stunned for a minute or two, lepas tu dah normal balik dah. Hahaha.

The foods, after the lunch session. WE DIDN'T EAT AT ALL.

Xander was like, "Hi everyone! Lets eat! Please, don't be shy with me.". He smiled like craaaaaaaaaaazy when he said that. Ya Allah, I seriously don't know how to react. Since everyone else was speechless and shy, I took the opportunity to talk to him first. I was like, "Xander, I can't speak!". Bila dia dengar je aku cakap macam tu, dia terus gelak. Since the situation was kinda awkward, Xander cakap "Just try to relax and calm down.". Lepas dengar je dia cakap macam tu, I was like "I'm trying to relax here, Xander." and he laughed again. MAK DATUK, I FREAKING TALKED TO HIM. PSFCHGCSDVYTDCFVGIWPPDMWBDAFFWQM. I manage to record this on camera but lepas tu, the MC asked us to keep our camera aside since Xander wants the lunch to be close and personal ;)

The situation was awkward lagi masa tu. All the 8 of us were shy to talk to Xander first. Xander yang banyak tanya soalan. He was like, "Are you girls in college?" and I told him that I'm going to college next year. Mimi told him that she's in high school and Xander was like, "Aaaaah, high school." and he nodded. Lepas tu Xander cakap, "So all of you are younger than me, right?" and we were like yeahhh. Hahaha.

I asked him a lot of questions and he answered the questions one by one. There's this one part where dia macam "Come on girls. Just ask me any question. Personal question is okay too.". Ambik kau, dia dah bagi chance suruh tanya soalan personal sebab semua orang macam malu nak cakap dengan dia. Dengar je Xander cakap macam tu, the twins terus tanya, "When was your first kiss?". Xander gelak gila-gila and he said, "That's such a good question! What do you mean by my first kiss? Is it my first kiss with a girl or what?". Hahaha, dia saja buat-buat tak faham lah tu. LOL. Lepas tu dia cakap yang dia tak pernah ada first kiss dengan mana-mana perempuan setakat ni since dia takde girlfriend sebab dia busy dengan schedule dia.

Dah alang-alang cakap pasal girlfriend, I asked him, "Xander, who is your ideal girl?". Dia sengih lagi. Lepas tu, he looked DIRECTLY AT ME. RIGHT DALAM MATA SAYA, DIA CAKAP, "I don't have any female celebrity that I really like or adore. I prefer normal girl, not someone who is famous, to be my girlfriend,".

Mimi & I, with Xander.

Since banyak sangat yang aku cakap dengan dia, I'm just going to write it in dialogue form, okay? Saya tak larat nak cerita expression dia satu-satu. Aku dah macam wartawan CNN dah dekat situ. Well, who cares? This is my once in a lifetime punya experience kan? So I have to use it dengan bijak dan saksama.

Fatin : Xander, in Korea, is it really rude if someone younger than you refuse to call you oppa?
Xander : I think it's okay actually to not call someone older than you, oppa. But you know, Koreans really respect someone who is older than them. If the fans call me oppa, it feels like we're close to each other, something like that. Oh, so they are younger than me, that kind of feeling. (After that, dia macam usik kitaorang. LOL) I want to tell you girls something. Okay, no no no. *We were like, "Awwhh, come on Xander. Finish it." and he said, "No no no," with the expression and everything. He smiled and continue,* "Okay, I'm going to tell you girls this but please promise me that this secret will just stay between us. Promise?" *He looked at us one by one.* We nodded our head before he started to tell us 'that'. Hahaha :P

Fatin : What was your most memorable moment on stage?
Xander : I like the first concert and my final concert with U-Kiss. Sigh, I miss the 6 boys so much. During the first stage in 2008, the 7 of us were so nervous but we know that we have each other to rely on and stuffs. You know what? When we were in the dressing room back then, we talked about our fans often. We can just chit chat without our managers, just like what all of us are doing now, and saying bad stuffs about this and that manager. Hahaha, it was fun. I miss the boys. *All of us macam speechless gila. I think he saw that and he said,* Awww, girls, don't give me that look. I'm fine. I'm really fine :)

There were actually lagi banyak gila soalan but since we made a deal with Xander to not tell anyone about other questions, I'm going to stop here. Maaf. Xander bagi kitaorang reveal 2 questions je. Yang lain dia suruh keep it as a secret as we were the only fans yang tahu pasal ni. One thing for sure, DO NOT TRUST THE MEDIA. Xander said that himself. We know basically what happened to U-Kiss back then. Alright, I'm gonna stop this topic here.

MC tu cakap, "We watched your videos and wow, we have to say that you girls did a very good job! If I'm not mistaken, someone use the 'Hero' song as the background music.". The moment bila MC tu cakap pasal 'Hero' and the video je, Mimi dengan aku tiba-tiba pandang each other. We were so excited and we said, "We made the video!". Xander was kinda surprised! He was like, "I saw the video and thank you so much, girls. I was really really touched. I'm so thankful that I have my supportive fans by my side,".

Mimi dah speechless, tak tahu nak cakap apa, so I replied, "You know what Xander, we actually made the video twice. We spent 5 hours on the first video and in the middle of saving it, the laptop went blank! Just like PPUUFFFF! Get what I mean? The video was gone! It was not in the laptop, anymore! We were really frustrated and I swear that we almost cried. It was kinda late and we were still not done with the video. Soya Beanz posted other videos on their official Facebook page and at the same time, all our efforts are gone! But Mimi and I won't let it bring us down. We knew that everything happens for a reason and we said, 'We have to do this for Xander! Just for Xander!' and that's how we manage to finish the video by the dateline.". Xander was really touched. You can see it clearly from his face oh. Lepas tu Xander cakap, "I know exactly how you girls feel at that moment. Well, it happened to me once when I was still with U-Kiss, bla bla bla...... But then, thank you so much, girls." and he smiled again!

Just like dalam gambar, ada banyak gila food atas meja but all of us tak sentuh langsung the foods. Mimi and I just makan nugget je kot. Serious, I was so hungry before jumpa Xander. Dah lah tak breakfast, lunch pun tak lagi tapi bila nampak je muka dia, terus hilang lapar. Hahaha. Xander was like, "Who wants to eat? I can serve you girls, if you want to." but takde siapa react. Semua tak nak makan. Weh seriously, do you expect us to eat depan Xander? Memang tak lah. Tengok muka dia je dah kenyang. BETUL, SERIOUS TAK TIPU.

Saya rasa entri ni dah kinda panjang dan saya akan continue fan account ni lepas saya balik showcase malam nanti, InsyaAllah. Kalau tak pun, nanti bila-bila aku free aku update lagi. It's either cepat or lambat tapi saya janji saya akan update jugak. Teeeheeeee, till we meet again in the next entry!

ALEXANDER LEE EUSEBIO FOR THE WIN!

Oh and I asked Xander to signed on my iPod case before he leaves. Lalalalalala, I'm such a happy fangirl right now.

PS; I introduced myself as Hany again. Woooooots. Hahahaha :D

359th Note; Anugerah Novelis Pilihan 2011

2011-12-17T10:35:00.007+08:00

Hi, selamat pagi, selamat petang, selamat malam, tuan-tuan dan puan-puan serta adik-adik yang saya kasihi lagi sayangi sekalian.

Hahaha, saja je intro macam tu. Alright, I'm going to make this short and clear. Anugerah Novelis Pilihan is back! Macam tahun-tahun lepas, awak kena undi novelis remaja pilihan yang awak rasa layak untuk menang anugerah ni. *cough* *cough* Undi Farissa Hany ye? ;)

(www.urbanteenwriter.blogspot.com) THIS IS THE WEBSITE UNTUK MENGUNDI. UNDI DEKAT BLOG NI, OKAY SAYANG? :D

Kotak undi dah mula dibuka sejak pagi tadi, 17 Disember (Sabtu) dan akan ditutup pada 19 Disember 2011 (Ahad). Macam mana nak mengundi? Senang je, click banner Anugerah Novelis Pilihan dan pilih novelis remaja kesukaan anda. [*batuk batuk* Undi Farissa Hany, ye?] (Kalau ada 3 komputer kat rumah, guna semua komputer untuk undi, boleh?) Hehehe, sayaaaaaang korang!

Senang kan? Terima kasih atas kerjasama semua. Saya hargai undian anda daripada hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Lagi sekali, click nama FARISSA HANY tau. Hahaha, saya mengaku yang ulang benda yang sama sampai 3 kali adalah sangat annoying :P Okaaaaaay, gonna stop now. Teeeheeee.

PS; Hari ni saya pergi lunch dengan Xander. Siapa Xander? Alaaa, Alexander Lee Eusebio lah. Tak kenal? Encik Google ada jawapannya. ;)

346th Note;

2011-12-05T11:25:00.007+08:00

WELL, SPM IS OVER.

Dammit, blogging feels so freaking weird nowadays. I don't even know what to write anymore. It is just, weird. Moving on, SPM is actually over. Woooiiishhhhhhhhh. Still tak percaya yang I am done with high school. So, I survived 11 years in school huh? :P

I've been doing nothing else at home sekarang ni except for being in front of the computer 24/7. I mean it people. Seriously. Daripada pagi sampai malam, memang depan computer je lah kerja aku. One movie to another. Kalau dah boring tengok movie, pergi stalk orang. Kalau dah boring jugak, pergilah buat apa-apa kejap and then sambung drama pulak. I'm lifeless. I should get a life, I know.

I went out with Mimi last Friday. We watched Ombak Rindu & Breaking Dawn. Ombak Rindu is really good! It's as good as Lagenda Budak Setan. Cried like it is no one's business in the cinema. Maya Karin is so freaking pretty! She plays the role as Izzah well. The same goes to Aaron Aziz. Mak ai, Aaron Aziz sexy gila kot. I was like, VAHMDUHADFODBCSERAWNHDEJUOPLOY during the movie. Hahaha, yang tu melampau. Tapi they made a good pair lah. You can see the Chemistry between them. Daaayyyuuuummmnnnn, Chemistry. One thing yang slack, Lisa Surihani. She's just too sweet that she can't berlakon watak jahat. Her pure face memang nampak baik although she screamed and mengamuk in the movie. The whole cinema laughed when she said, "I can't believe that you're such a slut!". Hahahaha, serious oh. She was supposed to sound angry tapi tak macam orang tengah marah. Breaking Dawn was the bomb. I'm #TeamJacob. I don't know whether it is just me or memang Edward Cullen dah hilang ke-hotness-an dia. Bella is just as annoying as always sampai there's this one part where I feel like punching her in the face for real. By the way, Jacob Black sangat hot. I've this feeling yang Alia is going to kill me for liking Taylor Lautner. Hahahaha. Tak lah, I only like him in Breaking Dawn and that's it.

Cleaned my room, yesterday. Haih, look at the papers that I've been carrying this whole year! Saya nak jual semua kertas-kertas tu dekat Apek Paper Lama. Agak-agak, berapa boleh dapat? :P

I'm going to miss my girlfriends and boyfriends so much. Haaaiiih, what is life without them? They are the reason why I'm happy. They are and will always be my favourite ♥ It's just too bad that some of them are going to PLKN soon. So saaaaad :'(

Ivy, Hui Min & I went to the Mo.A concert last Saturday. I won't be talking about that in this entry since kalau aku cakap jugak sampai esok pun tak habis tulis. Hahahaha. It was really really crazy! Sumpah tak tipu oh. I can't believe that I saw Super Junior, f(x), Miss A and B1A4 depan mata. LIKE REAALLLYYYYY DEPAN MATA! Since my camera is still with Ivy and I can't post the videos and pictures that I took, I'll hold the entry dulu. Nanti kalau dah dapat balik camera, saya janji untuk mengupdate blog ni lagi. I bet I'll go all hyper again dalam blog just like masa aku tulis entry U-Kiss tu. This time it might be worst since we went into their waiting room right after the concert. I was quite surprised sebab the security guard and staffs tak stop kitaorang pun. Woooooo, okay okay okay. I'll get my camera A.S.A.P from Ivy and start updating. Wait for it ;)

PS; Did I tell you that I have Super Junior's towel with me? Bukan tuala mandi lah, it's another towel. They left the towel in their dressing room so we took it. Hahahahaha. That sounds stupid but who cares? At least I have one :)

310th Note;

2011-11-05T15:34:00.009+08:00

Saya ada 3 perkara dalam otak saya pada ketika entri ini ditulis.

1. SPM

SPM will be in 8 days. Yes, lapan hari. Dah single digit dah weh. Time flies. K, saya mula exam 14 November dan saya habis exam 30 November nanti. Aku dah plan macam-macam dah lepas SPM habis. Can't wait! :D (Serious tak boleh terima oh. Exam tak mula lagi aku dah excited tunggu SPM habis -__-')

2. ALEXANDER 1st SHOWCASE IN MALAYSIA

Got my ticket, thanks to Alwani Azani. I owe her a lot! We were the first 300 people who bought the ticket and nanti ada privileges untuk kitaorang masa the showcase. Saya tidak sabar menunggu 18 December. Xander pun dah banyak tweet pasal Malaysia dekat Twitter. I bet dia pun tak sabar nak datang Malaysia. Xander sayang, we can't wait to see you too! ;)

3. SOYA BEANZ'S CONTEST ON FACEBOOK

Okay, saya masuk satu contest ni dekat Facebook. The top 3 quote yang dapat 'Like' paling tinggi will get to be on stage with Xander during the showcase. Gila apa aku tak nak? So I really really need your help untuk 'Like' quote aku kat Facebook. I want this so badly oh. Kalau menang nanti, saya belanja sorang satu gula-gula hacks. Tolong eh? Ask your friends semua tolong like sekali. I depend on you guys je sekarang ni. Seriously oh. Kepada semua orang yang dah like gambar tu, jasamu akan saya kenang sampai bila-bila. Kalau ada yang ada adik, kakak. abang, mak, ayah dekat Facebook tu, suruh diorang like sekali. Tolong eh? Please? *Fatin buat muka comel yang serious tak boleh blah.* Thank you in advance. Saaaayaannggg korang!

Click HERE for the link. Meh tolong saya ajak ramai-ramai Like.

Contest habis 13 November 2011.

TERIMA KASIH DAUN KELADI! :D

299th Note - The Day I Graduated

2011-10-23T01:55:00.033+08:00

MAJLIS GRADUASI SMK SERI BINTANG UTARA 2011

Date : 22nd of October 2011

Venue : The Legend, Kuala Lumpur

Let the pictures speak ;)

Ibu & Ayah :)

Students of 1 Muzik.

Okay, yang ni serious tak perlu but who cares by the way? Fayra and I were bored dan lepas tu, faham-faham je lah apa yang jadi. Trololololol. Mula-mula normal, tapi bila dah banyak sangat ambik gambar, terus jadi tak normal. Dillon cakap kitaorang ambik gambar banyak sangat. Hahahaha, suka hati lah! :P

This was the best part ever :')

(Macam High School Musical tak?)

Lets move on, shall we?

Kami ♥

Ayah & I.

I can't find ibu at that moment so I don't have any picture with her. Sad :'(

Azura & Bihah with their mom.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST;

Forever Beta ♡

PS;

-Everyone was so pretty and smart. They looked totally different!

-Alhamdulillah, everything went well :)

-I know that I'll be missing school after this.

-22 days to SPM. Crap :O

278th Note;

2011-10-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

Trust me, you've no idea on how much I love each and every one of them.

May this friendship last forever.

Saaaaaaaayaang korang! ♥

270th Note;

2011-09-24T07:43:00.009+08:00

Oh hello, Fatin is here again. Teeheeee :D

Aku sebenarnya nak tulis pasal ni dah lama, cuma tiada kesempatan untuk berbuat demikian. Gambar semua dah upload lama gila but entri je tak tulis-tulis lagi. Maaf. K, nak tulis lah ni :D

Do you guys have any idea on who this guy is? ;)

Korang kenal tak dia ni? Siapa tengok Pangako Sayo angkat tangan! Siapa tengok Sanay Wala Nang Wakas angkat lagi sebelah tangan. Dia ni Jericho Rosales, the main actor a.k.a hero untuk drama tu. Weh, jangan main-main. Masa sekolah rendah dulu, I used to be a big fan of drama Filipina tahu tak? Banyak jugak yang aku follow. Kalau bukan drama Filipina, drama Latin pun aku follow jugak. (Tiba-tiba teringat dekat cerita Rosalinda Ayaaaaamoorrrrr, Ayaamooorrr.) Hahahaha, LOLS ;)

Nak dijadikan cerita, hari tu aku tweet Jericho wishing him a very Happy Birthday. I told him that his birthday is 2 days later than my birthday. Pastu ada lah benda aku merapu lagi. So after tweet dekat dia tu, aku buat bodoh je lah. Pergi sana, pergi sini. Buat itu, buat ini. Tiba-tiba iPod aku bunyi, tanda ada notification baru masuk. Check punya check, ECHO REPLIED MY TWEETS! Happy tak terkira. Of course I was happy! Dia hero childhood aku tahu tak? :D

He replied my tweets dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Memang aku tahu yang dia boleh cakap BM sikit-sikit but I didn't expect him to reply dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Ni yang buat aku lagi terharu ni :') So apa lagi, I clicked on the reply button and replied his tweet dengan cukup hyper sampai tak sedar yang aku tertekan space banyak kali -___-' Okay, memang aku tak expect dia akan reply pun kali ni. Dia dah reply sekali pun aku dah cukup bersyukur. Lepas tu, aku check profile dia. GUESS WHAT? Dia retweet aku punya tweet kot! Dan tweet tersebut masih lagi kekal di profile dia sampai sekarang. Awwww, terharu terharu (':

Oh dan beberapa hari sebelum tu, aku ada tweet Kevin. Biasalah, spam U-Kiss dekat Twitter dah menjadi perkara biasa dalam hidup aku setiap hari. Hahaha :P Sebagai peminat yang peka, aku realize yang tweet dia dah 1,999. One more tweet to his 2000th. Jadi, saya sebagai seorang peminat yang sangat prihatin, mention dia untuk mendedikasikan tweet dia yang ke 2000 untuk semua Kiss Me from all over the world. Dan walaupun dia tak mention saya, saya tahu dia baca tweet saya sebab beberapa jam selepas tu, Kevin tweet benda yang sama! OKAY HYPER LAGI SEKALI! WOOOOHOOOO :D

Saya sengih panjang lagi lebar baca tweet dia. Enough said ;)

Dan pada bulan Ogos yang lepas, saya ada tweet Uncle Anthony Eusebio (Ayah kepada Alexander Lee Eusebio, an original U-Kiss member). Kalau korang nak tahu, Xander is no longer a U-Kiss member dah. AJ ganti tempat dia. Benda ni sangat panjang kalau nak diceritakan and I decided not to talk about it here. So yeah.

Uncle Anthony ni (I address him as Uncle A) sangat-sangat religious orangnya. He's a Christian. That's why Xander pun religious. Aku tak tahu apa masalah aku but I tweeted him and tell him about Islam. Gila kan? I'm myself a Muslim tapi aku rasa tak salah kalau nak cakap pasal Islam dekat orang bukan Islam. Aku takut jugak sebenarnya. Sebab Uncle A ni memang sangat-sangat religious and aku takut dia salah anggap niat aku. I mean, aku tweet dia sekadar sebagai satu perkongsian je. I explained about hijab, our prayers 5 times a day, etc. It's such a long tweet and aku guna TwitLonger kot semata-mata nak hantar tweet tu dekat dia.

Pagi tu, sebelum nak pergi sekolah, aku check Twitter. I was kinda shocked because Uncle A sent me a Direct Message :

"Thanks for your sharings & encouraged words :) You looked pretty even though you are wearing your covers. Let's walk closely in faith with God ^^ "

I don't know how would you react to his message but I was very happy when I read his reply. Bukankah itu bermakna dia menerima pandangan aku? Entahlah, itu terpulang kepada masing-masing untuk membuat keputusan.

OH YANG NI BEST! Hahahaha. Mimi & I worked on a project for Xander's birthday masa July hari tu. Mimi is a big fan of Xander so we came out with a birthday project for him. We gathered 88 words that describe Alexander Lee Eusebio from the Xanderettes (Xander's fans) and the Kiss Me (U-Kiss fans) and kitaorang combine those messages ke dalam bentuk video. Alhamdulillah, the project went well dan kami mendapat sokongan daripada banyak pihak. *Saya sedang menangis sebab sangat terharu* :')

Mimi & I tweeted about that video dekat fanbase yang kitaorang handle on Twitter. The Kiss Me helped us to sebarkan video tu. Kalau tak silap aku, kitaorang upload video tu kat Youtube tu a day before SBU Sports Day. On my way back daripada hari sukan, I received a call from Kak Ieda (a Kiss Me). She asked me about the video and stuffs. Pastu dia cakap yang mak Xander (Aunt Chungmi), tweeted us regarding the video! MAK DATUK MASA NI DAH HYPER MACAM ORANG GILA DAH. Aku hyper bukan sebab mak Xander reply kitaorang but I was hyper sebab kitaorang tak mention langsung apa-apa to any of his family members. Dan kalau mak Xander dah tengok video tu and tweet about it, DAH CONFIRM LAH YANG XANDER PUN AKAN TENGOK SEKALI SINCE DIA FOLLOW MAK DIA ON TWITTER. KAN?! :D Hehehe, I'm shouting right now :P I called Mimi right away and kitaorang menjerit kaw-kaw punya dalam phone. LOL.

Lepas mak dia tweet kitaorang, agency Xander, MPlusEnt pulak quoted the tweet. Gila bangga! Since Xander pun follow agency dia on Twitter, mesti dia nampak tweet tu, kan? Hehehe, cool! Tak lama lepas tu, aku dengan Mimi tweet Xander pasal video tu. Kitaorang pass him the link via Twitter. It was a few days before Xander punya birthday. Kiranya our early birthday present for him lah kiranya ni :D

Tiba-tiba pulak kan, Xander tweet something pasal WORDS. What does that supposed to mean? I called Mimi right away and a the same time, Mimi sent me a text message. Kitaorang lagilah gila kat situ. I mean, come on. We know that Xander does not reply to fans sebab dia tak nak fans yang dia tak reply kecik hati, and dia nak jadi fair to everyone. We know that Xander selalu bagi indirect tweet kalau dia nak reply dekat fans. But WORDS. The word WORDS. Sudah terang lagi bersuluh yang Xander nak bagi hint dekat kitaorang yang he actually watched our video for him, don't you think so? :D The title of the video is 88 Words for Xander. Isn't is obvious enough? Mimi and I asked the Kiss Me on the fanbase and they told us that they were pretty sure yang Xander tweeted that as a hint for us. Ya Allah, I was so happy and I'm sure Mimi too. A day after that, Uncle A pulak tweet pasal video tu. Lalalalalalalalala, I am positive yang Xander memang dah tengok video tu. 100% SURE! :D

Kronologi :

Aunt Chungmi, MPlusEntertainment, Xander and Uncle A's tweets regarding our project.

Ha, this is the proof!

"...Even if I couldn't say YES to everyone but I tweet something related."

-Alexander Lee Eusebio.

I'm going to get really hyper anytime from now jadi saya patut berhenti menulis. Dan kalau nak tengok video yang saya dan Mimi buat untuk Xander tu, boleh tengok dekat bawah ni :

88 Words for Xander ❤

PS;

-Ramai orang cakap 'iklan' KitKat saya dengan Mimi dalam video ni sangat comel *eheeerrmmmmm* dan kelakar. TROLOLOLOLOL, we're random :)

258th Note - Being Random Again & Again

2011-09-12T18:38:00.011+08:00

Entri ini entri raya. (Kononnya. Hahahaha)

I don't plan to write much. Esok ada paper Biol-ogi oh. Tengok semua orang dekat dalam blog yang saya follow dah upload video raya, gambar raya semua benda, saya pun plan nak buat benda yang sama juga. Mana aci oh! Hahahaha. Mari-mari, kita lihat semua gambar-gambar ni :D

Meet my fadre ♥nd my madre ;)

Bonda dan Ayahanda kepada Fatin Hanani yang tercinta.

Meet my favourite aunt and uncle. Datin Haslindah dan Dato' Azmil *eheeerrrrmmm* ;)

Dan ini merupakan gambar keluarga saya bersama nenek tersayang di pagi raya.

Theme baju sebenarnya colour maroon tapi baju raya aku and adik-beradik aku sesat colour pink. Bantai saja lah labu! Hahahaha. But I like my baju kurung. So the very pretty! :D

Family auntie. Baju semua merah menyala. Silau I ambik gambar diorang ni. Hahahaha :P

Anak-anak Puan Amnah; Puan Haslindah dan Puan Asmah.

The three most important women in my life.

Dan ini ialah my favourite Dameer! A HUGE HEART FOR HIM! :D

Actually dalam komputer ni ada berlambak lagi gambar raya. It's just that aku malas nak tunggu dia upload. Dah lama tak bukak desktop so malas dah nak duduk lama-lama depan komputer ni.

Oh by the way, hari Sabtu lepas aku pergi rumah Mahirah. Ada macam family gathering. Relatives kitaorang from Malacca turun KL, just to beraya rumah kitaorang. So lepas dah plan punya plan punya plan, nenek decided to buat dekat rumah Atuk (Mahirah's dad). Weh jangan main-main, pagi Sabtu hari tu lepas Subuh aku dah ketuk pintu rumah Mahirah. Hahaha. Serious! Tak tipu :P Nenek kata kita kena pergi cepat sebab nak tolong masa semua benda. Hehehehe.

Cousin for life! Fatin-Mahirah-Hany-Ira-AnakBuah-MakCik- *watch the video and you will understand :P *

Lepas dah habis kemas and lepas semua orang dah balik, aku dengan Mahirah dah start camwhore gila-gila. Hahahaha. Kau jangan weh. Bila dah bosan tak tahu nak buat apa, mulalah banyak gambar-gambar mengarut kitaorang ambik. Sampai penuh folder picture dalam iPod aku =________=' And then lepas dah bosan pulak, tiba-tiba aku tukar iPod aku from picture to video mode. Dan kemudiannya lahirlah video yang sangat random ini. TROLOLOLOLOL.

This is what I call being random again and again.

252th Note - 해피엔딩 :)

2011-09-06T19:40:00.006+08:00

Hi!! :D

So this is my first September entry! I'm going to make this entry short and sweet as I'm having my SPM trials for this 3 weeks starting last Monday. Kenapa saya tulis entri ni? Simple. Salah satu sebab adalah kerana saya dapat idea untuk mengemaskini blog yang dah lama saya tinggal ni semasa sedang menjawab kertas Bahasa Inggeris Percubaan SPM 2011 tengahari tadi. The other reason is because I want to thank all of you. I mean, those who viewed my blog for this past few weeks. Saya amat menghargai kunjungan anda ke blog saya :)

Saya sebenarnya tak tahu pun yang saya keluar majalah Epop bulan ni. It was two weeks ago when I received a text message from 'Ain. Mesej dia lebih kurang macam ni, "I arahkan you pergi keluar beli majalah Epop bulan ni!". I was kinda surprised sebab tak sangka langsung yang benda ni akan keluar untuk isu September. So I called 'Ain right after she sent me the text and I went totally hyper macam, entahlah. I don't know how to explain. Yeah. Hahahaha.

Epop, m/s 52, isu September 2011. Terima kasih :)

Lepas pengalaman saya jumpa U-Kiss bulan Jun hari tu keluar Epop, saya dapat banyak mesej dekat Facebook. Some of you girls even wrote on my wall regarding this. Dan yang paling penting sekali, traffic blog saya meningkat dengan sangat mendadak sampai saya pun terkejut tak terkata apa-apa. Daily views je dah hampir-hampir cecah tiga angka *eherm*. Saya bukan Maria Elena, saya juga bukan Anwar Hadi dan saya juga bukan blogger tegar yang traffic blog memanjang busy sentiasa so seriously, saya terkejut sangat-sangat. Terima kasih daun keladi kerana sanggup menjengah teratak saya yang tiada apa-apa ni :') *sobs* (Stop it Fatin, this is so annoying. Even aku sendiri pun annoyed sebenarnya. Hahaha.)

Ada orang yang hantar link dekat Facebook saya, bagitahu yang diorang tulis entri pasal saya dekat blog diorang. Saya pun ada jumpa beberapa blog yang tulis pasal saya jugak. Okay, ini saya tak tahu nak react macam mana :O *okay, jakun kejap*. Most of you girls who sent me the messages on Facebook told me about how jealous you are towards me. Mungkin ini dah rezeki saya. Percayalah, each and every one of you will get your chance to meet your bias one day. One day. Betul, tak tipu punya :) And and and, ada orang bagitahu saya yang gambar saya dengan U-Kiss keluar Tumblr jugak. *Saya lagi-lagilah jakun pasal ni.*. Saya pun tak tahu nak react macam mana. Hmmmm :/ (Fatin tak payah nak perasan famous -___-')

Besides Epop, saya pun pernah keluar majalah Klik!. Yang ni dah lama dah, around July. Saya tak follow pun Klik! sebenarnya tapi Mimi infrom saya yang kitaorang keluar Klik!. Masa tu dah mid of August dah so saya kelam-kabut cari majalah ni. Saya jumpa majalah ni dekat Popular tapi dah buruk dah tapi ambik jugaklah mengenangkan gambar sendiri ada dalam majalah tu. Hahahaha.

Can you spot Mimi and I? *winks*

One of the KissMe on Twitter told me that my picture with Kevin was in the YG magazine too! (I don't even know how she recognize me on Twitter :S ) Saya tak tahu pasal ni sebab saya tak boleh baca bahasa Cina dan saya tak beli Chinese magazine sebab saya tak reti baca :( Sebab saya tak sempat beli magazine tu, I asked her to take a picture of that page. And here it is ;

The caption says : 'Our heart symbol.'

Konon nak buat a short and sweet entry. Last-last melalut jugak aku ni. Okay people, saya ada trials esok, so I've to go. Seriously if you have anything to ask me, just send me a message on FB or maybe you can write on my wall too. InsyaAllah, I'll respond to your questions. And to those fangirls who wrote about me in your blog, saya terharu sangat-sangat. Nomu nomu gamsahamnida :D It was nice talking and chatting with some of you on Facebook and even Twitter although Twitter bukan medium untuk chat :P

PS;

1) I was informed that I was in the Chinese Epop magazine for the second edition of June too. Majalah ni saya tak sempat beli jugak. How sad :'( Kalau tak silap, cover dia gambar CN Blue kot. 2) School mates saya cakap dia terkejut tengok gambar saya dalam surat khabar The Star bulan June hari tu. LOL.

3) Okay, dah tak tahu nak cakap apa dah, so bye :D

244th Note - Eid Mubarak

2011-08-29T22:15:00.005+08:00

Oh okay. Eheeerrrmmmm. Mari mulakan entri raya ini dengan lirik lagu Suasana Hari Raya yang sememangnya sudah menjadi lagu kegemaran saya sejak kecil lagi. Jom nyanyi sama-sama sebab saya sedang dalam mood untuk menyanyi lagu raya.

Berlalu lah sudah Ramadan sebulan berpuasa,
Tiba Syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira,
Anak muda di rantauan semuanya pulang ke desa,
Ibu dan ayah keriangan bersyukur tak terkira.

Bertukar senyuman dan salam, ziarah-menziarahi,
Tutur dan kata yang sopan, saling memaafi,
Suasana hari raya walau di mana pun jua,
Memberikan ketenangan dan mententeramkan jiwa.

Disebabkan saya sudah lama tidak mengupdate blog kesayangan ini, maka jari jemari saya sudah pun kaku di atas papan kekunci ini dan saya tidak tahu bagaimana mahu meneruskan penaipan saya. Huuh, tak perlu sebenarnya bahagian ni. Skip.

Eheeeermmmm *mic test*.

Di kesempatan ini, saya Fatin Hanani binti Adnan yang merupakan anak sulung kepada Adnan bin Mohamad dan Asmah binti Jaafar ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua muslimin dan muslimah sekalian. Saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menghulurkan sepuluh jari memohon maaf atas salah dan silap saya kepada saudara/saudari sekalian sama ada disengajakan atau tidak. And to the readers of this blog (Fatin perasan ada orang baca blog dia), I would like to apologize if I've ever posted any entries which make you uncomfortable. I'm truly sorry. Saya sebagai manusia biasa memang tidak lepas dari melakukan kesalahan.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,

Maaf, zahir & batin.

PS ;
Kalau awak nak makan homemade cookies and kuih raya, saya jemput awak datang ke rumah saya. Cookies dan kuih raya tersebut sememangnya dibuat dengan penuh kasih sayang. Hahaha. Kalau awak nak baca tentang cerita persiapan raya saya, awak boleh click sini yang akan membawa awak ke blog Urban Teen Writer.

Akhir kata, Wabilahi Taufik Walhidayah, Wassalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

-

2011-08-17T23:27:00.009+08:00

It has been a while, kan?

So, it's already the 17th day of Ramadan today. Serious tak rasa langsung macam dah 17 hari. Kalau 7 hari puasa tu, aku rasa aku boleh terima lagi lah kot. Ni tak. Time really flies kan?

This is just so random sebenarnya. I don't even know what to write anymore dekat sini but at the same time, I want to update this journal of mine. Rasa macam tak complete je hidup without updating this blog. Semak mata aku tengok post yang bergerak-gerak since the last 3 weeks. Urgh.

SPM will be in 87 more freaking days! GOSH. I'm scared but I just can't wait for it to be over. Entahlah, I'm too tired living this way, I guess. I'm starting to hate school. Kalau dulu, jangan harap aku nak 'ponteng' sekolah but sekarang, lagi dekat nak exam, lagi tulah aku malas nak datang. Konon nak ambik study leave. Pastu dekat rumah duduk tak buat apa-apa termenung sana sini tak tentu pasal. What the heck is wrong with me? 3 bulan je lagi nak habis sekolah kot. Sepatutnya aku menghargai semua hari-hari yang mendatang as a high school student supaya aku tak rindu dekat sekolah nanti. Fatin, Fatin.

Rasa macam baru semalam masuk Form 1. Rasa macam baru semalam pergi tour satu SBU masa first week of 2007 dulu. Rasa macam baru semalam ambik PMR. Rasa macam baru semalam buat itu, buat ini. And now, next year I'm going to be 18. Yes, 18. Dah boleh kahwin dah sebenarnya ;) Eh jap jap, bila fikir balik, I'm not even seventeen yet =_='

I seriously don't know what to write anymore. I wanted to put a dot to this entry sejak perenggan kedua lagi tapi aku tak tahu how should I end this :/

Errr, bye?

211th Note - Final Goodbye

2011-07-27T17:08:00.007+08:00

I'm finally letting you go.
Thanks for everything.
Good bye.

"Jika sendiri, jangan merasa sepi kerana ada Allah yang mengawasi,

Jika sedih, jangan pendam dalam hati kerana ada Allah tempat berbagi,

Jika marah, jaga fikiran & hati kerana ada Allah tempat menenangkan diri,

Jika susah, jangan merasa pilu kerana ada Allah tempat mengadu,

Jika gagal, jangan berputus asa kerana ada Allah tempat meminta,

Jika bahagia jangan menjadi lupa kerana ada Allah tempat memuja." - Anonymous

- Fatin Hanani Adnan,

27th July 2011, Wednesday,

5.15PM

191th Note - Final Year

2011-07-07T20:38:00.018+08:00

Date : 29th June 2011

Venue : SMK Seri Bintang Utara, Kuala Lumpur.

Event : SBU's Carnival 2011

PICTURE CREDITS :

(Alia N.) (Nina M.) (Nina B.) (Azzam) (Syakirah)

#1 - The cocktail that Azura and I made. It was really umphhh! (Y) I can't believe it. Hahahaha. Alhamdulillah :D (Azura Abrar, nak bukak kedai cocktail tak lepas SPM? :P)

#2 - Our Mak Cik Kantin aprroved our cocktail! YAY! :D

Mr. Te was caught on camera while playing Angry Birds. Hahaha.

Oh and yes, you have no idea how 'kecoh' we were! XD

♥

PS; I asked Nina B. to paint a simple 'AJ' on my face but after 3 hours, I rubbed it off and asked Azura to write a big, "HI!". LOL ;)

187th Note - Hyperness Strike

2011-07-03T08:19:00.003+08:00

This is the full fancam of me and U-Kiss on stage. Yes people, I was really hyper and excited at the same time! :D

Part 1 :)

Part 2 :)

185th Note - Esprit De Corps

2011-07-01T17:49:00.014+08:00

I arrived school at 7.50am. Masa sampai-sampai tu, there were a few MBS boys yang dah sampai dulu. I greeted the SBU prefects. I was really nervous and excited at the same time. What if kalau benda ni tak jadi macam yang dah plan? What if the prefects complain pasal the foods and games semua? My mind was totally full with the what ifs.

The mineral bottles. Yes, we are the prefects of SBU.

The booklet and souvenirs.

Guests start datang around 8.15 macam tu. The prefects of SBU dah pergi ke station masing-masing. Since Prefects' Gathering ni Form 4 dengan Form 3 yang handle, the Form 5 prefects basically have nothing to do. Memang kitaorang tak involve pun since we are quite busy with studies and stuffs. So yeah, since we had nothing to do, we helped our juniors to welcome the prefects from other schools to Seri Bintang Utara.

During registration.

"Welcome to SBU," that was our most favourite line.

The event started quite late, at 9.15am. The prefects were divided into some groups. Did you see the ribbon in the booklet and souvenirs picture? Yeah, the ribbon colour determine your group. I was in the pink group, just like Ivy. LOL. I chose the pink ribbon actually. Ivy asked me to do so, so that the both of us will be in the same group. Hahaha.

The ice breaking game :)

After the ice breaking game, we were asked to enter the Bilik Serbaguna for the next game. Seriously people, I've no idea about this game at all. We were asked to sit in our group and create our own cheer. My group mates were all shy. Mak datuk, nak suruh diorang bercakap punyalah susah. Last-last aku dengan Ivy je yang bercakap tak henti-henti just to get out from the awkwardness.

Setelah lama menunggu, our turn finally arrived! All of us were blindfolded except for the group leader that we had to pick from the first game. We had to walk in line and the group leader was supposed to guide us. Aku dengan Ivy dengan confidentnya menawarkan diri since we're a SBUian. Kononnya kitaorang ni dah kenal sangat dengan our own school compound. Hahaha. So aku berdiri paling depan sekali and Ivy berdiri belakang aku.

Bila kena blindfolded, I've no idea at all mana aku nak tuju. I was the one yang berdiri paling depan sekali tapi aku tak tahu direction and trust me, aku panic. Masa ni baru aku insaf sikit. I am really grateful kerana dikurniakan deria yang sempurna. Alhamdulillah.

Sampai-sampai dekat luar je, aku dengar ada orang jerit, "Top 5!". Tak sempat nak bernafas, aku dah basah kuyup from head to toe. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, budak-budak ni. Masa nilah diorang nak buli Top 5, kan? Ivy dengan aku dah menggigil sejuk tak ingat dunia kat situ. Bukan tu je, kitaorang kena kacau dengan the prefects from other schools yang memang 100% tak kenal langsung.

Top 5

Ee Lin (Head Prefect) - Ee Lin kena teruk gila. I mean like seriously teruk! Berbaldi-baldi air kena simbah. She was dragged away from her team mates. Prefects, jahat gila korang. Hahahaha. It was fun bullying your own head prefect, huh?

Iverene (Asst. 1) - Ivy kena tak teruk sangat. 3 baldi je rasanya. Hahaha, because she was standing right behind me.

Sheng Juen (Asst. 2) - Sheng tak kena at all! Mana aci! Sheng was the photographer of the day, so dia tak nak join game.

Fatin (Secretary) - 3 baldi air. Great, just great. One from Afnan, another one from Melvin. Lagi satu tak tau siapa. Lepas tu, Syah pulak buat dajal lekat sellotape semua benda sebab aku majal dia suruh nyanyi masa Ice Breaking. Serves you right, Fatin! :P

Vanessa (Treasurer) - 2 baldi air. Lepas tu Vanessa nak balas dendam, dia pulak yang pergi simbah orang. Hahahahaha. Lawak gila :D

One from Afnan.

One from Melvin.

A baldi after another. Good job, prefects -____-''

Poor Bihah. Kim, caught in action.

We had our lunch after that. Most of the prefects changed back into their school uniform sebab dah basah kuyup. I decided not to change since I am too lazy. Aku sanggup pakai baju basah kuyup tu sampai balik. Kasut dah rasa macam swimming pool because my socks were totally wet. A junior told me that my tracksuit looked like an umbrella. Kurang hasam betul, -___-''

After lunch we had our closing ceremony. The Form 4 and Form 3 prefects performed their musical choral speaking. IT WAS SUPER DUPER AWESOME WEH! Total legit! I had fun watching them and singing together with them ♥

Apa lagi, habis la. Hahaha. Btw, I met my old kindergarten buddy, Izzudin. I did not recognize him at first but he recognized me since he used to bully me everyday. LOL.

This is how it goes;

I was chatting with this SAB girl and she congratulate the SBU prefects for having such a great and fun Prefects' Gathering. We chatted for a while and Izzudin who was on the phone joined us all of sudden. Dia tak letak telefon pun lagi when dia tiba-tiba cut our conversation and asked me, "Are you in Form 5?". I was actually surprised and I said, "Yeah.". He was smiling and dia tanya lagi, "Which tadika are you from?". I was like, 'This dude is asking me about my tadika. Dude, seriously?'. I answered, "Tadika Karisma.". The moment when I said Tadika Karisma, he was smiling from ears to ears and he pointed at me. I was like, "Why?" with this blank expression. He said, "Fatin Hanani, don't you remember me? I am the Izzudin who used to kick your seat everyday." while smiling. I smiled but I can't remember him at all. I tried hard to ingat balik tapi tak ingat. Lepas tu dia cakap lagi, "I was the one who kicked your seat in the van setiap hari. Ingat tak?". After dia cakap macam tu je, I screamed like hell! I.REMEMBER.HIM! He is Izzudin, the big bully! Dia selalu team up dengan Amirul untuk 'buli' aku setiap hari dekat sekolah. I was so excited that I can't stop smiling. He used to be the big bully but now he's the 'Penyelia 1' at SAB. WOW!

Izzudin was smiling widely bila aku dah jadi separuh hyper kat situ. Gosh, this is unbelievable. I asked him, "How did you recognize me after 11 years?" and guess what he said? "I saw your name tag. Fatin Hanani Adnan. I remember your name oddly enough." I smiled and said, "Seriously, after 11 years?". Dia cakap, "Fatin Hanani. Hmmm, she has the right face. Height. Yeah after 11 years I was guessing that you weren't going to be real tall.". Hampeh betul -_-'

Izzudin asked for my number and he told me that he is still in contact with Amirul. Bagus sangat lah tu kan? Hahahahaha :D

Izzudin stood next to me :)

Prefects united.

Souvenir sebelum balik :D

Our Chairman for this Prefects' Gathering, Miss Nur Hafizah Zulkiply.

(Lol, Hafizah was sitting on a chair when Afnan and Kim suddenly lift her up. She freaked out like crazy man! That's so cute of her.)

Hafizah, thanks a lot for making this gathering real. We received positive feedbacks from almost all of the prefects from all the schools that we invited. Thank you so much :D

AND FINALLY;

The SBU Prefects. (Y)

180th Note - Esprit De Corps (Pictures)

2011-06-26T19:15:00.040+08:00

Date : 25th of June 2011

Time : 9.00am - 2.30pm

Venue : Skylite, SMK Seri Bintang Utara

Event : SMKSBU's Prefects' Gathering 2011

This is our first Prefects' Gathering after 5 years. It was splendid! I had so much fun with the prefects from other schools. We build teamwork and we made new friends. Yeah, we understand each other, because we're Prefects :)

Before registration.

Lynette and the Top 5s. Weeeeeee :)

Pretty Lynette.

Prefects from Perempuan Pudu :)

Joey and Jansen :D

HOBO partners. LOL.

I told Joshua that Syah wants to sing :P So yeah, he sang Kenangan Terindah :)

Form 3 prefects.

Ivy, Fatin, Vanessa. We're incomplete without Sheng Juen and Ee Lin :'(

United as 1

Lynette & Sheng Juen.

Shi Qi and Sonea with the prefects from SAB.

Oh yeah, us again :)

Ivy did this to me during the game session :)

SAB & SBU

Ivy and Jin Leong :)

She's a prefect from VI. Yeah, she's a form 6 student :)

Joey and Hafizah :')

SBU *bangga bangga*

Joey.

Sheng Juen is the shortest. LOL :P

Vanessa and I.

Games. This was the fun game ever man! We (the Top 5s) were bullied by our prefects and of course, by the prefects from other schools. I'm going to upload more pictures with the report later, okay? Overall, it was such a fun game! Everyone was splatting each other with water :D

SBU PREFECTS, YOU WILL GET SOMETHING SPECIAL FROM THE TOP 5s ON MONDAY. JUST WAIT! HAHAHAHA :P

After the dismissal. What else should we do? Yes, camwhore! :D

176th Note - 10/06/2011 I was the Luckiest Person Alive (Part 4)

2011-06-22T16:21:00.023+08:00

Okay, mari kita mulakan entri ini dengan gambar yang sangat cantik ini. Hahaha, sorry sorry. Saya mengaku yang saya sedang berada dalam zon sangat perasan :P

(From L to R)

Standing : Soohyun, Eli, Kiseop

Sitting : AJ, Kevin, Fatin-Hanani-yang-memang-tersangat-hyper, Dongho, Hoon.

PS; Eli was holding the notes! Ingat tak dalam entri first sekali pasal U-Kiss ni aku ada cerita pasal nota tu? Ingat tak? Kalau tak ingat, baca balik :D Click here.

Part 4 starts here;

After semua game session dah habis, the boys turun stage sekejap. Diorang pergi tukar baju. Yelah, diorang nak perform untuk Kiss Me diorang kan? In my first entry, I said that the boys perform dulu sebelum game kan? My bad, silap silap. Game session dulu baru diorang perform. Maaf tuan! Saya tak sengaja. Aturcara majlis dah berserabut dalam otak ni. Almaklumlah, terlampau hyper sangat. Haha.

So they started the performance with their new song, 0330. Masa diorang nyanyi tu, the Kiss Me nyanyi sekali the fan chant. It was daebak weh. Rasa macam dekat Korea pulak bila kitaorang nyanyi sama the fan chant. So cool can die :D Here's the fancam by the way :)

ENERGETIC DANCE MOVES. FAN SERVICES. U-KISS, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST (Y)

Don't deny our r^2pi! :D

(Awwh AJ, I won't deny our r^2pi! Don't worry about that, okay?)

Bingeul Bingeul.

They performed Shut Up! next. Oh btw, I recorded this video :D

Man Man Hani! :D

AJ's rap made me go, :')

After that, the boys turun stage lagi sekali. Diorang tukar baju again untuk the meet and greet session. Again, aku excited lagi sekali. "I'm going to talk to them again!". Yayers! :D

The boys, before the autograph session.

My turn! Naik atas stage lagi sekali, with the huge smile and the hyper me. Leader Soohyun yang berdiri dekat paling tepi. I greeted him, "Annyeong!" while waving. He said, "Hi Kiss Me!" sambil senyum. I think he remember me. Soohyun, you have to remember me! Haha. I passed my gift to Soohyun. Mula-mula ingat nak pass dekat Kevin tapi aku rasa lebih fair kalau aku pass fan gift aku dekat Soohyun as he is the leader, betul tak?

Fatin : Annyeong!
Soohyun : Hi Kiss Me! :D
Fatin : This one is for U-Kiss. I hope that you guys will like it.
*Kevin who stood next to Soohyun was looking at me with a smile. Cair cair cair cair. Kevin, why must you interrupt my conversation with Soohyun?*
Soohyun & Kevin : THANK YOU! *at the same time*
Soohyun : High 5!
Fatin : *high 5!*

Move dekat Kevin pulak.

Fatin : Kevin!!!
Kevin : Hi! :D
Fatin : I recorded a video for you. It's on Youtube. Watch it, ya?
Kevin : Really? Thank you so much. Make sure you send me the link via Twitter okay? :D
Fatin : Of course! Will do so. By the way, Saranghae! *I did the heart shape with my hands*
Kevin : I love you too. *smiles and he shook my hand* By the way, this one is for you. *He gave me the autographed album*
Fatin : Aww, thank you so much! :D

Eli's turn.

Fatin : Eli :D
Eli : Hey! :DD
Fatin : You're the best.
Eli : Thank you :DDDDDD High 5!
Fatin : High 5! I'll see you guys again in the future. I promise.
Eli : Yes, of course! :D

Jalan dekat Dongho pulak.

Dongho : Chingu!
Fatin : What? Chingu? Hi Chingu!!! *excited tak boleh blah*
Call me if you need an English tutor. LOL.
Dongho : Okay! ^^
Fatin : High 5!
Dongho : High 5!

Then, AJ!!! OMG, AJ!! HE PICKED ME ON STAGE, REMEMBER?

Fatin : AJ! :DDDDD
AJ : Hany! :DDDDD
Fatin : Thank you so much once again. I owe you big time! You're really cool, you know?
AJ : *Sengih lagi. He looked me straight into my eyes with that smile. WHOAAAAAA!!!* (What are you doing AJ? Are you trying to seduce me with your quiet eyes? LOL! XD)
*I shook his hand and not forgetting the high 5. The huge smile was still on my face. I swear he looked so handsome and cool. Really cool.*
Fatin : I love you! *I did the heart shape once again*
AJ : *Dia tunduk tanda thank you sambil sengih panjang lebar. Hahaha.* Thank you :D

For Hoon dengan Kiseop, aku tak sempat nak cakap panjang lebar dengan diorang. Sempat high 5 and salam je. Hoon passed me their poster. Blame the pak cik guard yang body tak tough langsung. -__-'' Kurang hasam gila main tolak-tolak orang. Saman karang, baru tahu!

Turun-turun stage je, I went totally hyper lagi sekali. 'Ain was sad because dia tak sempat bagi some of her gifts dekat U-Kiss. Again, blame the pak cik guard yang badan tak tough langsung tu. Masa dah keluar from the gate, aku tiba-tiba panik. Shoot! Poster aku kat dalam! Nope! Bukan poster yang Hoon bagi tu tapi my autographed poster with the two heart shapes from Eli! I treasure that more than words man! Aku dah gelabah gila and I asked the guard's permission to come back in. He said, "Can you please wait later? Take it back after this, okay?". Masa tu aku terus bengang. Weh seriously lah, what if ada orang ambik poster tu? Dah lah ada autograph. You got to be kidding me, man! Melampau gila ah kan?! Urgh tak suka! Tak suka!!!

Lya, Mimi and 'Ain pulak turun stage. I told them about my autographed poster and 'Ain said that she left her handbag inside too. Mak datuk. Look at us. We left all our things inside just because we were too excited to greet the boys on stage. Nampak beno gatalnya! Hahahaha. I decided to enter the gate area again, using the main entrance.

Sampai dekat tepi tu je, Lya screamed. Boleh bayangkan tak, dekat ramai-ramai orang tu, Lya menjerit tiba-tiba, tak ada ribut, tak ada taufan. I gave her the 'why' look. Aku pandang dekat stage and secara tiba-tiba, aku menjerit sekali. Macam dah kena histeria pun ada. Hahaha. Guess what, Dongho pakai headband yang Lya bagi! OMG! Lya herself was wearing a headband. Secara tidak langsung, mereka sedang memakai couple headband!!! Ya Allah! I went totally hyper balik and Lya hugged me again and menangis on the spot. Mimi and 'Ain came later on and I told them about Dongho. They screamed together with us and Lya dah melompat-lompat kat situ dah. So cool can die! Hahaha. The people around that area gave us the 'WTH' look but who cares kan? No one can stop us when we are in our fan girl mode. #fact Lepas tu ada sorang mamat ni cakap, "Ek eleh, ni bukan concert Siti Nurhaliza lah weh!". I was really pissed so I gave him the stare. Tahu pun nak pandang arah lain -_____-'

Dongho wore Lya's headband on the spot!

Thanks to Kak Ieda, 'Ain got back her bag and I got back my poster! Yay! I was so happy. After a while, U-Kiss dah mula turun stage pastu masuk dalam Artist Room. They waved at the fans yang berdiri dekat tepi-tepi tu. Since I was standing quite far, I can just see them from jauh je. Takpelah, takde rezeki.

Lepas tu Kiss Me yang lain semua dah berlari-lari pergi tunggu tepi jalan raya. We knew that U-Kiss is going back straight to their hotel after that. I gave Mimi and 'Ain the 'Jom' look and diorang pun tengah fikir benda yang sama! Tiba-tiba je, aku sedar yang kitaorang tiga orang dah lari pergi dekat jalan raya tu. Haha. I have no idea where was Lya at that moment. Dia terpisah sekejap dengan kitaorang. When the other fans decided to stand at the left side (the outer side), Mimi, 'Ain and I decided to stand at the other side. Dekat our side tu takde banyak sangat orang. Mimi, 'Ain and I were standing there with some of the Chinese fans. I was informed that Ivy was standing at our side too but too bad we didn't meet each other. Oh did I tell you that Ivy texted me a few text messages when I was on stage? She saw every single thing and she can't stop telling me that she envy me so much XD

After a few minutes, U-Kiss keluar from the Artist Room and diorang masuk dalam 2 Alphard. The Kiss Mes were screaming loudly. My adrenaline rush was worst tahu tak? I felt really excited when AJ called my name after he picked my question, happy on stage, hyper when he rapped for me, hyper again when I greeted them on stage but I felt nervous bila diorang nak balik and I have no idea why. Hormon aku dah tergeliat kot sebab dah banyak sangat guna dalam masa yang singkat :/

Aku tak tahu pun yang kereta Alphard tu ada langsir. Well, bila fikir balik pun, memang patut ada langsir pun. Aku tak rela orang stalk U-Kiss aku daripada luar okay. Hahahaha. The members dah lambai-lambai fans dekat the other side. I was disappointed at first tapi memang patutlah U-Kiss lambai dekat belah sana since diorang lagi ramai. Lagi satu, I can't see which member was 'lambai-ing' at the fans sebab ada langsir. Sedih gila.

LEPAS TU...!!!

Kevin selak langsir and waved at us! The three of us; Mimi, 'Ain and I!!! Dia selak langsir betul-betul depan kitaorang!!! SERIOUSLY WEH!! I WAS LIKE, "OMG KEVIN WAVED AT US! KEVIN WAVED AT US! KEVIN WAVED AT US!!!!!". Apa lagi, the three of us dah macam meroyan dah kat situ. Hahahaha. Memang tak expect langsung yang Kevin akan wave dekat kitaorang. Ingatkan kitaorang tak akan dilayan since tak ramai Kiss Me dekat the right side. Again, Kevin with his fan service. Thank you so much, sweetheart! :D

Kevin was in the first car. The second car muncul next. Kitaorang tak habis jerit lagi, dah nak kena jerit lagi sekali. Hahahaha. Tak tahu kenapa, the second Alphard tak tutup langsir. I went hyper lagi sekali. Macam biasa, diorang lambai dekat the other side dulu. Lepas tu, HOON TURNED AND LOOK AT US!!! HE GAVE US A 'HALF HEART' SIGN AND WE WERE LIKE, "JSDBHVCSFHCASBGFSTYFSHADR!!!". Kitaorang pun buat 'half heart' jugak. 'Ain started with the whole heart thingy if I'm not mistaken :D AJ was sitting next to Hoon but he was too busy with his phone. I was kinda down because I don't have the chance to give him my 'lambaian terakhir' :'(

Can you spot us? ;)

We went home after that dengan sangat hyper. Badan sangat penat tapi otak kami fresh tahu? Hahahaha.

Before I put a dot to this entry, lets take a look at the pictures :)

'Ain.

Mimi.

Lya.

Kak Intan Suria.

Kak Intan Suriani.

Fatin's note :

- Soohyun and his weird poses. Such a naughty leader! ^^

- AJ looks the same in every single picture. AJ, change your face expression please? :P

- I love Dongho and Hoon's skinship. Comel :D

- Oh by the way, the boys are not 'Lala' okay? The 'V' pose is a common pose in Korea and the same goes to the 'heart shape' pose. Trust me, you will not get it if you're not a big fan of K-pop. SERIOUSLY ;)

- Hoon looks all innocent and blur in every single picture! Well, that's his charm, I guess :D

Thanks a lot U-Kiss for donating RM30k to the Malaysian orphanage in Malacca. You guys have such a great heart and that's why I adore you so much.

PS; Sampai sampai rumah je, I told angah about what happened. She was so jealous as she's a really big fan of AJ. I said, "Angah, sekarang along suka AJ pulak dalam U-Kiss. Angah pilih orang lain.". Adik aku tu mengamuk on the spot. Hahahaha. She said, "Mengadalah along ni! Orang yang suka AJ dulu dia nak sibuk-sibuk. Dulu sikit-sikit Kevin, sikit-sikit Kevin. Jangan nak mengada suka AJ orang!". Lol, adik adik :P

Oh wait! One more :

Mimi and I were on 8TV! Woohoooo!

PSS;

1. I miss Xander and Kibum so much :'( U-Kiss, forever 9.

2. I'm missing the boys already. Come back for a concert, please?

3. I got a lot of "You look so hyper in the picture!"s. Yes people, I was really hyper!!!

4. I received a lot of "You're so lucky!" messages, comments and wall posts. Yes people, I have to admit that I'm really lucky. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.

5. To you guys who actually read these 4 hyperactive entries of mine and smile together with me, thank you very much.

6. My best friends hate K-pop more than words but I'm thankful that they are happy when I'm happy. Thank you so much ♥

172th Note - 10/06/2011 I was the Luckiest Person Alive (Part 3)

2011-06-18T08:42:00.027+08:00

Part 3 *cough*

Mimi and Lya ;)

After the Q&A session, the boys kena sign our posters. Before diorang pergi belakang dekat meja, aku pergi dekat Soohyun. I greeted him, "Hello leader! Nice to meet you!". He smiled and he said, "Hello Kiss Me! Nice to meet you too!". I laughed and then dia hulur tangan. I shook his hand :P Before this, I thought that Soohyun was not as hot as the other members but when I communicate with him, my mind was telling me the other way. Soohyun is good looking too! No joke, seriously.

Next to Soohyun was Kevin. I was totally speechless and I don't know what to say. Basically, I'm speechless. Enough said. I do have a lot to say to him in my mind but my mind was not functioning properly. Sigh. So I smiled and shook his hand. Kevin has the most amazing smile ever. He's so cute! Really cute!

I did the same to the other members. Dongho, Eli, Kiseop and Hoon. They all looked back into my eyes while smiling and I shook their hands too. Our eye contact was the best. Hahaha. And then it was AJ's turn. Man, I love him for picking me on stage. I smiled from ears to ears and shook his hand. And then I shook Kiseop's hand.

I waited for my turn and one of the lucky fans talked to me. She was like, "Ohmygosh, I can't believe it. First time!". I smiled and said, "I know right! I've never imagine this.". She was as happy as I am and we hugged each other. Hahaha, the Kiss Me are really friendly, you know?

It was my turn.

Fatin : Eli!!!

Eli : Annyeong *waves*. What's your name? *smile*

Fatin : My name is Hany. *I showed him the post it note that AJ picked with my name on it.*

Eli : Hany... *He wrote on the paper, To : Hany ❤

Fatin : I will be sitting for a very important exam this year. Can you please wish me something?

Eli : Exam? *He wrote : Good luck on your exam ❤ *

Fatin : Thank you so much! *smile*

Eli : No problem at all :D

Eli passed me the poster and he said, "Make sure you do well in your exam for U-Kiss, okay?". I didn't say anything but I nodded. Eli smiled and he shook my hand. Eli was sweating like crazy but I have to admit that he still looked so hot. Wooah, cair cair cair. Hahaha.

Aku turun stage dengan banyak perasaan. Bila keluar je daripada gate tu, the Kiss Me who were sitting at the first row screamed. Terkejut gila. They said, "YOU ARE SO LUCKY!!!!". I smiled. Lepas tu aku duduk dekat seat aku balik which was at the second row. I looked at Kak Intan(s) and 'Ain. They were so happy for me, I guess. Mimi and Lya were crying and they can't stop thanking me for asking Kiseop, Hoon, AJ and Dongho to wave at them. Ya Allah dik, I did nothing pun.

Time for the second game! Since I'm at Mimi's house now, I shall ask her to continue writing ;)

I bought the exclusive ticket, it costs a lot but who cares? I love U-Kiss! Sorry non-Kpoppers xD During lunch session at Daorae Restaurant, there was an individual photo session. One empty seat was reserved for the fans. I sat in between Kevin and Dongho. Well everyone did. When it was my turn to take a picture with them, I was so excited! I got up from the chair and looked at Eli and I shook his hands. Then, I went down and cried with Lya because we were so happy that we finally get to meet them at last!

We went to Pavillion for the showcase. The exclusive ticket holders get to get in first and pick the seats. I sat at the third row. At 8.15pm, U-Kiss came on the stage and the fan meeting started!

For the 1st game, each U-Kiss members have to pick a question each. The exclusive ticket holders were asked to write our questions on a piece of paper. I can’t remember what did Lya and I wrote on the paper but it was something about Alexander and Kibum. They didn’t pick our question, but AJ picked my friend’s question, Fatin. She got to be on the stage with U-Kiss! I was like OMG!!

Kak Fatin was very nice. Lya and I asked her to ask Dongho to look at us, and she did. Dongho looked at us and waved. Dongho asked Kak Fatin to say ‘Hi.’ to us. Then, Kak Fatin asked AJ, Hoon and Kiseop to look at us and they did! :D Again, we gave a signal to Kak Fatin who was on the stage to ask Dongho to look at us xD

For the second game, U-Kiss have to choose 7 Kiss Mes. When it was the time for AJ to pick his fan, I hold the banner that I made for AJ. AJ said, "Since everyone is choosing their own fan, I would like to see who my fans are. I see 'AJ' there, right there..." He pointed at me. AJ PICKED ME! I was like 'OMG!!!!'. I walked to the stage straight away. When I was about to get up on stage, AJ waited for me and gave me his hand. I was dying and screaming inside. I held his hand. While holding my right hand, he brought me to the center of the stage. He put his hands on my both shoulder. Again, I was dying and screaming inside.

AJ asked me "How old are you? ”. I said "16”. I think my voice cracked. Since it was too noisy, I whispered to him. It was not actually a whisper but I speak closer to him. I said "16” once again. AJ asked me " Why are you sweating?” [I was sweating that time, my hair, especially my fringe was wet xD]. I replied, "It’s so hot”.

The MC came to me and asked '"Do you know how to dance Man Man Hani?”. I said "Yeah”. Then, we [the 7 Kiss Mes on the stage] danced. After we were done with the dancing, AJ and I exchanged a high 5. U-Kiss members had to pick the winner. Just 3 people for the 2nd round. I won the 1st round. Again, AJ hi-5ed me and so did Kevin!! :D For the 2nd round, we have to dance to Bingeul Bingeul. I know the dance, but I didn’t win :( I take the chance to shook Eli, AJ, Soohyun, Hoon and Dongho's hand. I shook AJ's hand, I want to hug him, but I’m afraid that the guards will chase me out.

Okay guys, back to Fatin! :D

When the lucky Kiss Mes were waiting for the result. Mimi made it to the top 3.

:')

I'm very proud of Mimi. Seriously. She deserves to be in the Top 3. She's a true Kiss Me, after all. She's such a big fan of U-Kiss more than I actually am. (Eherm, I'm a big fan of them too!) I recorded the video below. I'm so sorry but it was kinda shaky. I was still stunned actually. AJ picked me for the first game and he chose Mimi for the second game. Oh God, what else is better than that?

Manmanhani (1st Dance Battle)

Mimi is so cute, right? OMG, she exchanged a high 5 with AJ and Kevin. Man, I envy her so much! Jangan tamak sangat Fatin, you got your chance. Sudahlah ;)

Bingeul Bingeul (2nd Dance Battle)

When Mimi was on stage, Lya, 'Ain and I shouted Mimi's name. Bukan sekali, dua kali, tapi banyak kali. Just like me, Mimi said that when she was on stage with the U-Kiss members, she can't think of anything else. Serious, tak tipu. I told you the same thing in the previous entry kan? ;) Tak percaya sudah.

Right after the game, we had a surprise birthday celebration for AJ and Dongho! AJ punya birthday dah lepas beberapa hari but still, kitaorang celebrate birthday dia jugak since birthday dia in June. Happy Belated Birthday, AJ! I love you so much :D Haha, we sang a birthday song for AJ in English. AJ looked so happy and he conducted the birthday song. Awwh AJ, why are you so cute? Wae wae?

After that, we sang another birthday song. This time, the Kiss Me sang in Korean. You guys know the 'Saengil chuka hamnida' song? Yeah, we sang that. At first, the U-Kiss members were shocked! Sampailah satu part when we sang, "Sarang haneun uri Dongho, Saengil chuka hamnida.", barulah diorang tahu that we were actually celebrating Dongho's in advance birthday! Hahaha, yes U-Kiss. Now do you know how much your Kiss Mes love you? ♥

AJ and Dongho's surprise birthday celebration.

That's it for now. I'll continue with the last part later okay? Aku, Mimi dengan 'Ain kejar U-Kiss sampai ke kereta. You want to know what happened? Tunggu okay? :)

168th Note - 10/06/2011 I was the Luckiest Person Alive (Part 2)

2011-06-14T16:02:00.061+08:00

FULL CREDITS : Owner of the pictures and videos.

U-Kiss

(L - R) Hoon, Kiseop, Dongho, Eli

AJ, Soohyun, Kevin

Right after lunch, Kak Intan (one of the KMs) drove us back to Pavilion. Kak Intan came to the fan meeting with her sister, which is also known as Kak Intan as well. I personally called them the Intan Siblings. Haha. 'Ain, Mimi, Lya and I were so excited that all of us met our favourite U-Kiss in real life. Mimi and Lya were crying like there's no tomorrow. Seeing them cry, aku sebenarnya dah berair dah mata. At first, macam nak cover jugak. Malu bah menangis depan orang. Bila Mimi dengan Lya start cari aku and peluk aku on the spot while crying, aku menangis sama. OMG. We're so obsessed. Yeah we do! I tried my best to stop Mimi and Lya from crying. Aku pun cuak sebenarnya but I can totally feel and understand them. Serious weh, you have no idea how we felt. Our dreams to meet U-Kiss was no longer a dream. We got to interact with the boys!

Mimi and Lya didn't talk much in the car. They were still shocked rasanya. Aku dengan 'Ain je yang mulut pot-pet-pot-pet tak boleh diam. Lepas dah penat bercakap, baru kitaorang terdiam sendiri. Kak Intan and Kak Intan dekat depan tergelak-gelak tengok kitaorang. I apologize to Kak Intan for being loud in her car but Kak Intan kata dia faham. I swear that the Intan Siblings are really cool! Thumbs up! :D

Sampai Pavilion. Beratur, beli air, bla bla bla. Sorry guys, I'm going to skip the boring part. Basically, nothing much pun :)

From left to right : Miss Stranger, me, 'Ain, Lya, Mimi, Kak Intan, Kak Intan.

'Ain & I

Oh yeah, I found this! See, I was proud to have Kevin's banner on my hand! After a while holding Kevin's banner, I asked Mimi for Hoon's. I think Hoon is not that bad too. *wink*

The Kiss Me United, I shall say ;) Oh yeah, I'm a very proud fan of U-Kiss.

The fan meeting started quite late, around 8.10pm. I screamed so loud when I saw the boys coming up on stage. I was holding Hoon's banner while 'Ain had AJ's banner on her hands. Mimi made 7 banners for the boys and since she can't hold them all, she gave 'Ain, Lya, Kak Intan, Kak Intan and I a banner each.

Masa U-Kiss tengah nak naik stage tu, Hoon looked at me and smiled. I. SWEAR. HE. WAS. LOOKING. AT. OUR. DIRECTION. I think he saw the banner with his name. Hoon whispered something to AJ while pointing at us and AJ looked at our direction too! I was holding Hoon's banner. 'Ain was holding AJ's banner. GREAT, just great. The both of them looked at our direction and they smiled. That was the moment when I fell in love with the new members, AJ and Hoon. They look totally different. They look much better in real life. AJ and Hoon are not bad. AT ALL. I turned to Mimi and Lya and they were screaming like crazy too. Who won't kan? I waved at them while pointing at the banner which I was holding and guess what? Hoon and AJ waved back at us while smiling. 'Ain, Lya, Mimi and I went totally crazy and hyper after that. I swear I was the happiest person on Earth! AJ, Dongho and Hoon saw the banner that Mimi made. I'm positive that they were looking at Mimi and Lya's banner too. One thing for sure, the boys noticed us. #fact Proven ✔

Yes. Hoon and AJ were pointing at us!

Oh My U-Kiss! juahdkubvgatywdfawtrhfsbgsadas :DDD

Sorry for the hyperness.

After a lot of shouting and cheering and shouting again and again,the boys started to introduce themselves. They performed 0330 and Bingeul Bingeul. I can't take my eyes off my bias, Kevin. He was really really cute and so charismatic. Eli was hot as always. Soohyun's powerful high notes made me speechless. Kiseop's dance moves made me crazy. Hoon's vocal made me shout louder. AJ's rap made me go, WOW! AJ is a new member of U-Kiss. He replace Xander, who used to be the rapper in the group besides Eli. I have to admit that AJ is not a bad choice. He raps very well! Dia tak terikut-ikut dengan gaya Xander masa rap untuk Bingeul Bingeul. Yes, Xander punya rap terbaik! Tapi aku respect AJ sebab dia bawak lagu tu ikut cara dia sendiri. Bagus kan? Good job. AJ! Hoon pun bagus jugak. Vocal dia best woh! Thumbs up for the 2 new members! :D

And then, U-Kiss kena pilih questions yang fans bagi. Ada banyak gila questions on the board and the U-Kiss members kena pilih sorang satu. I wrote two questions before the show and I didn't really expect much. Soohyun yang mula-mula pilih soalan. Lepas tu, Eli, Kevin, Dongho, AJ, Hoon and Kiseop. I was busy setting my camera into the video mode when I suddenly hear the MC said, "AJ choose Hany! H.A.N.Y, come on stage, please!". Oh, okay. So AJ choose Hany. That girl is very lucky. Very very lucky. AJ said, "Hany, don't be shy and come here." and Kevin said, "Don't feel shy.". JKSCDBVYTXSDFJFJUGYKVNJFBVGSEVFHA!!!

AJ (middle), Dongho and Hoon when they were choosing the questions.

Masa tengah sibuk-sibuk betul camera tu, aku tiba-tiba terdiam. Kak Intan goncang bahu aku and menjerit. I was like, "WHAT?!". Kak Intan cakap kat aku dalam nada separa menjerit, "HANY! FATIN! Fatin, you wrote your name as Hany kan? Diorang dah panggil dah tu!". Baru aku sedar. I was like, "OHMYGOD!! YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!! AJ CHOOSE ME? NO FREAKING WAY!!!". Lya and Mimi shouted at my ears. 'Ain was stunned. Oh yes people, I wrote my name as Hany. Koreans can't pronounce the letter 'F' so I don't want them to address me as "Patin.". You get what I mean, kan? Hahahaha. Obviously lah yang AJ, Kevin and Eli boleh pronouce F since the three of them are very fluent in English. But what about the rest, betul tak? By the way, my family members call me Hany so I think that there should be no problem, kan? *wink*

My Kevin is so hot hot! How can I not love him?

I went to the stage with a huge grin on my face. Naik-naik stage je, AJ terus datang depan and asked, "Are you Hany?" with a smile. I nodded twice. AJ hulur tangan dia nak salam. I can't think of anything else and I shook his hand. AJ then put his hand around my shoulder and tarik aku berdiri sebelah dia. Masa tu, aku dah tak terkata apa-apa dah. Terdiam seribu bahasa. Mulut macam kena lekat dengan gam gajah. Aku sebenarnya terkejut sebab AJ SANGAT HOT KALAU TENGOK DIA DEKAT-DEKAT!

I stood next to AJ and Hoon. Aku macam awkward gila at first dengan AJ. Ya Allah, who won't kan? So I turned to my left side and saw Hoon. He was smiling at me. I said, "Did you see me holding your banner just now?". Aku cakap satu-satu perkataan dengan Hoon since dia tak berapa fasih in English. Hoon smiled and dia angguk. Hoon replied, "Yes, I saw. Thank you so much.". Dia senyum lagi! I was stunned once again and the hyper Fatin is back! I tried my best to control myself. I tried really hard.

Oh yeah! My dreams come true.

AJ is really tall. Tinggi dia 182cm while aku punya tinggi pulak 155cm. Memang terbaik gila. Dia 33cm lagi tinggi daripada aku. Mak datuk! My first question to him was, "Is this your first time in Malaysia?". AJ terpaksa tunduk macam gambar kat atas nak dengar aku cakap apa. I feel really sorry to him. My bad, AJ. I'm so sorry. What can I do? I can't grow taller anymore. Hahaha.

Fatin : Is this your first time in Malaysia?

AJ : Hmmm. It's my second time. I came to Malaysia once in 2009.

Fatin: I see. What was your first impression towards my country?

AJ : *smile* Malaysia is a really nice country! I like it so much. *smile*

Fatin : It's really hot here. I'm sweating.

AJ : Oh yeah, it is. Me too. *smile*

*diam kejap*

Fatin : You are so tall. I'm really short.

AJ : That's okay. You're not short. You have a normal height for a girl. *smile* (He pat my shoulder.)

Aku sengih gila-gila punya lah. Hahaha, tak control langsung. Cair, gila cair. Happy gila coz dapat borak dengan AJ macam tu. AJ punya fan service memang tip top. Lepas tu, Hoon bukak blazer yang dia pakai. Aku yang pakai kemeja pun dah berpeluh gila-gila. Diorang lagilah, pakai berapa lapis entah. AJ did the same too. I turned to Hoon and said something to him which I don't remember what and he smiled. Then Hoon borak dengan AJ kejap while aku dah awkward tak tahu nak buat apa. Mata dah berair dah masa tu but I said to myself, "Don't cry, Fatin. DON'T EVER CRY!". I tried my best to not to cry weh. Hahaha. Dah jumpa K-Pop idol yang aku suka gila, mana tak menangisnya, kan?

Talking to AJ & Hoon. Teeheeee :)

After a while melayan perasaan, I turned back to AJ. I want him to rap for me. I really really want him to do that. Aku perang dengan perasaan sendiri masa tu. Nak cakap, tak nak? Nak cakap, tak nak? I decided to ask AJ to rap for me. Well, this is my only chance. Lepas ni bila lagi kan?

Fatin : Can you please rap for me later? *buat muka comel tak boleh blah. haha.*

AJ : Errrmmmmm *smile smile smile* (I SWEAR HIS REACTION WAS REALLY CUTE!)

Fatin : Please? *mata dah berkaca-kaca dah masa ni.*

AJ : I'll try. I'll try. *senyum lagi.*

Fatin : You're so cool!

(Check out the video. I asked AJ to rap for me in the video above.)

I shall not reveal my feelings masa ni. Kalau aku buat jugak, satu malam pun tak habis. Excited tak boleh nak cerita. Seriously, I have no idea what happened around me. Aku tak dengar Soohyun nyanyi for his lucky fan. Aku tak dengar yang Kevin tengah cakap pasal ideal girl dia. Oh, aku sedar bila Eli cakap 'I love you,' dekat fan dia. Aku sedar yang Dongho tengah cakap pasal Angry Birds. Hahaha. Tapi semua tu macam cepat gila. Tiba-tiba, semua mata pandang aku. Dongho, Hoon dengan AJ pun sama. The MC stood next to me and aku dah start cuak. "MY TURN? SERIOUS?".

Tangan menggigil. Kaki menggeletar. Yes Fatin. Stop dreaming now. It's your turn.

MC : Alright alright alright alright. Maybe you would like to move forward?

Fatin : You guys want to know something? U-Kiss members are really really very nice. Thanks for the fan services. I just want to ask, 'Which member likes to sleep the most?'

AJ : Sleep the most? Actually we're living together and Dongho, the youngest likes to sleep the most. Every time we tried to wake him up, he will be like, 'arghhhhhh.'

MC : Why are you curious to know this?

Fatin : *OMG WHY DID SHE ASK ME THAT QUESTION? IT WAS REALLY RANDOM!* I just want to know.

MC : You just want to know who sleeps the most?

Fatin : Yeah. *giggle*

AJ : She actually request to me to rap for her.

MC : Rap?

Fatin : *monolog dalaman* AJ is going to rap for me! This is not real, right? Oh now stop it. Yes, it is real! For real? YES FATIN, FOR REAL.

U-Kiss : Woooooooooo. Wow! :D

AJ : I'll do that. Come in front.

MC : Specially for Hany, right?

And then, everything went blank.

You can see my expression in this close up video.

At this particular moment, I didn't see anyone else except for AJ. Yes, I can see only AJ.

Not Eli.

Not even my favourite Kevin although he was just 1m away from me.

AJ said, "Give me your hand.". TWICE.

The moment when I hold AJ's hand, Kevin was like, "Wooooooooooooooooooooooo."

I didn't realize that until I watch the video above.

*imbas kembali*

AJ holds my hand. Tightly. His hand was really big. TIGHTLY, SERIOUSLY.

He pointed at me while rapping.

He looked into my eyes.

I can't even look at him in the eyes as I was too shy and stunned.

And of course, I was controlling myself to not to go overboard.

*imbas kembali tamat*

During the rap, Kevin and Eli were rapping together with AJ. (Take the video as a proof.)

Doesn't that mean that Kevin and Eli were rapping for me too?

I'm lucky. I am really lucky. I am really really lucky!

Okay, this is getting annoying. Back to normal, please!

I was stunned and I cried on stage. Nasib baik tak banjir. I was smiling and sobbing at the same time. The MC asked me how I felt and the sentence that came out from my mouth was, "That was so cool!". AJ put his hand around my shoulder and bawak aku pergi belakang balik. Aku terdiam sekejap. Tak tahu nak cakap apa dekat AJ. The MC called Hoon pulak. AJ talked to Kiseop sekejap. Masa tu, aku tiba-tiba macam tersedar daripada kena pukau and I said to AJ, "Thank you very much. That was very cool!". AJ didn't say anything but he was smiling very brightly and he pat my shoulder again.

Eli, Dongho and AJ's fan interaction.

What happened right after the rap tapi video ni tak full ;)

I turned to Kiseop pulak. I told him that he is really cute. I love his baby face so much! Kiseop said thanks and smiled. Masa tu, I saw Lya and Mimi. They were calling me. Diorang tunjuk dekat Kiseop. I called Kiseop and asked him to look at their direction. Kiseop did. I said, "That's my friend. Can you wave at them?" and he did! Mimi and Lya were shouting dekat bawah stage tu. Haha, I'm happy for them. And then a few Kiss Me yang lain macam pandang aku jugak. They told me to ask Kiseop to wave at them too. I did. Yelah, I was on stage. I was lucky. Orang lain tak dapat chance apa yang aku dapat so aku rasa apa yang diorang rasa. That is what I want a lucky fan on stage to do. I'm sure that I've done a good thing for the KMs. Kiseop hulur tangan dia nak salam but aku cakap, "High 5." dengan sangat excited. Haha. So then, Kiseop High Five-ed me.

Kiseop was really nice! He is so cute, comel gila. Masa aku cakap yang aku suka tengok muka dia yang comel tu, dia blush. Haha. Comel sangat. And then dia tunduk twice dekat aku sambil cakap 'Thank you.'. Omo, why did you do that, Kiseop?

And then Kiseop pergi depan pulak. Since Kiseop tak boleh cakap English sangat, AJ jadi translator. (I was really lucky that AJ picked me. He's really fluent in English.). I stood next to Dongho!!!

You can see me talking to Dongho in this video ;)

I was talking to Dongho and he said something that made me burst into laughter.

Fatin : Hi chingu!

Dongho : Chingu? *he was surprised!*

Fatin : Yeah, chingu.

Dongho : Seventeen? :D

Fatin : Yeah, I'm seventeen :D

Dongho : High 5!

Fatin : *High 5!* I saw your tweet about Malaysia's weather. It's really hot here.

Dongho : Yeah. I'm sweating. *Dia kipas muka dia dengan tangan.*

Fatin : You know what, your English improves a lot!

Dongho : Thank you. Thank you. *He bowed twice and smiled.*

Fatin : You improve really a lot! :D

Dongho : *sengih sengih*

High 5-ing and chatting with Dongho on stage ;)

Basically, Dongho understand what I told him tapi dia tak tahu nak reply macam mana, just like Kiseop. Dongho is still in the process of learning English with Kevin, Eli and AJ. Tapi serious weh, English dia improve gila-gila! I was actually surprised yang dia faham apa yang aku cakap. He was such a cutie pie. Masa aku borak dengan dia, aku seriously tak rasa macam aku tengah borak dengan a K-Pop celebrity. Aku rasa macam tengah borak dengan kawan yang dah lama kenal. Maybe sebab dia pun seventeen jugak kot, just like me so kami berdua ada Chemistry. Hahaha. Then I saw Mimi and Lya lagi sekali. Lya memang minat gila separuh mati dekat Dongho so I asked Dongho to look at Lya dengan Mimi. He waved at them!

Then, habislah sudah Q&A session. The MC told us that we will be getting an autographed poster of U-Kiss. The boys will sign it for us on stage. I was really shocked since I didn't expect this at all. Dapat cakap dengan diorang atas stage pun aku dah cukup bersyukur.

;)

Autograph session. AJ sangat sexy, okay! Kevin dengan Soo Hyun sangat comel bila diorang try to act macam hyper bila AJ did the sexy dance :P

In the video above, all the other members dah sign dah our posters. Eli was the one yang duduk lama dekat belakang and tulis the wishes for us.

This was what Eli wrote ;')

Nak tahu tak apa yang aku borak dengan Eli and the other members? Then, you have to wait for the next entry :) Oh yeah, another one thing. AJ picked Mimi on the stage for the second game. Weh seriously, AJ is the best ever! I'm so going to write about it in the next entry. Wait for it, ya?

ps: I think AJ chose me because of my handwriting. Hmm, boleh jadi jugak kan? :D

166th Note - 10/06/2011 I was the Luckiest Person Alive (Part 1)

2011-06-12T14:34:00.024+08:00

THIS IS MY STORY ABOUT U-KISS FAN MEETING IN MALAYSIA 2011

Gong sam sam gong. U-Kiss daebak. Gong sam sam gong. Daebak, U-Kiss jjang!
Shin Soo Hyun, Lee Kiseop, Eli, AJ, Hoon Min, Kevin, Shin Dongho,
U-Kiss Jjang!
-0330 fan chant

I arrived at Pavilion at 12 on that historical day. Bila jalan dekat Pavilion je, dari jauh dah nampak banner U-Kiss. I was really excited since I'm a really big fan of U-Kiss. While waiting, Bihah sent me a text message. She asked me to behave and 'jangan lupa diri'. Hahaha. Thanks Bihah, for the text message. I love you.

Mimi and Lya were still on their way when I reached Pavilion. I was shocked to know that there were a few Kiss Me(s) who actually came to Pavilion at 8am. OHMYGOSH, Malaysian KMs are really daebak, right? ^^

Meet Kak Ieda and 'Ain.

'Ain bought her ticket on Thursday. Yes, a day before the fan meeting. I have nothing to say about that. Hahaha. She called me on Wednesday and asked about the ticket price etc :D

Half an hour later, Mimi and Lya came. I swear that they looked so cute! I was like, "Why are you girls so cute?". They were just smiling. Lya hugged me. I was surprised. Lya told me that she was very excited to meet U-Kiss for the first time. To be honest, I felt the same way. I wanted to be hyper too but my mum told me to behave. Hahahaha.

Since we were a bit late, the 4 of us rushed to Desa Sri Hartamas for the lunch session with U-Kiss. We were all hyper in the cab. I think the taxi driver was pissed because we were making so much noise. Hahaha, I feel really bad. Sorry uncle, we can't help it. All we talked about was about U-Kiss, U-Kiss and U-Kiss. I asked, "What do you think will happen if U-Kiss pick us on stage?". Lya and Mimi gave me the "OMG, WE ARE SO GONNA DIE HAPPILY IF U-KISS PICK US ON STAGE!" look. LOL.

Lunch session tu sepatutnya dekat Full House Cafe, Sunway Giza. Since U-Kiss punya management nak buat event ni dekat a Korean Restaurant, Redstar terpaksa ikut je lah. Lepas dah bincang semua benda, Redstar decided untuk buat dekat Daorae. The Muslim fans have nothing to worry about although the restaurant is not a halal restaurant because Redstar dah pilih a Muslim caterer untuk sediakan makanan and dan semua alatan untuk makan. Mula-mula memang rasa tak selesa tapi bila fikir balik, Kak Kino (Redstar Founder) is a Muslim jugak. Dia tahu apa yang boleh dah apa yang tak boleh.

Kalau korang nak tahu, Daorae ni memang sangat-sangat popular dalam kalangan K-Pop artist tau. Dalam restoran ni, aku nampak banyak sangat poster artis-artis Korea yang berautograf. JYJ, Super Junior, U-Kiss, 2AM etc etc. Oh dekat dinding dekat pintu masuk pulak ada gambar Xander pakai baju Melayu! Wah wah wah! Dia sangat comel, tahu? :)

Can you spot me? ;)

Suasana dalam Daorae sebelum U-Kiss sampai.

Meet Lya. She's my junior in SBU. Dia sangat comel kan?

'Ain and Mimi.

Oh and yes, the hyper me with U-Kiss balloon. Thanks for the balloon, Rocketboxx! :)

Selepas beberapa puluh minit menunggu (Ayat nak bombastik je. Tak boleh blah.), suasana dalam Daorae terus riuh rendah. U-Kiss dah lambai-lambai kitaorang from luar. The first person I see was Kevin! Ya Allah, Kevin is such a cutie. Aku tak percaya yang aku nampak diorang, live. LIVE. DEPAN MATA! Masa tu, aku dah tak pandang yang lain dah. Nampak Kevin sorang je. Jantung aku dah berlari berkejaran dah. Hahahaha.

Yang pertama sekali masuk was Dongho. He's my chingu since he is also 17. Sangat cool kan? And then Kevin masuk, lepas tu AJ and the rest. I can't stop myself from screaming. Sumpah weh, tak boleh kawal diri nak menjerit. Masa tengah syok tengok U-Kiss tu, Azura text. Dia suruh aku have fun dan macam Bihah jugak, Azura suruh aku jangan lupa diri. Hahaha. Kawan-kawan aku ni. Ish ish ish.

As you can see the in the video, U-Kiss suruh kitaorang makan dulu. (The nasi goreng cina sucks, by the way) before jumpa diorang. Lepas tu masa Soo Hyun nak pergi, aku jerit dua kali panggil nama dia. Dua kali aku panggil, dua kali dia pusing. Dia cari mana datang suara tu tapi dia tak jumpa. Sad :'( Korang dengar kan suara aku panggil Soo Hyun dalam video tu? :P

After that, the photography session starts! Awesome gila weh. U-Kiss dah arrange themselves macam dalam family potrait. Sangat cool okay? Masa nak ambik gambar tu, kena beratur. Masa beratur tu, aku dah fikir satu ayat untuk semua member. Hahaha. Excited habis. Jantung masa tu tak payah nak cakap. Hehehehe.

Standing (from left to right) : Soo Hyun, Eli, Kiseop

Sitting (from left to right) : AJ, Kevin, I SAT IN THE MIDDLE, Dongho, Hoon

Tunggu punya tunggu, turn aku sampai. I was like shdfyusadbvgatyft45jsdnhuaygt! U-Kiss is in front of me! Is this reality?! Oh yes! It is!

The first person I looked at was Eli. Haha. I didn't see Kevin because he was sitting down. Masa tu aku dengar suara Soo Hyun. He was like, "Hi!" dengan penuh excitednya. And then aku dengar Kiseop, Kevin and AJ cakap "Hi." jugak. Best gila. I looked at Eli. Satu saat. Dua saat. He looked at me and he said, "Hi, nice to meet you!". I passed my notes to U-Kiss members to Eli. Bukan notes sebenarnya but I prepare some simple 'Bahasa Malaysia' words for them to learn. I said, "Errm, I prepare this for U-Kiss. I want you guys to be able to communicate with us.". Eli smiled. I SWEAR HE HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE EVER. Dengan dimple dia, awwh Eli, you made me fall in love with you. Masa borak dengan Eli, aku tak nampak orang lain. I didn't even look at Dongho, Kevin, Kiseop, AJ, Hoon and Soo Hyun pun. (Bertuah punya Fatin!). Aku nampak Eli seorang je. He replied, "Awwh, that is just so sweet. Thank you so much.". Dia sengih lagi. OMG, I think I was about to melompat-lompat dekat situ but Alhamdulillah, I manage to control myself. Good job, Fatin.

After that, I looked at Kevin. He was smiling. The smile was, err, very sweet, sangat comel etc etc. So Kevin! Haha. Kevin said, "Have a seat." to me and he pointed at the chair beside him. I was too excited to think about anything else. Lepas aku dah duduk tu, I turned to Kevin dan mengabaikan Dongho yang duduk dekat the other side dan cakap dekat Kevin, "Kevin, you know what, I love you so much.". Kevin smiled and he said, "Thank you. Come," sambil angkat sebelah tangan dia dan buat bentuk separuh 'love'. You guys know what I mean kan? Kan? Kan? I looked at him again. I was very surprised. Another fan service from Kevin. Awwwwwwh. Kevin, Kevin, Kevin. Aku speechless tapi lepas tu Kevin pandang aku balik and dia angguk kepala dia. (When You Look Me in The Eyes playing as the background music.). Aku terus sambung the 'love' yang Kevin buat dengan tangan aku. Kevin comel sangat. Aku tak boleh nak buat apa-apa. Haha.

Lepas tu, aku terus bangun. Kevin said, "See you tonight at the fan meeting!". Aku dah hyper lagi sekali dah. Masa ni aku tak tahu apa reaction yang lain sebab aku pandang Kevin je. Aku terus keluarkan iPod aku and said to them, "See, I set U-Kiss picture as my iPod wallpaper. Do you guys know that I love you so much?". Masa ni Kevin dengan Eli sengih lagi. Eli terus angkat tangan dia and buat isyarat '2 thumbs up.'. Eli said, "Cool!". The rest pun sengih jugak and AJ said, "Thank you so much.". Kevin said, "Thank you so much for supporting U-Kiss. Please support us in the future yeah?". I was smiling gila tak ingat dunia, and I said, "Of course I will support you guys!". Kevin said, "Thank you. See you tonight.". I'm the happiest person alive when he said that.

Part 2 is coming up next. Wait for it, ya? :D

137th Note; The Acidman? Oh, tidak!

2011-05-14T10:50:00.014+08:00

Haish, aku tak tahu lah apa nak jadi dengan dunia zaman sekarang. Macam-macam benda pelik ada. Macam-macam benda pelik jadi. Sekarang ni kecoh satu Malaysia pasal 'the Acidman'. Seriously, aku tak faham. Apa motif orang ni sebenarnya? Nak pergi main baling-baling asid kat orang tu apa cerita? Dia ingat asid ni macam air paip biasa kot. Pak cik Asid, tak belajar Chemistry ke masa sekolah dulu? Janganlah menyalahgunakan asid. Hish, kalau Pn. Lee tahu, mesti pak cik ni kena bebel dengan Guru Cemerlang Kimia sekolah saya tu. Hah, kalau korang tak dengar lagi pasal ni, baca news yang aku post dekat bawah ni. Kalau nak cerita lebih lanjut, pergi je bukak Utusan Online ke, The Star Online ke, semua ada.

Pada pendapat peribadi aku lah kan, orang yang buat kerja baling-membaling, simbah-menyimbah asid dengan orang ramai ni ada mental disorder oh. Orang yang berfikiran waras takkan buat macam tu. Betul tak? Buat apa nak buat jenayah, kan? Karang tak pasal-pasal meringkuk dalam penjara seumur hidup baru tahu. Dah confirm-confirm nanti future dia habis, masa depan dia musnah. Kan? Oh lain lah pulak kalau penjara tu ada fasialiti macam dekat Buckingham Palace, tempat Prince William dengan Kate kahwin baru-baru ni tu. Kalau betul penjara Malaysia ada yang macam tu, aku pun nak masuk penjara. Ni tak, sembilan puluh sembilan ratus kali lagi worst kot. Please lah.

Daripada pergi baling asid naik motor atau pun kereta, baik duduk rumah je. Tak payah nak keluar duit beli minyak masak, eh silap, petrol. Kan boleh jimat duit kat situ. Aku tak tahulah pulak kalau the Acidman ni orang kaya. Yelah, duit dah banyak sangat, sampai tak tahu nak spend dekat mana. Tu yang dia beli asid banyak-banyak pastu main simbah-menyimbah tu. Haa, maybe that's one of the reason why kot. Pak cik, kalau nak menghabiskan duit pun, janganlah buat benda yang mengarut-ngarut tu. Yang nak simbah asid kat anak orang tu kenapa? Cuba bayangkan kalau orang yang disimbah asid tu anak pak cik sendiri. Bengang tak? Confirm pak cik bengang sampai tak tidur sepuluh hari sepuluh malam. Kalau betul pak cik nak habiskan duit, baik pak cik bagi je duit pak cik dekat saya. Saya pun memang tengah broke tahap gila lepas beli tiket fan meeting U-Kiss dengan pergi PBAKL hari tu.

Hari tu Wangsa Maju. Lepas tu Setiawangsa. Sekarang ni Desa Pandan pulak? Ya Allah, semakin menjadi-jadi pulak the Acidman ni. Desa Pandan dah lah tempat aku membesar pulak tu.

Terima kasih banyak-banyak Pak Cik Asid. Sebab pak ciklah ibu dengan ayah saya tak bagi saya keluar. Kalau nak pergi study pun diorang tak bagi. Risau kalau ada apa-apa yang buruk jadi. Zaman sekarang ni, dunia makin menjadi-jadi. Hah ambik kau, dah keluar dah pantun empat kerat aku. Ohmygodiamsocoollikethat. Perasan punya Fatin, -____-''

Kepada semua golongan wanita dan perempuan dekat luar sana, hati-hati okay? Kalau rasa semacam tu, doa banyak-banyak. Ayat Kursi jangan lupa. Tengok kiri kanan dulu. Make sure yang persekitaran tu safe dan selamat. Elakkan daripada jalan sorang-sorang. Bawaklah kawan sorang dua kalau nak pergi jalan-jalan. Tak pun, bawak bodyguard masing-masing yang badan ketul-ketul, pakai kaca mata hitam bersinar-sinar tu. *Wink wink* Too bad, saya tiada body guard. LOL.

Hah, lupa nak cerita. Cikgu Biology aku ada beritahu hari tu yang salah seorang cikgu praktikal dekat sekolah aku masa aku Form 2 dulu, kena simbah dengan asid. Yang ni betul-betul punya asid tau. Asid yang harm kulit, the one yang buat kulit terbakar. SBUians, ingat lagi tak Cikgu Magfirah? Yang putih melepak, kurus, lawa gila tu. Cikgu Biology aku cakap cikgu ni sekarang still dekat ICU lagi. Dia kena simbah asid masa tengah cross jalan dengan best friend dia. Tapi bahagian badan yang mana yang kena asid, yang tu aku pasti pulak. Yang pastinya, aku dah kena grounded secara tidak rasmi. Big fat sigh. Ohmygodthisissonotcool.

136th Note

2011-05-14T10:14:00.005+08:00

Hi! I just want to let you know that I've received my gift from KBS World! Aku doa siang malam dapat SHINee atau pun TVXQ punya autographed album but then rezeki tersebut tidak berpihak kepada saya. Takpelah, better than nothing kan? So Alhamdulillah, saya telah memenangi album 4 Minute. Not that bad, I guess.

p/s : Laptop saya rosak minggu lepas dan ibu tak nak hantar pergi repair sampai saya habis exam. Maksudnya, lagi 2 minggu baru boleh pergi repair. Sedih gila! :'(

131th Note; You are the only one.

2011-05-08T17:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day, Ibu.

I did not write that letter but that is exactly what I want to say to you. Thanks for everything you have done for me. I may not be the best daughter on this planet but please take note that I love you so much. I really do. I can't imagine my life without you.

128th Note

2011-05-05T18:55:00.004+08:00

[INI ENTRI K-POP]

*fan mode on*

Background song : 0330 (U-Kiss)

I've bought my U-Kiss fan meeting 2011 ticket. What about you? It is still not too late lagi untuk beli tiket. Masuk je page Redstar Presents dekat Facebook and you can get all the details over there. I just can't wait to meet my Kevin and Eli. I can't wait to get their signatures and they will serve me dinner as well. Gaaah, 9th and 10th of June, please come quick! I just can't wait ;)

124th Note; I Guess I'm Lucky

2011-05-01T11:09:00.010+08:00

Taraaaaa, hello everyone. I feel so awesome right now. Teehee. Oh gosh, the hyper Fatin is writing. Pssh, whatever. By the way, IU Day was the bomb and I plan to blog about it later. I promise.

Alhamdulillah, I think I'm lucky. Betul, tak percaya sudah. I don't even know why, but semua peraduan/contest yang aku masuk, semuanya aku menang. Aku betul-betul tak expect langsung yang aku akan menang sebenarnya. Tak berani nak letak high hopes on every contest sebab takut kalau mengharap sangat mesti tak dapat. Nanti kalau frust menonggeng, aku jugak yang susah, kan?

#1 - KBS World "30, 000 Twitter Followers Giveaway"

Picture credit ; Urban Teen Writer

Aku betul-betul tak sangka yang aku menang giveaway ni. What I did was just recording a video for KBS World. Compared to others, video aku paling simple aku rasa. Seriously no joke. Nak tengok tak video tu? Haha, tak boleh. Malu tak payah nak cakap. And you guys can't find it on Youtube anymore since aku dah private kan video tu right after the winner announcement. For this giveaway, aku dapat the limited "Boys Over Flowers Luxury Edition" beserta dengan autograf Kim Bum yang sangat handsome. I wrote an entry about it before, siap dengan video sekali. Entri tu ada dekat (http://fstandsforfatin.blogspot.com/2010/12/day.html) dan (http://fstandsforfatin.blogspot.com/2010/11/only-words.html) ^^

#2 - Ye-Eun_Impact "Video for Yenny"

Aku pun tak jangka yang aku akan memang contest ni. Weh seriously, aku hanyalah budak baru belajar guna Windows Movie Maker malam sebelum aku buat video tu. Before that, I have no idea at all about video editing. Tapi untuk Yenny, aku belajar jugak lah. At the very first place, aku tak buat video ni untuk menang sebenarnya tapi aku buat video ni memang untuk Yenny. Oh you have no idea how I love Yenny. After video tu dah siap, aku memang lega sangat sangat sangat sangat. Frankly said, saya amat berpuas hati dengan hasil kerja saya! Video aku simple but aku rasa it's not that bad for a first timer, kan? Ceeh, nak perasan kejap. Haha. For this contest, I won some postcards from Yenny, wristband and her keychain. YENNY PUNYA KOT! jadsgdjayfd! Ni yang aku hyper tak ingat dunia ni. Aku pun pernah update pasal contest ni, so apa lagi, click lah (http://fstandsforfatin.blogspot.com/2011/03/yeicontest-entry-3-true-queen-wgyenny.html) Oh btw, video itu akan dihantar sebagai VIDEO UTAMA kepada Yenny bersama ratusan video yang lain untuk birthday dia tahun ni.

#3 - HOT FM "Hangatkan Sekolahku."

Oh haha, this one. Aku masuk just because nak satu bilik Editorial Board untuk sekolah aku. We do have an Editorial Board room in our school tapi takde benda pun kat dalam tu. Bilik tu macam takde function je. Lepas tu aku dengar pulak iklan kat Hot FM pasal benda ni. Tell them what you want in your school, kalau menang, they will grant your wish. Aku tak tau pun yang aku menang at first. Satu hari, dalam kereta, tiba-tiba Suraya Hot FM cakap pasal contest ni. Dia ada sebut nama pemenang sekali. Tahniah kepada Naufal, bla bla bla bla, Fatin Hanani. And I was like, "WHAT?!" tapi dalam hati je lah. Ibu cakap, "Hany, jangan nak perasan. Ramai lagi orang nama Fatin Hanani kat Malaysia ni." sambil sengih-sengih. Ibu ingat aku perasan yang nama aku yang diorang announce kat radio. Lepas tu aku cakaplah, "Ibu, kaklong rasa memang kaklong lah Fatin Hanani yang diorang cakap tadi tu. Sebab kaklong memang ada masuk contest tu.". I explained to ibu pasal apa yang aku tulis semua benda. Hazira who sat next to me dalam kereta dah hyper tak ingat dunia dah. Haha, tah pape tah. For this contest, aku tak menang hadiah utama. The grand prize is not mine tapi aku memang RM1000 for SMKSBU. SMK Seri Bintang Utara, you have no idea how much I love you tahu. One thing, I will make sure yang duit yang kitaorang menang tu digunakan untuk Sidang Redaksi. Editorial Board For the Win!

I told Sheng and Vanessa about this. (Sheng and Vanessa are the Editors-in-Chief for 2011 volume). They are my kinda close friends jugaklah since they are also the Top 5s in our school, just like me. Bila aku bagitau je Sheng pasal ni, she was like, "Fatin is the best person on Earth! Fatin is the bomb! Fatin, I love you very much!" and she can't stop hugging me. Vanessa pulak, "OMG that's just so cool! You're the best Head of BM ever!". and she hugged me too. Awwwwh, I love both of you, Sheng and Vanessa.

#4 - KBS World "80, 000 Twitter Followers Giveaway"

Okay, kalau yang lain-lain tu cerita basi, ini bukan cerita basi. Tengok date dekat atas gambar tu. Yup, winner annoucement ini dibuat pada hari Jumaat lepas, bersamaan dengan 28th April 2011. Whoa! Aku menang something from KBS World lagi sekali! Mamma Mia! I wrote a letter to KBS World this time and pos surat tersebut ke Korea. I would like to say thank you kepada ayah saya yang tersayang, Adnan Mohamad yang bersusah-payah menuju ke pejabat pos untuk mengepos surat tersebut ke Korea. Kalau nak tengok antara hadiah yang ada, you guys can click on the link (http://kbsworld.kbs.co.kr/notice_event/notice_event_view.html?no=150&mcode=event&num=48&current_page=1) Since I'm a big fan of SHINee, aku sedang berdoa supaya aku dapat album SHINee. Kalau betul-betul dapat, memang tak tidur sehari semalam aku belek album tu. Ada Minho punya autograf, Key, nak SHINee jugak! Tolong doakan tau! :D Haha, kalau bukan SHINee pun, dapat TVXQ punya pun jadilah. Ada Changmin punya autograf at least. Tapi apa-apa pun, aku dah cukup bersyukur dah pun sampai tahap ni. Tak kisahlah dapat yang mana sekalipun.

I think I'm lucky. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.

117th Note; Awasi Remaja Fanatik K-Pop

2011-04-24T22:47:00.009+08:00

One, two, three, eherm. Mic test, one two. Okay, *Fan girl mode, ON.*

*Background song : A Song Calling For You (SS501)*

[INI ENTRI K-POP.]

Hah, ambik kau. Tajuk entri ni, bukan main lagi. K-poppers, I don't know if korang dah dengar about this or not. Berita Harian wrote something about K-Pop. The K-Poppers in Malaysia are mad because of the article. Tak baca lagi? Okay then, click dekat website ni and sila baca sendiri apa yang diorang tulis. Page 1 (http://img850.imageshack.us/f/page1vw.jpg/) and page 2 (http://img14.imageshack.us/f/page2ya.jpg/). Sila baca sampai habis dulu, baru baca entri ni. Terima kasih.

Berita Minggu, Berita Harian, Ruangan Nasional bertarikh 24 April 2011;

Minat K-Pop Menjejaskan Industri Hiburan Tanah Air.

Well, memang pun. Industri hiburan tanah air Malaysia dah lama takde bagi apa-apa impact bagi aku. I mean, come on lah. Drama semua cliché habis, music arrangement pun pelik semacam, lyrics lagilah. Is it really hard to accept that industri hiburan tanah air kita ni dah tak sama macam dulu? Maybe dulu aku dengar lagu Spider, OAG, Flop Poppy, Gerhana Ska Cinta etc. But now? Mungkin ada satu ada dua lagu zaman sekarang yang aku minat tapi bukan semua. Sekarang ni dekat Malaysia, semua orang nak menyanyi. Kalau ada talent betul-betul nak menyanyi, go ahead, teruskan. Tapi? And then, kenapa nak blame K-Pop je? Kenapa tak nak tulis "Minat Hollywood Jejas Industri Hiburan Tanah Air?" Tu hah, banyak sangat peminat Justin Bieber, Bruno Mars, Katy Perry, Britney Spears, Lady Gaga kat Malaysia ni. Boleh pulak? When it comes to K-pop, semua salah lah ni? Do you want to know why I'm totally into K-Pop? Sebab talent yang artis diorang ada. They can sing, act, dance and as well as emceeing. Diorang ada banyak bakat. On je music, they can dance right away. Bukan niat untuk condemn ataupun mengutuk, tapi Malaysia ada ke artis yang serba boleh macam tu? Setakat ni, takde lagi, kan? Another one thing, reality show diorang semua best-best. Dahlah ada moral, lepas tu totally lain daripada yang lain pulak tu. Tengok je lah Hello Baby, Happy Together, Dream Team dengan 1 Night 2 Days. Kita ada nak terbitkan reality shows macam tu? Yang lain daripada yang lain?

Peminat Sanggup Berhabis

I have to admit yang memang aku beli banyak merchandise pun. Tapi kan, tak pernah sekali pun aku mintak duit parents aku, habiskan duit ibu and ayah just to buy those merchandise. Saya ulang sekali lagi, TAK PERNAH sama-sekali. Semua album, drama, movie, merchandise yang saya beli adalah dengan menggunakan duit belanja seharian saya. Aku kadang-kadang cuba cut off budjet duit belanja sekolah setiap hari just to save duit untuk beli barang-barang K-pop tahu. Semua drama, posters, albums and collection yang aku ada, semuanya either menggunakan duit royalti yang aku dapat ataupun duit aku sendiri. Memang membazir tapi kan kalau nak diikutkan aku jarang sangat pergi shopping. Kalau banyak kali pergi shopping membazir jugak kan? Tapi janji kau tak kikis duit orang lain, hati happy, takde masalah lah nak shopping banyak mana sekali pun. Samalah macam kes ni. Duit aku habis kat situ je and I don't even use orang lain punya duit. Salah ke nak berhabis sikit? Tak salah kan, as long as I'm happy with my life. Ke nak aku hidup dengan banyak duit but tak happy? I rather spend my money on the merchandise daripada habiskan duit aku bersosial tak tentu hala yang dah tentu-tentu bawak dosa.

Elak Kes Bunuh Diri Akibat Obses Muzik Korea

I am a big fan of K-Pop. Memang aku nak bunuh diri sangat lah sekarang ni sebab obses dengan muzik Korea. Memang aku nak bunuh diri sekarang ni sebab obses dengan Super Junior, Wonder Girls dengan U-Kiss. Memang aku nak bunuh diri sangatlah sebab tak dapat pergi concert Super Junior sebab ada something happened. Tolonglah! We are not that stupid to commit suicide just because of those reasons. Budak kecik umur 4 tahun pun tahu yang bunuh diri tu haram seharam-haramnya dalam Islam. Tak cium bau Syurga pun kalau bunuh diri. We have our brains lah. Memanglah tak dinafikan yang statistik menunjukkan yang ramai rakyat Korea bunuh diri tapi tak semua yang diorang buat kita kena ikut, kan? Peribahasa pun ada cakap, 'yang baik dijadikan teladan, yang buruk dijadikan sempadan.'. So, kalau dah tahu diorang tu dok buat benda yang salah, kenapa kita perlu ikut? Buat tak tahu sudahlah.

Membawa Pengaruh Negatif; Pemakaian Kurang Sopan

Habis tu sekarang ni Fasha Sandha tu tak seksi lah? Artis kita berkemban, pakai skirt pendek kalau boleh nak bagi nampak peha semua, baju ketat, baju tak cukup kain semua tu pakaian sopan sangat lah? Yang tu dah tentu-tentu Islam, pun pakai seksi jugak. Apa cerita? Tu hah, Lady Gaga tu, sopan sangat lah dia sekarang? Tak payah Google gambar Gaga, tengok video clip dia kat Youtube pun dah tahu dia jenis yang macam mana. Pasal baju ni, ada sebab kenapa kemeja-kemeja T untuk artis Korea dijual. Tanya semua K-poppers kalau tak percaya. Pergi konsert Super Junior kitaorang pakai T-shirt Suju. Pergi fan meeting BEAST, pakai T-shirt BEAST. Pakai T-shirt pun seksi kah? Lepas tu, artis Korea banyak pakai Hoodie lah. Dah tentu-tentu Hoodie tu lengan panjang and besar. Oh, pakai hoodie yang besar, lengan panjang tu pun orang cakap seksi gila kan? Memang, memang. Pfft! Kalau diorang nak pakai legging ke, hot pants ke apa ke, at least diorang memang dah tentu-tentu bukan Islam. Tu hah, ramai jugak artis Malaysia yang eherm, pakai macam tu, bahkan lagi teruk pun ada. Yang tu tak seksi pulak lah kan? Oh ya, saya faham. Saya faham sangat.

Well, I don't mind if you hate K-Pop. Takpe, aku tak kisah. Minat tu kan masing-masing punya hal. Betul kan? Aku tak pernah kutuk or memperendahkan minat someone. You are a fan of Lady Gaga? Fine. Kau suka Justin Bieber? Oh okay, no problem. Awak minat Avenged Sevenfold? Sure, why not? You are one of Bruno Mars biggest fans? Well, I'm a fan too. Anda minat dengan Taylor Swift who inspires young teenage girls out there? I like some of her songs. So why can't you accept K-Pop the way it is? Kalau tak suka pun, simpan sendiri dah lah. Tak perlu nak buat entri, artikel segala bagai bagitahu satu dunia.

PS; Memang susah kalau aku dah masuk dalam mode fan girl.

116th Note - Looking Back

2011-04-24T18:06:00.007+08:00

Orang sekarang ni tengah cakap pasal concert Justin Bieber, aku sekarang nak cakap pasal concert lain.

I went to Istana Budaya yesterday. Buat apa? Jap jap, nak ceritalah ni. A few days back, ayah dapat 6 free tickets untuk tengok Konsert Untukmu Loloq. At first, I thought it was some kind of musical ke, theater ke etc etc. Tak expect pun yang benda ni concert. Back to the story, bos ayah ni macam ada link dengan orang Istana Budaya, so he is one of the sponsors lah. Pastu tak tau kenapa, tak ada angin, tak ada ribut, tiba-tiba je dia bagi ticket free kat ayah. Rezeki kitaorang lah kot. I have to admit yang I was kinda excited because aku belum pernah lagi menjejakkan kaki ke Istana Budaya before this. Seriously, jakun gila kot. Haha. Setakat jalan naik kereta sebelah Istana Budaya tu dah banyak kali dah rasanya. Tapi bab masuk dalam, yesterday was my first time.

Konsert Untukmu Loloq ni actually satu konsert untuk mengenang balik jasa-jasa Allahyarham Rosli Khamis ataupun lebih dikenali sebagai Loloq in our music industry. Siapa tak kenal Arwah Loloq kan? Dia tulis banyak sangat lagu and dia pernah dianugerahkan Anugerah Penulis Lagu Terbanyak dalam Malaysia ni. Cuba cari balik lirik-lirik yang dia tulis. Almost semua lirik-lirik tu best. Now, cuba try compare pulak lyrics yang dia tulis dengan lirik-lirik yang ada sekarang ni. Tak sama kan? Betul lah orang kata, arwah is one in a million. Susah nak jumpa orang yang boleh tulis lirik macam dia.

Antara artis yang buat persembahan last night ialah Ella, Ramli Sarip, Spider dan M. Nasir. Sekali dengar, I was like, "Nyeeeeeeh.". Haha, you know what I mean kan? Concert Justin Bieber aku tak pergi, ni pulak concert M. Nasir dengan Ramli Sarip. Memang tak ah kan. Well, aku kan termasuk dalam golongan teenager yang perasan urban. Lol. Sinar FM pun tak nak dengar. Nak dengar Fly FM je memanjang. Radio lain jangan harap. Hmmph, bagus sangat (Y)

Dalam hall, before concert.

Oh btw, mula-mula nenek tak nak pergi. Tapi kitaorang ada 6 tickets yang worth RM300 satu, so agak rugilah jugak kalau nak burn macam tu je. Tapi aku sebagai along yang bijak, pandai, cerdik, cerdas, pintar, rajin (Saya Bijak Sekali!) *sila nyanyi dalam intonasi lagu Along Bijak* ni, tah macam mana aku pujuk nenek, she agreed to join us. Fuyoh, jangan main-main weh. My grandmother rocks tahu. Haha, cerita nak gebang je, aku ni. Actually, I did not do much pun. What I said was only, "Nek, jom lah nek pergi sekali. Nanti dok rumah sorang-sorang confirm boring. Kalau pergi mesti best.". That's it. So yeah, kesemua 6 orang dalam rumah saya pergi.

Ella was the first one yang buat performance. First time tengok Ella, aku sumpah terkejut gila. Gila pun terkejut macam tu. She is so beautiful! Ya Allah, seriously. Dalam TV, dalam newspaper dia nampak biasa-biasa je, dekat luar lawa habis. She is 46, sebaya dengan ayah tapi she looks like she's in her early thirties. Gila kan? Ayah told us that Ella was his tuition friend masa sekolah dulu. Dah nama pun Konsert Untukmu Loloq, Ella nyanyi lagu-lagu yang Loloq tulis. She sang 4 songs if I'm not mistaken tapi aku ingat tiga je. The songs are Bagaikan Puteri, Nuri and Layar Impian. She has such a melodious voice. Bukak mulut kecik je tapi suara tinggi kemain. Dahlah lawa pulak tu. Listening to the songs, aku ikut nyanyi sekali. Lagu-lagu tu famous masa aku sekolah tadika kot! Cameras and phones are not allowed at all. Ingatkan nak record video, tapi aku takut kena laser dengan pakcik botak yang muka garang gila yang duduk kat belakang tu, so aku duduk diam-diam je. This is what it looks like, masa performance Ella dengan lagu Bagaikan Puteri cuma baju dia lain. Ni persembahan dia masa hari Jumaat hari tu.

Credits to the owner. Log on to this website to read more; (http://runwitme.blogspot.com/2011/04/photo-ella-ramli-sarip-m-nasir-spider.html)

And then, ada Ramli Sarip. I don't know the title of the song yang Ramli Sarip nyanyi but dia dengan Ella ada duet lagu Dunia Batinku. Weh, the duet was the bomb tahu tak?! Best ya amat. Suara tinggi, takde sekat-sekat pun.

Whoa! Next was Spider. Spider was my favourite band when I was in standard err, 2 I guess. Who cares which grade I was in back then but I was a big fan of Spider dulu-dulu tahu. I know most of their songs such as Aladdin, Kasih Latifah, Laukku Cukup Masin, Relaku Pujuk etc etc. Ingat aku tak layan rock kapak ke dulu-dulu? Aku layan jugak, okay! Masa Spider buat performance pun aku nyanyi sekali. Konon-konon perasan superstar lah kan menyanyi sekali masa diorang tengan perform atas stage. Apa yang aku respect pasal Spider, diorang main guitar sendiri kot masa performance diorang. Salute! Best, best, best. Dengan lyrics on screen dekat kiri and kanan hall, aku bukan main lagi berkaraoke sekali. Tapi jangan risau, no one can hear my voice as dia punya music iringan kuat sangat. Bergegar hati. That sounds so wrong but betul oh. Hahaha.

After that ada Sifu M. Nasir! He sang lagu yang boleh dikatakan aku tak pernah dengar langsung. He said that lagu yang dia nyanyi tu was one of the earliest lagu yang Arwah pernah tulis. No wonder lah aku tak pernah dengar, aku tak lahir lagi rupanya. Before concert habis, Ella, Spider, Ramli Sarip and M. Nasir nyanyi lagu Mentera Semerah Padi sama-sama. Ni lagi satu, TERBAIK WEH! Kalau aku jadi Cikgu Siti Hajar yang ajar vokal tu, aku akan repeat benda yang sama setiap kali bagi komen, "Marvellous! Perfecto! Secreto de Amor!" Hahaha.

Oh, lupa pulak nak cakap yang antara persembahan tu, ada orang yang macam cakap something kat tengah-tengah. I don't really know how to explain so I hope you guys understand why I'm trying to explain. Ada tiga orang yang cakap-cakap tu but one of them was quite familiar. Mula-mula macam tak kenal sangat tapi after dah a few seconds baru aku perasan yang tu Azrul. Kenal tak Azrul?! Alah, Azrul yang Raja Lawak tu. Dia dalam kumpulan Cham dengan Along. The short one, bukan yang tinggi tu. Satu batch Raja Lawak dengan Nabil. If you are a big fan of Raja Lawak, I'm sure you know them. Cham was the 1st Runner Up masa season Raja Lawak tu.

Then, habis... Haha, teruk bebenor. Habiskan cerita macam tu je. Tapi betul apa, lepas tu habis dah concert. Nak pergi mana lagi kan? Balik lah. Tapi before balik, ada jugaklah gambar yang sempat ditangkap. Alah, sikit je. Sekadar buat kenangan, ibu kata.

Ibu & Ayah, dekat Hall Utama Istana Budaya.

Oh, saya juga! Semestinya! :D

PS;

- Surprisingly, I had fun. Best, best, best. Betapa ruginya aku if I decided untuk tidak pergi seperti yang aku rancang sebelum malam semalam.

- Masa duduk dalam Panggung Sari, aku terasa macam ada dalam cerita The Phantom of the Opera. Hahaha. Nak tahu kenapa tak? Sebab dekat dalam Panggung Sari tu ada boxes yang macam tempat the Phantom duduk tengok Christine Daae perform Think of Me tu. Trololol.

114th Note - Being real.

2011-04-22T23:45:00.005+08:00

Beberapa bulan atau pun minggu yang lepas, we discussed about online shopping in class during English. Yes, online shopping. Satu benda yang saya selalu sangat buat! I'm not the type of person yang selalu keluar rumah, shopping sana, shopping sini. Aku boleh dikatakan hanya keluar apabila perlu je. Haha. Most of the girls yang dekat luar sana maybe seorang shopaholic but that's definitely not me. Family aku pun bukan jenis yang keluar sangat-sangat. Kalau nak shopping pun, maybe sikit-sikit. Alah, senang cerita, jarang sangat nak pergi keluar shopping. Duduk rumah, on laptop lagi best. Kepala tak pening, tak payah fikir pasal jalan sesak ke tak, tak payah sakit mata tengok manusia akhir zaman ni. Betul kan?

Kalau online shopping, aku biasanya beli pashmina atau pun shawl je. Beg, aksesori etc. etc. tak pernah beli pun lagi. Tapi aku selalu jugaklah pergi blog walking from one blog to another just to survey barang. Macam window shopping jugaklah kiranya ni. Kalau window shopping, kaki penat kena jalan from one shop to another, tapi kalau online shopping kaki tak penat. I have to admit that by doing window shopping online, saya rasa happy jugak.

For you guys who has never done online shopping before, saya nasihatkan anda untuk baca testimonial previous buyers dulu. Kalau ramai cakap okay, bagus, puas hati dengan kualiti barang, baru beli. Jangan beli melulu. Saya tak cakap semua tapi ada a few blog shops yang saya view, ramai sangat cakap jangan percaya dekat owner blogshop tu. Diorang kata dia penipu. Tapi banyak jugak blogshop-blogshop yang lain yang still boleh percaya. Cuma it depends on you guys lah.

Hah, sebelum aku terlupa, satu lagi tips sebelum online shopping ialah dengan membandingkan harga. Dekat Malaysia ni memang ada sangat-sangat-mangat-semangat banyak blogshop. Cakap je korang nak apa. Dress, bag, shoes, sneakers, belts, shawl, purse, pashmina, semua ada. Maybe ada blogshop yang jual sesuatu item tu dengan harga yang agak tinggi. Kalau korang rasa macam tak berbaloi, then jangan beli. Fikir dua tiga kali dulu before beli. Kalau nak beli jugak, pergi dekat other blogshop and tanya the owner sama ada diorang ada ke tak benda yang korang cari tu. In this situation, you have to be really hardworking untuk meninjau dari satu blog ke blog yang lain. Kalau susah sangat pun, pergi je cari sendiri item yang korang nak tu dekat shopping complex. Mesti ada kan?

Oh yeah, if korang ni hantu beg, you can go to Anna Syue Fashion House's blog. Serious cakap, all the bags yang diorang jual memang lawa tahap maksima. Aku memang suka gila tengok beg-beg dekat blog ni. Harga pun not that bad. Takdelah mahal mana, still affordable bagi aku. Aku dah baca a few testimonials from the buyers dan rata-ratanya, diorang cakap yang they are quite satisfied dengan the bags. So, kira okeylah kan? Aku dah survey dah and memang ada beberapa beg yang aku plan nak beli tapi I decided to tunggu dulu. I spent too much nowadays. Purse pun dah makin nipis. I need moneh! Btw, if nak pergi blog Anna Syue, pergi www.annasyue.blogspot.com

And for the girls yang nak shopping tudung, korang boleh pergi kat blog Fizza, www.fizza-closet.blogspot.com . Aku salah seorang customer dia. Aku selalu jugaklah shopping tudung dekat blog dia. I'm really crazy about pashminas and shawls nowadays, so yeah.

ps : I can't find any suitable pictures for this entry so takde gambar untuk entri ni, terima kasih.

113th Note - Une lettre à Roméo

2011-04-20T19:51:00.006+08:00

*background music playing, Falling in by Lifehouse*

I can't wait to tomorrow
This feeling has swallowed me whole
And know that I've lost control
This hearth that I've followed
Has left me so hollow
That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything.

Dear you,

Thanks for being such a good friend all these while. No words can ever describe how much I appreciate you as a friend. You are always there, giving me advices when I'm down. You are always there, lending me your ears when I tell you how suck my life is. You have never look down on me, not even once. You told me that you will always believe in me whenever I said that I can't do this or that. You always know when and how to encourage me. You always know the right words to say, to make me feel better. You are the one person who never fails to put a smile on my face just by saying a simple 'Hello'. For me, you are just amazing, just the way you are.

Sincerely,

Me.

112th Note - [fill in your text here]

2011-04-20T19:23:00.005+08:00

This is just so cool, isn't it? :)

ps; I did not update this blog for such a period of time and I have to admit that I kinda lost my blogging skills. I don't even know how to write or merepek in my blog anymore. Pity me :(

107th Note - Is it just me?

2011-04-16T08:41:00.001+08:00

;)

96th Note - It will never be too late.

2011-04-05T14:25:00.006+08:00

I think I'm lost.

Kalendar hari ini menunjukkan tarikh 5 April 2011 bersamaan dengan 222 hari lagi sebelum SPM menampakkan bayangnya #notetoself

MAK DATUK! Dah April? Kenapa cepat sangat?

I have to admit that 2011 is my busiest year so far. Daripada AJK BM sampailah Ketua Trup untuk Pengakap. I'm exhausted. I'm tired. Setiap hari lepas habis kelas tambahan, mesti rushing gila nak buat semua benda. Itulah, inilah. Tu belum masuk lagi kerja-kerja lain. Almost everyday kena stayback kat sekolah. Koko memang wajib kena stayback. Tak boleh langsung ponteng sebab pakcik Guard kunci main gate sekolah. Memang terbaik. Kalau takde koko, ada meeting. Kalau takde meeting, ada je hal nak kena buat. Lepas tu, malam pulak ada tuition. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, aku rasa macam dah jadi robot sekarang ni. Mana tak nya, every single day mesti jadual yang sama. Lepas tu, we have to repeat the schedule again for the following week and again and again and again and trust me, it will never stop. Sigh. FML.

Komitmen dah lah banyak, lepas tu homework pun lagilah bertambah-tambah banyak. Aku selalu mengadu kat ibu yang aku penat dengan life aku sekarang ni. Konon nak attention lah kan, haha. Ibu asked me to bawak bersabar banyak-banyak sebab ibu kata it's not only me who feels this way (Penat, nak mengamuk, nak marah orang, sakit hati, over sensitif, bla bla bla). Orang lain pun sama. But is it true? I'm not sure. Maybe yes, maybe no. Tepuk dada, tanya selera. Kalau mood ibu lagi baik, she will massage my shoulder. Oh, that feels heaven tahu tak. Tapi takde maknanya ibu nak urut bahu aku lama-lama, 1 minit cukup. Harapanlah nak suruh ibu urut lama-lama kan since ibu pun ada komitmen lain terhadap Angah dengan Achik. Kalau mood 'evil' ibu datang, ibu akan balas macam ni je bila aku mengadu, "Tulah, padan muka. Siapa suruh ambik banyak sangat jawatan kalau dah tahu tak boleh handle...". Masa ni, aku rasa macam kahdhsavgfdrtcdersfsawe je. Hahahaha.

Homeworks kitaorang memang berkali-kali-tambah dan berkali-kali-darab banyak daripada Form 4. Form 1, 2, 3 tak payah cerita. Homework diorang senang kacang golek. Kerja rumah dah lah banyak, complicated pulak tu. Ya Allah sakitnya kepala nak siapkan. Kalau karangan BM ataupun Summary English boleh terima lagi, ni tak. Chemistry, Physics, Sejarah, Add Maths, etc etc. BILA MASANYA NAK STUDY FOR SPM? Memang sangat-sangat takde masa. Dan bila takde masa, memang tak study lah jawabnya. Cikgu, jangan bagi kami kerja rumah banyak-banyak eh? Anak-anak murid kesayangan anda ini tak larat nak siapkan. *Auntie, please take note. Jangan bagi banyak homeworks dekat student auntie.*. Cikgu cikgu, apa kata cikgu bagi less homework? Boleh eh? Ala, boleh la, boleh lah. Pleaaaaaseeeeeeee? ;)

Tapi aku tekad oh, I'm going to aim for Straight As. Aku tak kira, aku nak naik stage jugak untuk ambik slip keputusan aku from Pengetua. It is still not too late dan aku sendiri percaya yang di mana ada kemahuan pasti di situ ada jalan. Straight As is not impossible at all. Betul kan? One thing for sure, you need to put much effort on it lah, baru boleh success. Janganlah tak study langsung, pastu kau aim Straight As. Memang lah tak boleh nak dapat Straight As kalau macam tu gayanya. Study, Doa, Tawakal. Ikut step by step, InsyaAllah, kejayaan milik kita bersama. Hahaha. I'm so sorry for the skema sentences. Pakai glasses, sikat rambut ke belakang, nerd mode, on.

Actually, I don't even know what to write about in my blog. I wrote this just as a reminder for myself. The reason why I don't write much here nowadays is because I've found another place to write. It's a safer, I guess. Oh, before I put a dot in this entry, believe it or not, your final year in high school is not going to be easy. Serious. Tak tipu.

78th Note - Dude, that's not cool.

2011-03-18T22:03:00.006+08:00

Love your life - XOXO

1. Kau rasa kau cool ke kalau merokok?
2. Kenapa kau nak merokok sangat?
3. Tak takut ke risiko penyakit sebab rokok?
4. Weh, tak sayang nyawa? Nak mati cepat?
5. Kau tak malu ke dengan uniform sekolah pergi beli rokok?
6. Mak bapak kau tahu tak yang kau merokok?

Sorry for the harsh questions. Kenapa tiba-tiba aku nak cakap pasal rokok? Secara jujurnya, saya sangat-sangat meluat kalau tengok budak sekolah yang masih lagi dalam school uniform pegang kotak rokok pastu dengan bangganya keluarkan rokok, keluarkan mancis etc. pastu nak start merokok. Dude, WTH? Kau tak sedar ke yang kau dah membahayakan diri sendiri? Pastu tak pasal-pasal orang lain pulak terpaksa jadi secondhand smoker pulak kan. Ya Allah, sakitnya hati. Kalau dah kerja ke apa ke, aku fahamlah jugak. Duit nak beli rokok pun guna duit sendiri. Ni tak, duit belanja pun mak bapak yang bagi, ada hati nak beli rokok. Cakap kat mak, cakap kat bapak, nak duit extra nak beli buku, last-last tengok pergi 7 Eleven, beli rokok. Sumpah aku cakap, I'm annoyed. Kau tahu tak yang kau dah mencemarkan imej budak sekolah?

Okay, maybe this is not my problem. Mungkin ada yang nak cakap, "Hidup aku, suka hati akulah." or even worst, "Aku yang nanti masuk kubur dulu sebab rokok, kau nak sibuk apahal?". Masalahnya sekarang, aku cukup tak suka jadi secondhand smoker tahu tak? Tak pasal-pasal jangka hayat hidup aku dah berkurang sikit. Kau nak merokok, pergi jauh-jauh. Jangan nak membahayakan nyawa orang-orang sekeliling kau. Dahlah tu, pakai uniform sekolah lagi. Weh, seriously, kau tak tahu malu ke? Orang semua dah bagi signal dengan pandangan mata yang cukup tajam, tapi tak faham bahasa lagi ke? Semua orang dah pandang, still buat muka stone cold dia lagi. Bang, tak malu ke? Awak suka jadi the center of attention eh? Ke awak fikir awak cool sebab semua orang pandang awak? Sorry lah bang, tapi saya tak rasa awak cool. Nak cuba jadi cool? Maaf lah ye, cuba lagi. Awak gagal jadi cool dengan taktik ni, #epicfail. Terima kasih.

Someone asked me before, "Smokers memang antara faktor yang buat diorang turn off ke?". Well, I don't know how you guys would respond to this question, but for me, YES, IT IS. I don't want a smoker as a husband. Well yes, sorry for that. Ibu pernah cakap dekat aku, "Kalau nak cari suami, cari yang beragama, boleh didik kita dan yang paling penting, cari suami yang tak merokok. Kalau dia merokok, ibu awal-awal akan cakap NO.". See? Kau bagi tahu aku sekarang siapa yang suka orang yang merokok. Kalau kau dapat list kan sepuluh nama berserta bukti, datang sini jumpa aku, aku belanja kau makan breakfast/lunch/dinner seminggu.

Kalau pelajar lelaki merokok, aku still boleh terima lagi. *Okay, sebenarnya aku memang tak boleh terima walau apa pun alasan dia bagi. Bagilah 10 hatta 1000 alasan sekalipun, I will say no jugak.* Ni tak, ada jugak perempuan yang merokok. Yes people, she was in her school uniform. Pastu selamba je kan, duduk dekat Starbucks minum Vanilla Cream, relaks kejap, keluarkan rokok, act macam takde sape nampak and start buat business rokok dia kat situ. Bukan sebatang tau, dua batang rokok at the same time. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Sebagai seorang pelajar sekolah, saya sangat-sangat malu. Pastu bila parents aku nampak, hah, mula lah diorang bagi ceramah free. Tak pasal-pasal aku jugak yang kena bebel. =____='' Tak pasal-pasal, aku jugak yang kena. jdfdfejWTFishjats! Bengang tahu!

And another one more thing, aku cukup pantang kalau nampak orang post gambar pegang rokok dekat Facebook. Bangga sangat lah sekarang yang kau merokok? Muka lawa-lawa tapi pegang rokok. It is such a shame. Kalau aku jadi lelaki, aku malu tengok perempuan macam tu. Oh sebelum aku terlupa, aku rasa nak ketuk je kepala perempuan bertudung yang merokok. Akak/Adik, adakah awak tahu yang awak telah mencemarkan imej wanita Islam? Orang zaman sekarang dah jarang cakap pasal bangsa. Orang zaman sekarang lebih suka kritik agama. Betul tak? Jangan sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. Jangan sebab seorang, semua wanita Muslim dipandang serong. Lagipun, tak manis lah orang pandang. Tak elok. Tak elok. Tak elok. Dan bila parents saya nampak, saya lagi yang kena bebel. How great. Sukanya saya bila kena bebel. PFFT.

Kesimpulannya, sayangilah nyawa anda. Anda mampu mengubahnya.

73th Note - The Reason I'm Smiling

2011-03-14T11:35:00.012+08:00

INI ENTRY BASI.

Pada pagi itu, saya buka emel saya dan tiba-tiba satu email masuk. Emel tersebut adalah emel daripada YeEun_Impact. YeEun_Impact is a community for Park Ye Eun's supporter. Dan emelnya berbunyi, jeng jeng jeng :

Sumpah saya speechless. Tak tahu nak cakap apa. And then, saya pergi bukak Twitter pulak. Lepas tu ada satu mesej lain masuk dalam mention saya, jeng jeng jeng :

Saya diam lagi. Hati dah menjerit tapi mulut tak cakap apa-apa. Lepas tu, saya pergi pulak website YeEun_Impact. Last last, ini yang saya jumpa, jeng jeng jeng :

YA ALLAH! I won :D You have no idea how happy I am to hear about this news. Sesungguhnya saya tidak tidur satu malam tahu semata-mata hendak menyiapkan video ini. Saya belajar cara nak guna Windows Movie Maker. Saya belajar cara edit video. Saya belajar macam-macam just untuk masuk competition ini. Dan akhirnya, the victory is mine, baby! Lol, sorry, I'm just too excited. Lulz. Sorry again. Saya happy sebab video saya akan dihantar sebagai birthday present untuk Yenny nanti, pada bulan Jun ni. Oh, btw, Yenny tahu kewujudan YeEun_Impact. Saya suka! Saya suka! Kyaaa!

Nak tengok video yang saya buat? Okay, click play :)

66th Note - The Unexpected One

2011-03-07T15:34:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

We had our "Hari Merentas Desa" or cross country on Friday. I know that I'm supposed to write about it on last Saturday or at least Sunday but I'm sorry. Mood untuk menulis tak datang-datang jugak so yeah. Hahaha.

I was injured sebenarnya on Friday. Masa nak datang sekolah tu, aku terslipped. Nak tahu tak apa yang jadi? Aku terlepas satu anak tangga and then jatuh tergolek dog dekat anak tangga yang last sekali. Yes, memang tak dinafikan memang macam nangka wangi. Hahaha. But then, memang terbaik lah kan jatuh tangga pagi sebelum merentas desa. Can you imagine that? I swear I was actually panic that morning sebab takut tak boleh nak lari. Ibu asked whether I wanted to skip school or not and I told her that I'm okay. Well, it's my last year in high school kan? Tak nak lah sebab jatuh sikit je dah mengada-ngada tak nak datang sekolah kan? Kalau kaki patah ke, terkehel ke, apa ke, still acceptable lah lagi. Betul tak? Oh yes, for your information, saya masih belum pernah skip sekolah masa merentas desa tau. Weeheee, *self applause.* Bangga tahu?

Dan saya pun berjalan masuk ke sekolah pada pagi itu dengan terhincut-hincut...

Senam robik was one of the must activity every year. Macam biasa, setiap tahun, Captain dan Co-Captain untuk setiap rumah sukan yang kena handle senam robik ni. Oh yes, kawan-kawan saya ramai yang ada dekat atas pentas untuk handle senam robik. I am proud. Hahahaha. Arif and Bihah terlibat sama as they are the Captain and the Co-Captain for Cooke. Aku memang tahu yang diorang akan naik pentas tapi nak tau satu benda tak? Okeylah meh sini aku cerita. After the senam robik, we did poco-poco. The whole school did the poco-poco dance. Terbaik kan? After poco-poco, aku terdengar satu muzik yang memang tidak asing lagi kepada telingaku, which is lagu Nobody. Azura who was standing beside me, pat my shoulder and dia kata, "Fatin, favourite kau ni." dengan senyuman hot stuff nya. Haha. I'm confused at that moment. Betul-betul confuse. DAN TIBA TIBA, jeng jeng jeng.

Lagu Nobody (Wonder Girls) berkumandang and tanpa disangka-sangka
THEY STARTED TO DANCE! YA ALLAH!

Trust me, you have no idea how excited I am seeing Arif, Bihah, Wan and Afiq dance to my favourite song. Like hello, you know how much I love the Wonder Girls kan? Aku kat situ dah menjerit macam orang kena histeria, seriously. Dan yang lebih memeranjatkan lagi, Wan taught them the dance! Lagi lah aku terperanjat. Azura dah geleng kepala dah tengok aku macam kena sawan kat situ. Hahaha. Sampai hati diorang tak bagi tahu yang ada Nobody dance that day. Arif and Bihah told me that that dance was a surprise for everyone. Percayalah cakap saya people, the Captains and the Co-Captains of SBU sangat-sangat comel menari tarian tu. Lagi-lagi Arif and Bihah. Saya tabik! Arif told me that dancing Nobody atas stage macam memalukan diri sendiri. Lek ah der, you guys were so cute. SERIOUSLY, no lie. And the wink part Arif, Ya Allah. Like what Azura said, you gained 50 crushes after you do that ;)

So lepas tu, dah start kena lari. Ee Lin told me not to run because she's scared that kaki aku lagi teruk nanti but who cares? Aku nak lari jugak. Nak jugak! Nak jugak! Haha. Before the event, I asked Azura to massage my leg and Alhamdulillah, kaki kanan saya bertambah baik lepas tu. Saya lari dengan Azura and Sindu at first, but bila sampai dekat tengah jalan, ada something macam mencucuk-cucuk balik tempat yang jatuh pagi tu, and I decided to stop for a while. Masa tu, Allah je lah yang tahu sakit macam mana. I started to walk sikit-sikit and tak lari terus, and Alhamdulillah lagi sekali, I manage to finish the race, walaupun injured. Yes! :D

Oh and petang tu, the F3s and the F5 (muslims) ada program khemah ibadat. I spent my first night in the hostel. OMG, I JUST LOVE THE HOSTEL LIFE. My first night ever in the hostel was the best night ever. Well, it depends on your dorm mates actually. Lucky me, I was placed in the same dorm with my favourite girls. Don't ask me what happened because all of us agreed that what happened in the dorm, stays in the dorm. So yeah. Tapi memang, kalau betullah kehidupan asrama macam tu, I want to live over there too! Oh, maybe asrama SBU je kot yang macam tu. I'm not sure and I don't know. One thing for sure, I will never ever forget how I spent my first night in the dorm. Yikes! I love it :D

ps; Tiba-tiba saya rasa macam nak letak Cbox balik dekat blog ni supaya memudahkan orang yang nak cakap atau interact dengan saya. Should I? Okay Fatin dah, jangan perasan yang kononnya blog kau ramai orang baca. Perasan tak sudah-sudah. Pffft.

55th Note - Yes or No? You pick.

2011-02-24T16:37:00.006+08:00

Books are really important to me. What about you?

So, I logged in to my Formspring account that I made last year, today. Whoa, I can't believe that there are actually two new questions in my ask box. Haha. I know it's so lame but people nowadays don't use Formspring anymore right? Formspring is soooo last year, so I don't expect any questions AT ALL. (Lek ah Fatin, baru dapat dua soalan nak kecoh tak ingat dunia -__-'') I think I should remove this Formspring question box at my left side bar. Kan kan kan?

So back to the story again, there are two questions from anonymous. The sender may not have a Formspring account or maybe he/she dropped the question at my blog. I have no idea but one thing for sure, I know that my favourite aunt dropped me a question at my ask box. The question reads, "Dah habis mogok dah?". It is so her. I'm positive about it, yes I am :)

Again, back to the story, there's an anonymous asked me about Ain Maisarah's novel. I have to admit that this question made me think. I do think about it before typing the answers but it is still in my head until now. I'm still thinking about it when I'm writing this. Yes, this. Haha. Okay okay, lets just go straight to the point. Let me type the question okay?

"Do you think we in form 5 can read AinMaisarah's books? Isn't it too childish?"

Okay, maybe some of you who are reading this might not have anything in mind, but I do. I don't know why, maybe because I'm an author so I can't get rid of this question out of my mind. Hmm, maybe. Sebagai seorang penulis, ehem, saya memang kena banyak membaca. Bukan nak berlagak ke apa, tapi saya memang mengaku yang saya kena baca buku dari semua genre, untuk memperbaiki gaya tulisan, struktur ayat dan juga untuk memperluaskan kosa kata. Ambik kau, ayat baku terus. Hahaha. From comics to thriller to Teenagers All's Fair in Love, War and High School to love novels, I read them all. Daripada buku JK Rowling ke Stephenie Meyer ke Claudia Gabel ke Jodi Picoult ke Nicholas Sparks ke Sophie Kinsella ke Cecelia Ahern, saya baca okay!

Ya, saya baca komik, walaupun bahasa dalam komik tu bahasa rojak. Mungkin sebab itulah saya menggunakan bahasa rojak dengan selamba dan sesuka hatinya dalam kehidupan seharian saya. Mungkin sebab itulah saya tak dapat nak control gaya penulisan saya untuk tidak menggunakan bahasa rojak. Opps, kan dah keluar bahasa rojak walaupun saya sedaya upaya cuba untuk kawal. Tapi dalam manuskrip lain okey! Mana boleh guna bahasa rojak, nanti manuskrip kena tendang :'( Tak boleh, tak boleh!

Di sini saya ingin memberitahu bahawa saya memang suka baca novel dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Saya tetap baca novel yang ditulis oleh penulis tempatan walaupun rata-ratanya ceritanya klise sangat. Our authors are really good, the storyline is not bad but some of the plots are just too typical. Pembaca dah boleh agak apa yang akan jadi seterusnya. Macam yang saya belajar dalam kupasan Komsas setiap tahun, unsur saspens langsung tiada. Setiap kali dalam love novels, mesti ada orang yang curang. Kalau tak girlfriend dia, boyfriend dia pulak. Kalau perempuan tu miskin, calon husband dia mesti kaya gila-gila. Kalau hero dia main kayu tiga kat belakang girlfriend dia, confirm ada lagi sorang Prince Charming yang perfect dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki datang. Pastu diorang fall in love. Pastu diorang hidup happy ever after. See, I can even guess the storyline right from the very beginning. Wah, dah boleh buat video macam MatLutfi dah ni. Hahahaha :D

I'm not saying that all our authors are like that, no. Like I said just now, they are really good. We have amazing authors right here in Malaysia such as Ramlee Awang Murshid, Aina Emir, Damya Hanna, Aleya Anessa, Mimi Afinie etc. Oh yeah, I guess I missed out a name. Yes, of course, Ain Maisarah. (Novel thriller Ramlee Awang Murshid is seriously the best! Setanding Twilight. Serious, tak tipu. I love the Bagaikan Puteri series so much.)

Now let me tell you why I'm a big fan of her books. Ain Maisarah punya storyline, tip top. Kau takkan pernah jumpa storyline macam Ain Maisarah punya dekat mana-mana kedai. She has never disappoint me, setiap kali aku baca novel baru dia. Takkan pernah. Setiap novel Ain Maisarah akan ada jalan cerita yang berbeza, walaupun hakikatnya semua cerita berhubung kait dan mengambil latar tempat yang sama. That's why I will always make sure yang aku akan beli terus buku-buku baru Ain Maisarah yang baru keluar. I can't wait to flip the pages because the storyline is getting more interesting for every chapters. Just like Ramlee Awang Murshid's novels, you can never guess the ending of Ain Maisarah's novels as well. That's a plus point, for a reader like me.

Berbalik kepada soalan di atas, saya tak rasa sebagai seorang pelajar Tingkatan 5, saya tak patut baca buku Ain Maisarah. Her books are good and the characters are all around my age. Why should it be childish? Plus, the situations that Ain Maisarah is trying to show in her books are basically what I do as a teenager in my daily life. Dramas in high school, having true friends that are always by your side every time, having fun with my best friends, doing crazy and stupid things which lead to the most memorable memory ever, having a crush at this age, good grades vs bad grades, that's so us. Jangan nak deny benda yang betul. I'm a teenager and I know exactly what I'm talking about right here. And if you are a teenager too, you should agree with that. Kalau tak, kau tak awesome. Trolololololololol.

I have to admit yang among my best friends, only one or two of us sahaja yang baca novel Bahasa Malaysia. Okay maybe three. Entah, aku sendiri tak pasti tapi aku pasti yang kurang daripada 3. I'm proud to tell everyone yang saya bukan hanya baca buku from international authors sahaja, saya turut menyokong industri penulisan Malaysia. I tried to show something different in my manuscripts but sometimes I end up writing something clichè as well. Yes, I have to admit that. So daripada situ, aku akan cuba untuk elaborate lagi to make the storyline interesting dan tak sama sangat macam orang lain. Kalau tak pun, aku akan padam the whole situation dan akan mula balik.

Setiap penulis kena ada imej dan gaya penulisan sendiri kan?

Majulah buku untuk negara!

Majulah sukan untuk Malaysia! (Malaysia baru menang 2-0 against Pakistan malam tadi.)

PS; Bahasa rojak, again. Sorry people!

43th Note - I'm Sick

2011-02-12T18:43:00.008+08:00

Hello and Assalamualaikum everyone :)

It has been a while since I updated my blog kan? So I think I'm going to update now. Errr, it is just for the sake of updating actually. Why? I guess I just don't want to leave my blog alone.

Hazira and I. She's 10 this year. Umur sepuluh tahun tapi badan macam budak tadika tak cukup zat. Kecik gila. Achik, I think you really need to eat more. Ni tak, makan sikit je dah takut gemuk. Pfft -_-'' Memang patutlah under weight.

Intervensi is just around the corner. Mak datuk, minggu depan je! Ya Allah. And what the hell am I doing here? Wake up, Fatin. Wake up. This will be my last post and I think I'm going to dump my blog for 3 weeks. Kiranya entri ni macam entri penutup sebelum Intervensi lah. Haha.

Tiba-tiba je aku rasa bersemangat nak cycling petang tadi. Don't ask me why. I am so random. Basikal dekat rumah pun dah berhabuk dah sebab kalau tak silap, kali terakhir aku sentuh basikal aku adalah pada bulan... Okay, tak ingat. Like seriously. I think I stopped cycling two years ago. 2009. Yeah, tahun 2009 merupakan kali terakhir saya pegang basikal saya. I mean it people. Pegang tau, bukan main. My bicycle was there this evening, at the same spot as I left it 2 years ago. Sikit pun tak berganjak. Tayar pun dah takde angin. Aku cari pam dalam stor untuk pam tayar. Nasib baik tayar still okey lagi.

Speaking of the bicycle, tiba-tiba teringat pulak dekat nostalgia lama. When I was five, I remember cycling inside my house. Dalam rumah. Bukan dekat kawasan luar tapi yeah, dalam rumah. Kayuh basikal sebelah meja makan. Masuk dalam bilik semua benda. Don't get me wrong. Masa tu, aku sayang basikal aku sangat-sangat sebab basikal tu lah satu-satunya harta yang aku ada masa tu. I treasure my bicycle more than anything else in this world. Bukan tu je, aku tak pernah bawak basikal tu keluar rumah pun. Untuk ambik angin dekat luar pun tak pernah tau. Basikal tu nak berjemur bawah matahari pun aku tak bagi. Nak hirup oksigen plus karbon dioksida plus karbon monoksida lagilah tak boleh. Kalau ibu letak dekat luar, aku mesti terus menangis. Masa tu, ibu cepat-cepat ambik balik basikal tu, bawak masuk balik. Want to know why? Because ibu can't stand my crying tone. Fullamak weh, bergegar satu rumah tahu. Suara suprano Ning Baizura pun kalah. Okay, back to the story, kiranya tayar basikal aku sangat-sangat bersih dan berkilat macam basikal baru. That's why ibu let me keep it inside. Mana boleh letak dekat luar rumah, kena matahari nanti, warna dia pudar. Tak boleh tak boleh.

Actually, I have a lot to share but I'm not in the mood to write now. Malas sangat-sangat. Tangan sekarang tengah berat je nak tulis. But before I end this entry, Hazira and I recorded a video just now. Fell free to click the play button. Kalau tak nak pun takpe, tak paksa. Haha. K. Bye. Nak 'study'. Study lah sangat -______-''

ps: It has been such a tense and long week for me. Sigh.

38th Note - Anwar Hadi

2011-02-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

This guy and this video made my day, like seriously!

Credits : Azura Abrar

37th Note :)

2011-02-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

6.37PM - 6/2/2011

Saya sangat-sangat gembira.

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya.

34th Note - -

2011-02-03T13:47:00.007+08:00

"If they don't chase you when you walk away, keep walking."
- Tumblr

Pertama kali bila aku terfikir nak buat satu akaun Tumblr, aku tak pernah fikir yang aku akan 'ketagih' dengan laman web ni. Seriously, not even once. I first thought that this website will be just normal, like any other websites. I was totally wrong. I just couldn't deny the fact that this website makes me stronger days by days. Tumblr is the most awesomest website on Earth.

Apa yang best sangat pasal Tumblr sampai kau ketagih sangat Cik Fatin oi? Okay, let me tell you. This website motivates me a lot. I used to be a very very sensitive person that hides her feelings well but now I have to say that I'm getting stronger day by day. Seriously. Tumblr quotes make me feel better, much better in fact. Knowing that I'm not alone in this world because although the whole world hates you, there's someone who will always love you.

Tumblr taught me how to look at things from a different side. The motivation, the quotes, the funny blog posts that never fail to make my day. I think I shall insert some of the quotes over here. Those quotes that make me strong. I have to admit that this website influence me a lot. Not only me, but I guess everyone? My best friends are mostly on Tumblr, so I think they feel the same way as I am towards this website. Kau nak cakap apa, kawan-kawan aku yang takde Tumblr pun boleh terjatuh cinta dengan laman web ni. Nak aku mention nama? Okay okay. Arif and Bihah love Tumblr a lot. Lagi-lagi Tumblr seorang junior kami yang bernama Adam, fuh sangat menyentuh kalbu.

Here are my top 10 favourite Tumblr quotes. It motivates me a lot and I hope by sharing this, you will be motivated too. So yeah, lets start.

1. Better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one.
2. Don't let the haters stop you from doing your thing.
3. There comes a time where you have to stop beating yourself up over the mistake you've made.
4. No one can change a person but someone can be a person's reason to change.
5. Dream without fear, love without limits.
6. The best accessory a girl can own is confidence.
7. Worrying won't stop the bad stuff from happening, it just keeps you from enjoying the good.
8. They invented hugs to let people know you love them without saying anything.
9. You can't please everyone.
10. Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you.

Now after reading those quotes, who is with me? Betul kan Tumblr sangat-sangat membantu dalam menjadikan kita sebagai seorang yang lebih positif? Kalau dulu aku selalu ambik kisah pasal benda-benda kecik, risau gila-gila sebab benda yang sebenarnya takde benda pun, sekarang tak. I now know how to use the sentence, "Kisah pulak aku en?". Hahaha, betul tak Azura? :P LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. U MAD? HAHAHAHAHA. (Some of you might not understand the sentence, so please just ignore it.)

I'm much more stronger now. Try me. A simple thing won't affect me much. Okaylah, to be frank, it does affect me but I won't let it ruins my mood for the whole day. I'm still vulnerable and sensitive sometimes but I made a promise myself to not to cry over little stupid things. So yeah, kisah pulak aku kan? Haha. So I guess you'll hear that sentence a lot from me now. Kalau dengar, faham-faham je lah eh?

Oh yeah, if you're on Tumblr, you will always find this thing while you are reblogging stuffs. Jangan panik, jangan takut. It's so normal for Tumblr user. It is kinda annoying but I don't really care because I love Tumblr so much.

If you think Tumblr is only for a sensitive person like me, you are totally wrong. There are so many funny posts on Tumblr that can make you laugh like there's no tomorrow. A friend of mine laughed so hard until he almost fell from a chair, just by reading a Tumblr post. You'll never get what I mean unless you're on Tumblr.

Oh yeah, another thing about this website, you don't have any idea who your followers are. Everyone has a stalker on Tumblr. Not a bad stalker but a good one. They will give you advices if you need them. You can share your problems on Tumblr and everyone cares about you. Either you know that person or not, you can still be friends with them. There's no such thing as, I'm popular, you're a loser here. Everyone is just the same and every girl is beautiful not only outside, but inside too.

I shouldn't talk about Tumblr in the first place because it's something like a private website. I just don't have any idea what to blog about since my life is just normal these days. Nothing interesting. Kau nak cakap aku takde life lah sekarang ni? Haha, memang tak ah. I'm just busy with school stuffs.

Before I end this post, I would like to wish the Chinese, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! I have quite a number of amazing Chinese friends and I hope they will enjoy all the fun celebrating the CNY. Nak angpau, nak angpau! Wait, is it Angpau or Angpaw? I'm not sure but who cares by the way? Selagi bunyi dia sama, okey apa. Tiba-tiba pulak aku terasa macam nak makan Prosperity Burger lagi. Ate one on Monday but I want to eat it again. Nak kentang twister jugak!

So yeah,

Bye.

24th Note - Hot and Cold

2011-01-25T19:36:00.007+08:00

This is what I did in my Biology class yesterday.

Sorry teacher, my mind was somewhere else.

PS; I just can't see her face at the moment because I feel like shouting right in front of her face. I want to treat her just the way she treats me. I want her to feel the pain, the pain when she treats everyone like we have no feelings at all. Enough weh, enough. I just can't stand you.

PSS; I'm done. 70% of the pain are not there anymore. I let it go, yesterday. Alhamdulillah. I've been waiting for that moment since the past 3 years. I don't want to think about it anymore. And best friends, you know how much I love you, kan?

PSSS; Oh, look at the picture above. Told you, I can't draw :S

20th Note - Smile; Bee Gees.

2011-01-20T15:40:00.003+08:00

" Along along, Achik janji nak masuk Pengakap sampai Achik sekolah menengah. Achik nak jadi Pengakap macam along. Best oh dapat pergi camping. Achik tak pernah pergi camping. Lain kali kalau along pergi camping bawak achik tau. Achik dah ada uniform Pengakap. "

I'm proud to have this girl as my sister.

18th Note - Dear Rainbow,

2011-01-18T18:33:00.003+08:00

One thing about today; SAYA RASA MACAM NAK MARAH SEMUA ORANG.

Sabar Fatin, tarik nafas. Lepas. Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Okay! Hello everyone. How was your Tuesday? Good, bad? Mine was okay at first but Chemistry killed my mood. Screw Chemistry. Hahaha, kidding kidding.

This morning, when I arrived school, I was so hyper. Betul ni, saya rasa gembira tahap maksimum sangat-sangat. A few seconds later, Bihah arrived. Haaaaaah, tu dia, kawan rapat saya tahap gaban dah sampai. All of sudden, I was like, "Bihah Bihah, nak tengok something tak?" and she gave me the "Apa?" look. *Fatin Hanani sedang tutup muka dengan kertas kajang sekarang, untuk pengetahuan semua.* I started to dance. Menari yang gila-gila punya. Like seriously, I was dancing with my both hands in my blazer and then I said, "Macam Pingu tak?". HAHAHA, LOL. I was totally out of my mind. I did that without thinking at all. Bihah terus terdiam. Dia terkejut rasanya. Hahaha, I can't describe her expression. First time in history, I made NABIHAH ULFAH WAN NORDIN GO SPEECHLESS. Bangga tau! And then, she touched my forehead and asked me whether I'm okay or not. Dia risau kalau-kalau aku demam ke tak. Haha, sumpah lawak gila. I said no and then aku terus jalan pergi depan. Bihah geleng-geleng je tengok aku. After gates duty, I met Azura. Tiba-tiba aku tanya, "Azura, nak tengok something tak?". She nodded and I did the same thing. Azura dah gelak gila-gila punya. Even when we were walking to get our bags pun, dia still gelak lagi. Hahaha, seriously lawak. That was so random.

I don't want to talk about junior recess. Kalau cakap pasal masa rehat, saya akan mengamuk tahap gunung berapi meletus keluar lava semua benda. Class went well after recess. Nothing much, just Add Maths and BM. During Modern Maths, we went to Bilik Pameran for a talk about our future. Next was Chemistry. OMG, this was the starting point of everything. Teacher gave us a handout. It was quite a simple one actually but I can't do it. I totally forgot everything I've learned. My tuition teacher, Mr. Henry is totally going to kill me if he knows about this. Memang aku kena masak rendang tok kalau dia tahu. Sorry teacher, I promise I'll study hard for Chemistry.

Sebab dah tak boleh jawab soalan Kimia, aku terus down for the whole day. Masa tengah berkumpul untuk Badminton pulak, a student called me and say, "Akak, cikgu nak jumpa nak discuss pasal ________." Thank God! I didn't bring my badminton racket and this teacher just save me. Thanks a lot, you are my favourite teacher ever, teacher! Hahaha. But then, he had a meeting to attend. Sigh. Lepas tu aku pergi cari AJK Board untuk Pengakap. Masa ni bengang dah sampai tahap kepala dah tapi aku cuba kawal. Saya kan ketua yang sangat cool? Haha, dah Fatin, dah. I asked him about the board and he said he don't know about it. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, cikgu nak semak papan kenyataan hari Jumaat and dia boleh kata dia tak tahu? Sekarang dah Selasa sayang oi. Esok Rabu. Hari Khamis kita cuti. Hari Jumaat cikgu nak semak. Bila masa kau nak buat Papan Kenyataan Pengakap ni? Seriously, I was mad. Really really mad. Esok ada perjumpaan Pengakap, we'll see what I'm going to do. Muahahaha! *Evil*

16th Note - One Step at a Time

2011-01-16T11:23:00.007+08:00

I don't know how to start this entry actually. I didn't plan to write this at the first place. Tapi dah alang-alang terbukak tab 'New Post' tu, aku tulis jugak lah. I'll let my other side of mind to do the writing this time.

I'm a different person at home and I have split personalities, I guess. People may think that I'm actually a happy go lucky person, a person who smiles all the time etc. but deep down inside, I don't even recognize my own personality. If you ask me what type of person I am, I am going to say that I'm actually a very sensitive person. A small thing could ruin my mood for the whole day. Saya memang anak ibu. Darah sensitif ibu tetap mengalir dalam darah saya, sebagai anak sulung. I hide that feeling well kan? When people do something or say something that I hate, I pretended to stay happy and act like nothing matters but deep down, Ya Allah, you don't know how heart broken I am. I act like I have no problem and I act like I'm strong whatever shit but when the moment comes, I'll cry alone in a corner of my room. But seriously, I am not the vulnerable type of person. I don't cry because of little things, just so you know. One thing, I'll cry if I'm mad and I'll cry if I'm too sad or feeling alone in this world. If you can make me cry, I want to congratulate you over here. Anda telah menyebabkan saya buat perkara yang saya jarang buat. Applause for you. But when that time comes, don't ever try to stop me because I'll end up crying like there's no tomorrow.

I'm the type of person who says the word 'Sorry' first even if it is not my fault. Entahlah, tapi saya memang tak suka nak panjang-panjangkan cerita. In certain problems, only the simple word, 'Sorry' is needed, betul tak? Tak semestinya kalau kau mintak maaf dulu maksudnya kau salah, kan? But, I think this is my problem. When I keep saying sorry to people, people start to step on my head. When I'm mad or something, they won't care because they know that I'm the one who will end up to clear things up first. Sigh. Dalam masalah ni, aku bukan orang yang cepat marah dekat orang lain tapi bila balik rumah je, mula lah aku emo dengan baran tak tentu pasal. Sesiapa yang duduk dekat dengan aku memang kena sembur habis-habisan. My two younger sisters are my victims most of the time. I'm a bad sister right? I failed to show a good example to my sisters. I'm just an ordinary homo sapien in this planet and sometimes, I can't control my feeling. I feel bad, really really bad in fact. I screamed at them, I scolded them, etc. just because of the small mistake that they both did. Dear sisters, I promise I'll try to change this attitude of mine. I promise I'll try to control my anger. Both of you don't deserve everything I did, seriously. I shall take the blame on me. Even if the sentence, "I hate you." come out from my mouth, I know that both of you know that I didn't mean it, kan?

Another one thing before I call it an entry, I think I have to learn to say no to people instead of yes, all the time. I have to stop thinking about others and I should think about myself too. This is the time when I have to be a little more selfish. I care about the people around me and I love them so much. I talk about them everywhere and I'm proud to have awesome people just like them. To put it into a much more simpler words, I care about people all around me. But one thing that I want the whole world to know is when the moment that I stop caring, the person should be worried because I definitely won't turn back.

One step at a time and InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. Doa Fatin, doa. Even if you're standing alone, just remember that Allah is with you all the time.

14th Note - A Resolution

2011-01-14T19:39:00.011+08:00

I changed my layout at last. Sejak tahun lepas lagi aku guna layout yang dekat atas ni. Finding and searching for a new layout is really hard for me because believe it or not, I'm a choosy person. Tadi, aku pergi survey berapa banyak website dah. Memang banyak template tapi semua aku tak suka. I think this is kinda okay. What do you think?

What's my new year resolution actually? Ceh, dah 14 Januari baru nak cakap pasal azam tahun baru. Tak payah cakap pasal azam, kita cakap pasal bulan Disember. Masa Disember hari tu, aku ada tulis satu entri yang menceritakan tentang azam bulan Disember aku. Tolong jangan tanya apa yang dah jadi dekat azam-azam tu. Tak terbela dan tak terjaga. I promised myself to complete my manuscript by December. Sampai sekarang tak siap-siap. Memang terbaik ah kan?

Nasihat untuk diri sendiri : Dah berapa kali aku bagi tahu kau, jangan berhenti bila menulis? Kau tak faham-faham ke yang bila sekali kau berhenti, susah nak sambung balik? Tak serik-serik, buat jugak benda yang sama. Bila nak siapnya macam ni?

Ok dah. Sambung balik. Aku rasa salah satu sebab aku macam malas nak menulis sebab aku dah jarang pegang novel atau pun buku cerita sekarang. Kalau dulu, sebelum tidur aku memang wajib baca buku, kalau tak aku tak boleh tidur. Dulu, dalam beg sekolah aku wajib ada sekurang-kurangnya satu novel. Tapi sekarang? Hmmph. Setakat Interlok, Dirgahayu Bahasaku dengan Step by Wicked Step ada la. Yang tu pun buku Komsas untuk tingkatan 5. Bagus ke tak bagus? Lepas tu, buku Melissa Hill, Please Forgive Me yang aku beli PERTENGAHAN tahun lepas pun aku tak habis baca lagi. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, what is actually happening to me?

Entah kenapa, tiba-tiba tadi aku dapat kesedaran untuk menulis balik. Mungkin sebab Arib tanya pasal manuskrip kot. Maybe. Mungkin jugak sebab aku baca novel Claudia Gabel petang tadi. I miss that feeling when you were looking at your own book on the bookshelves. I miss that feeling when people were actually reading the synopsis of my book without realizing that the author was standing just beside them. I miss the maximum level of nervousness feeling when reading the emails from the editors. My first debut was on 2009 and it's 2011 now. Ya Allah Fatin, kau sedar tak yang kau dah banyak buang masa?

I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.

PS; Saya sedang mencuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak menggunakan bahasa rojak :) SPM Fatin, SPM.

12th Note - Painkiller

2011-01-12T18:29:00.010+08:00

I don't really have time to blog nowadays. Sorry blog peeps. Banyak sangat assignments and homeworks to be done. Urgh, it's just the second week of school and I have this feeling in me already. Why why why? 2011 is my final year in high school and I guess it should be tough, right? It is. Today is 12th of January and why do I have this feeling like it is September? Oh I just want SPM to be over.

3rd Jan (1st day of school)

Nothing much. My best friends and I had this 'jejak kasih' moment. The whole day was spent with gossips. 5 Sc. Beta. Yeah, that's my class. Puan Angela is our class teacher for this year. I nominated Fayra as the class president and she was mad at me for that. Haha, sorry darling. Arif was selected as the Vice. Thumbs up. My best friends are ruling the class for our final year. What else is more awesome than that?

4th Jan

AGM (Mesyuarat Agung) for Club and Societies. Again, this year, I choose to stay in the Art Club. It has been 5 years since I first joined the club on 2007. I made a promise to myself that I'm going to finish the things I've started. My first club ever in high school was Arts & Craft Club (which a club I have never dream to enter because I suck at drawing) and after 4 years and a few weeks, I'm still in the club. Yay me. Nina is the President for the club and I'm her vice :)

5th Jan

AGM for Badminton. This is the first year for me in this club. Yeah, I can play badminton quite well but I'm not in the school team or in the club before. I was in Tennis since 2007 but I can't play tennis. Nice one (Y).

6th Jan

AGM for Scouts. Yay! You know how much I love Scouts right? I was informed earlier that I'm the troop leader for 2011. Both Azura and Nina have their own duty in Scouts too. Oh, did I tell you that my best friends joined Scouts this year? Cool right? Each and every one of them have their own post for this Badan Beruniform. I think things will be awesome this year :D InsyaAllah.

5th Note; The Pressure

2011-01-05T16:54:00.005+08:00

OH TIDAK, TEKANAN SPM SEMAKIN DIRASAI.

ps; Sesungguhnya saya insaf selepas dengar speech daripada Pengetua semalam. Saya sayang Pengetua saya sangat-sangat dan apa yang dia cakap memang masuk terus dalam otak dan hati saya. Seriously, she's the best Pengetua ever. InsyaAllah Pengetua, our batch (Form 5/SMK Seri Bintang Utara 2011) will make you smile proudly on March 2012. InsyaAllah Pengetua. we will make the day memorable for you. InsyaAllah, InsyaAllah, InsyaAllah. Nothing is impossible.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, guide us Ya Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

2nd Note; and this is the truth

2011-01-02T11:27:00.021+08:00

Hello everyone,

So if you're on Facebook, I'm sure that you know what is happening over there kan? People asked you to send a number into their mailbox and they will tell the truth about you. I decided to give it a try and this is the result.

Azura Abrar :

Feeling alone? Find someone like her, and you'll never walk alone. Ok, dah Liverpool pulak. HAHA. But that's the thing you will never, ever find someone like her, cause she's different. What I'm trying to say is, just having her around, it will make you smile and laugh like there's no tomorrow. Weh, she's so energetic, she can talk non-stop for hours. Wuish, kalau dia bercakap, Nauzubillah, tak boleh stop. HAHA. But that's what I like about this girl. She's bubbly, she's beautiful, her dimple is to die for, sebab tu she gets AAALLLLLL the guys. Yes, guys out there, if you meet her, be prepared to fall for her. And girls, take care of your boyfriends. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kidding. Dia budak baik, jangan risau. I've been lucky enough to get to know her almost 11 years now, and I hope it will remain this way for another 30-40 years, or let's just say, forever. I love you Fatin Hanani ♥

Nabihah Wan Nordin :

I'm not really good writing about people. But seriously, this girl, she's one in a million. Who else could you find someone smiling with a dimple yang berlubang tu? :P I'm so jealous, okayyy. Oh and, her kedutness. Damn EPIC man. *Ingat pokok kelapa kat tengah bandar? Hihihihihi. Good times we had together babe, are beyond awesome. PRICELESS. I'm grateful to have you as a part of my life. Urghhh, susahnya nak tulis lagi . YOU KNOW WHAT, can I just make it simple? I LOVE YOU ♥ Muahhhhhss.

Arif Nasrudin :

Once you get to know this girl, you'll know that she's :

F stands for - Fawesome,

A stands for - Always-Kedut,

T stands for - Tomei-tomei,

I stands for - Intelligent,

N stands for - Noyying.

That's what makes her gets AALLLL the guys. I got lots of things to say but I don't remember it all. So, I don't really know what more to say and that's why I never did this status thingy. Current is less than 3u. ;) Hehe, I know you hate maths. :D :D

Pao Jun Ren :

Haha, I miss you la. Too bad I can't say your name here. I enjoy talking to you and your friends during recess time. And I know you very baik. If you are a guy kan bagus. We can joke and fool around. If got new and interesting novel, tell me ok? Good luck.

Muhaimin Arif :

Powerhouse BM. Bekas isteri kedua eh? ;) One of the richest classmate. Suka Chelsea :P Boooooo. Famous for Kedut and getting all the gays. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Alia Natasha :

OMG y u so cute like pingu waannn? I love you because you're my best friend! Remember back in 2008, we had some issues and then all of sudden we become the bestest friend with our another 2 coocoo lads? Haih, good old times. And your K-Pop obsession so cannot go away wan -_- Sometimes I feel like punching you in the face just so that you shut up. HAHA :P Anyway babylove I miss you ♥

Fayra Deena :

Tee hee :P You're my favourite girl to tease at because I wuvvv you! I must say I'm truly hypnotized by your adrenaline rush like almost all the time? Haha XD . The best memories I had so far with you are definitely during year 2009 when we had a crazy journey sitting for PMR. From laughters to heartbreaks to melampauness :B Everything was just so fun and I'm glad I still have you, best friend.

Haikal Ilmani :

I know I’m supposed to write something bout you but it's kinda hard cuz words don’t actually begin to describe you. Well for starters, you're a REALLY awesome friend. It’s fun talking to you, seeing you laugh and smile makes me wanna smile too. I think you have a spell or something because every time I see u, I’d smile :D Okay then, um...let see, well one thing for sure, you. are. talkative. period. :P Well it's actually fun to see you talk nonstop and stare at you, and think “Man, she never stops does she?” Haha. Jkjk. But it’s a bit weird or awkward if you stop talking. You're a happy go lucky kind of girl and I've never even seen you angry actually except with your sisters which I’d then always say, “Hoh, garang.” Haha. :P Btw, you have a beautiful smile :D It’s something to die for. And with your dimple. My God, you are adorable. Rase nak cubit-cubit je. Haha. Well I think I should not write too much because your blog is gonna be full. Well last words, I hope we can hang out sometime when I return back to Malaysia and all the best for your SPM! Good luck and take care! :D – Peace out-

Nina Merlissa :

Budak kecik! That number reminds me of Damia. Suka sangat dial 9999999 :P Btw, we know each other since the first day in SBU. Hehe. I remember each word and your expression. You thought that I'm an artist. Alolohh cantiknya aku :D You are very friendly, OVER FRIENDLY sebenarnya. Damn talkative, happy go lucky. The fact that you love KPOPopopon really annoys me. Haha :D I miss the old you babe ♥

Koh Kay Kim :

Hohoho. *akhem* KAAWAAANNN BAAAAIIIKKKK. Haha, well here's what I've thought of you. At first, you seem to be like, the average normal Malay prefect until you started talking. Then, I was amazed at how sociable you are. Pretty much after that, you've showed me that you have an awesome circle of friends which hence, makes you awesome as well I guess. But... there was a period when you look tired and sad D: I wanted to ask, but takut nanti kena marah menyibuk pulak > < . In the end, it's nice to see you smiling once again. Hahaha, in a nutshell, I think you're just a very friendly person that's easy to mix with :)

Standing Ovation;

2010-12-30T19:58:00.012+08:00

Hello readers,

Demam AFF belum habis lagi kan kan kan? Dekat mana-mana je, semua orang still cakap pasal bola. Even dekat Twitter pun still kecoh lagi (sikit-sikit). Dekat FB malam tadi je penuh, sekarang dah okay sikit. Tapi still boleh cakap yang news Malaysia menang AFF Cup still hot from the oven la. Oh, I mean suam sikit dah.

Tadi dekat Facebook, aku ada bukak satu page, which is I love Indonesia. Tengok comment-comment dekat situ, fuhh hati saya sakit. Konon cakap kita kalah tak bermaruah. Ni yang aku nak gaduh ni. Why not accept je the result the way it is? Ada la dalam satu dua tiga comment yang aku rasa nak smash je orang penulis comment tu. Nasib baik lah aku ni baik dan masih lagi bertamadun :P

So today, bangun pagi-pagi je, aku pergi lari pecut turun bawah pergi baca paper. Haaaaa, aku pergi baca section sukan dulu la, of course. Dalam paper semua cerita pasal Malaysia menang + ada sikit-sikit pasal reaction Indonesian punya supporters, pemain Indonesia etc. Lepas dah habis baca semua berita sukan kat paper, aku terus online pulak. Baca pulak news online kat Internet. Memang terbaik ah kan? Kan aku dah banyak kali cakap, aku kan patriotik :P

Bila aku search je pasal news bola, nama Khairul Fahmi Che Mat yang keluar dulu. Kenal tak? Kau tolong cakap kenal sekarang. Siapa tak kenal, meh sini datang jumpa aku, aku boleh tolong hempuk korang sorang-sorang. Goalie Malaysia pun tak kenal -_-''. Kalau tak kenal jugak, meh sini aku bagi korang definition.

Credits; Arif

Nama KFCM ni start naik masa AFF Suzuki Cup ni. Dia amatlah teramat-amat banyak kali selamatkan goal kita daripada dibolosi (Serious aku tak tau word apa yang boleh ganti dengan perkataan dibolosi). So memang dia deserve standing ovation lah kan? Kan kan kan? Bukan je orang dalam Malaysia je minat dekat dia, tapi ramai juga supporters from the other country pun sama. Kenapa? Tak percaya ke dia ada peminat daripada other negara jugak? Meh sini, aku tunjuk bukti.

KFCM signed for his fan from our beloved neighbor country; Indonesia.

Kau jangan main-main weh, Indonesians suka dia tu, sampai nama KFCM naik ke tangga ke-5 Trending Topic kat Twitter malam tadi. And tengok je Official Facebook Fanpage dia, dah berapa ramai orang 'Like' page dia kat FB. Fanpage separuh artis Malaysia pun kalah tau.

So ketika saya sibuk baca trending topic kat Twitter malam tadi, saya perasan ada ramai orang puji dia macam-macam. Cakap 'I love you' etc etc. Aku baca sengih-sengih sorang-sorang je. Hahaha. Lepas dah puas baca, aku pergi pulak kat timeline Twitter aku. Guess what? Best friends aku pulak sibuk cakap pasal dia. Hmmmph, memang bagus betul. He's mine la, apa la. Haha. Aku dah geleng-geleng kepala banyak-banyak kali dah. Isy isy isy, budak-budak ni. *you know who you are. haha.* And then, aku pergi pulak FB. Baca status updates. Hmm, memang sah lah semua status pasal bola. Betul tak? News feed aku penuh dengan bola je malam semalam. And then tiba-tiba ada keluar ;

'Cik Timah and 36 other friends like Khairul Fahmi Che Mat'

Kepada peminat tegar Encik Khairul Fahmi ni, dengan sukacitanya saya maklumkan yang dia dah ada girlfriend yang sangat comel. Nama girlfriend dia Elia. Dia ada blog tau dan saya yang baik hati ni nak bagi link dekat korang. Aku terjumpa blog ni dah lama dah sebenarnya, masa blog walking around May macam tu. So, dah blog best, aku follow terus la kan? Masa tu follower tak ramai lagi. Malam tadi, aku bukak blog Cik Elia ni sebab dia ada update new entry. Followers kalau tak silap aku masa aku view malam tadi ada dalam 1500++. Banyak gila weh! Pagi tadi, aku bukak je, dah ada 4300++ followers. Ya Allah, naik mendadak sangat sangat sangat. Ni semua berkat boyfriend Cik Elia la ni. Haha.

Oh sebelum view blog Cik Elia atau dalam bahasa kasarnya stalk, orang yang minat sangat dengan KFCM sangat-sangat diminta bawak bersabar. Dekat situ ada their love stories, how they first met etc etc. Get ready to be jealous! Hahaha :)

PS; 3 entri berturut-turut aku cerita pasal bola. Because I'm awesome like that ;)

[Update] Victory

2010-12-30T00:03:00.007+08:00

Terus terang saya rasa entri saya pasal kejayaan Malaysia menjulang Piala Suzuki AFF buat kali pertama, yang sebelum ni tak cool. So I decided to write more atau pendek katanya, padam balik semua benda yang aku dah tulis tadi and buat entri baru. *Hmmmmph. Hampeh punya Fatin =_='*.

Sebelum aku tulis apa-apa dekat dalam entri ni, jom kita jerit sambil lompat gaya kanak-kanak Ribena sama-sama. I'm sure that semua rakyat Malaysia terlampau happy + hyper + gembira dengan berita ni kan? Kita menang secara agregat terhadap Indonesia 4-2. Kalau nak ikutkan hati aku yang puas dengan kemenangan our national squad ni, aku nak je pergi cari gaduh dengan Indonesians yang kutuk Malaysia macam-macam masa 1st Leg dulu. Nak jugak bangga yang Harimau Malaya yang diorang kutuk habis-habisan dan kritik macam-macam ni dah kalahkan Garuda yang diorang puja macam nak gila. Benda yang tak sepatutnya jadi isu pun diperbesar-besarkan. Hisy, geram tahu? Hahaha, nasib baik aku ni baik. Nasib baik saya ni merupakan seorang yang innocent. (Oh, puhlease Fatin. Kau tak payah nak perasan.)

The match was fantastic! I loike. Perut aku dah macam bergendang semacam masa tengok match tadi. Bukan bergendang sebab lapar, tapi bergendang sebab nervous sangat. Mana boleh tak nervous, Indonesia banyak attack kot. Nasib baik diorang bolos 2 je. Fuuuuuh, lega.

Kalau tengok permainan, nampak sangat Indonesia conquer bola 65%. Dari mula sampai habis, Indonesia tak habis-habis attack bahagian Malaysia. Mereka serang terus dan terusan lagi serangannya. Tapi tak masuk-masuk. Oh, penalti pun tak masuk tau! Haha. Malaysia tak banyak buat serangan tapi bila Malaysia serang je, banyak jugak yang macam agak dangerous. Nasib je tak masuk, kalau masuk goal-goal yang Malaysia attack tu, supporters Garuda balik menangis lah jawabnya.

Aku tengok match dengan family. Ibu dengan ayah, balik kerja tak mandi tak apa, duduk terus depan TV. Haha, terbaik kan? Masa 90++ minutes game ni berjalan, aku memang tak senang duduk. Memang nervous tahap gaban from the very beginning lagi. Nervous aku lagi menjadi-jadi bila Indonesia dapat penalty kick. Kau tak nervous ke bila Indonesia dapat penalty kick seawal minit ke 17? Tak nervous? Kau jangan nak menipu. Kalau tak mengaku jugak, meh aku duku kepala sorang-sorang. Masa penalty kick tu, aku terus grab bantal kat sebelah aku. Kuat gila aku cengkam bantal tu, takut punya pasal. Last-last tak masuk. Aku dah menjerit macam orang tak betul dah. Oops bukan aku sorang, satu family jerit-jerit. The high 5s were everywhere dekat area living room tu. Haha, terbaik. Tu belum masuk goal Safee Sali lagi. Masa goal Safee Sali, aku melompat terus daripada sofa sampai jatuh guling-guling freestyle gaya bebas semua ada. Haha, excited punya pasal. Tolong jangan tiru aksi ini di rumah ye. Keselamatan anda, saya tidak jamin.

The best player for this match? Personally aku rasa anugerah tu patut diberikan kepada Khairul Fahmi. Siapa lagi, goalie kita la. Aku memang puji dia habis. Since the very beginning lagi, dia consistent je. Goal Malaysia pun tak banyak bolos. He did a very very very good job malam ni. Aku tengok, dia sendiri yang defend benteng Malaysia masa defender kita terleka sekejap sedangkan attacker Indonesia depan mata je. So dia pastikan semua bola yang dia dapat tangkap, dipegang atau dipeluk kemas. Khairul Fahmi memang patut dipuji. SAYA SALUTE! Btw, Safee Sali pun not bad. So secara personal, saya rasa it's either Safee Sali or Khairul Fahmi yang patut dapat gelaran 'Pemain Terbaik'.

Lepas Malaysia menang je, memang penuh terus homepage aku. Tak kisahlah newsfeed Facebook ke, timeline Twitter ke, semua penuh. Hahaha. Pendek kata, memang hampir semua rakyat Malaysia yang tengok match ni live from Astro or maybe RTM. Who cares? Asalkan Malaysia menang sudah. Haaaa, pasal Malaysia menang ni, guess what? Jeng jeng jeng. Rio Ferdinand, wish kita kot. Rio Ferdinand, ala takkan tak kenal kot? Dia yang main for MU tuuuu. Alah, yang dulu ada iklan kat Malaysia yang "Rio Ferdinand, Rio Ferdinand, menggelek bola sekarang ini dan... Apa yang terjadi? (Masa ni semua orang bangun and commentator tak nampak padang)." a moment later, "GOAL!" pastu lepas semua orang celebrate goal dia cakap, "Dapatkan sms alert keputusan perlawanan terkini. Hanya dengan ....". Entoh la, saya dah tak ingat sangat pasal ni. Tapi yang penting dia congratulate kita! Wohooo, I'm so happy.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah. The victory is ours for the first time ever. PM cakap this Friday cuti. Tak tau lah betul ke tak. Betul rasanya. Nak tau betul ke tak, kena tengok paper esok.

HARIMAU MUDA ROCKS! #Malaysiaboleh #LoveMalaysia